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Thoughts on Meltzer Situation Tying in with Other Things

I don’t know if what I am going to write will become a blog or will it just be something that is in my journal but I wanted to cover the way stories are covered and how outrage culture has seemed so aggressive and how it has been misconstrued as fascists, when the stuff prior was what was fascist and authoritarian, but we never realized it because the attitudes and normalcy that existed in prior generations, and because different factions have had truth, mixed with propaganda, we have decided to take one take or another. All I can assume is the world works in layers and what is being presented on the surface is symbolism, and whether the narratives are propaganda for the sake of evil, and the sake of good.

I constantly try to analyze it in my head, and maybe because of me never thinking that deeply in my life prior and now that I feel like I am lied to by the media, the alternate media, the public figures told to spew an opinion, and even people in my own life. My fragile mind cannot handle how much I don’t know, and the people online are putting out false information, and then the mainstream want to eliminate it due to danger, then the worry if that is their way of eliminating the truth, then I wonder if that is done on purpose because we are supposed to call it out.

I keep saying my mentally ill brain is not worthy of living in this time because of how much I dumbed myself down since childhood and now that I know how to kind of use my brain, I am living in a time where everything is coming at you at once, and because I have had the tendency of following someone’s way of thinking, because since I was born I always followed someone else’s way of thinking or mimic what kind of attitudes to have. I have been through so many personalities, it is not even funny. I have gone through more gimmicks than Ed Leslie, and I have been through so many heel and baby face turns than Big Show and Kane combined. I can’t remember how I thought in certain periods, what kind of shit I have said because I was irrationally angry and going through my manic phase, or whether I was joking around and due to what I see from people I have been influenced from in the entertainment field, I have thought you had to adopt those thoughts, All of this goes through my mind.

I’m setting it up this way because I don’t know how to analyze a seemingly cogent story that is going on in social media where journalist in professional wrestling, Dave Meltzer was commenting on how different female wrestler Peyton Royce has looked different and was taken out of context, but then there are those that say even with context a journalist shouldn’t be judging a woman’s body etc, even though it was not done disrespectfully. As much as people want to get with treating women and especially people properly, I feel like it is overdone and it is done in an organized way where it comes across like the ones shitting on Meltzer come off worse, even though seemingly they are just sticking up for their friend who is offended. I can look it as simple as that, but because I believe there are layers to this, even if there is conspiracy about why they decided to call him out and in organized fashion the entire WWE roster piled on about it, or is that also supposed to be what is supposed to feel like the conspiracy, that it is supposed to look like WWE are the bad guys.

I personally of the belief that certain people in position of power had to serve evil at one point and present ignorance and regression in the culture and attitude while making it seem like it was freedom of speech and this is what edginess is, and then there was a culture shift that happened where that was going to counter the evil by having a voice for good things, even if it comes in a limited fashion and it seems like they just want to pussify everything like the conservative type are pointing out while they complain about being victims.  So is calling out Meltzer supposed to symbolize that, that old way of thinking and judging women is going to be frowned upon, and do we need some kind of outrage just to keep the balance if people make those comments. So now the people who are now on the good side, have to pay for their old sins so they will want social progression, but they will present it in such a pretentious way that it makes it seem like it is phony, then we find out they didn’t really believe in what they are preaching.

So in this example, WWE promoting a women evolution, which is intended to become a genuine change, but instead of making it a genuine change you will show this “out of nowhere” attitude about respecting women so then it gets called out and then there is a genuine change from being called out. I don’t fucking know. This is why I am in my parents’ basement, so right now since you dismiss me and not acknowledge me, then don’t take my opinions seriously since you don’t count me in. I have acted horribly and said irrational things and I talk so much shit in the hopes the punishment is that I have to die or something. I use wrestling in this example, but it can really be applied to everything that is going on.

The problem with being dumbed down for most of my life is that I want to believe different factions have good sides to them, like it is a good thing we are calling out Trump and Putin because something might be revealed about them, but they are doing a horrible job while the independent media points it out that there are inconsistencies, double standards, and history of lies from the past. The media has lied so much, so when the big bad wolf Trump threatens them, obviously it should be called out, but there is validity to the fact that media has lied multiple times. Now they have Trump spewing that, and since you are supposed to hate him and everything he says, now we are defending the CIA, FBI, and the media, who have had a hand in more chaos in this world. What I think is there is something up with Russia and Putin, and while I agree to call out the entire system like independent media does, but sometimes I feel like some of them might be compromised a little, and in order to get any of your message out then you have to kind of sell out a little. It fucks with my mind, because I look at the history of America pointing out other evil foreign leaders, but never include that they have done business with them and have organized chaos in their countries, it makes me wonder if that person is actually evil or is it because American has lied about this. I wonder if it is supposed to be called out with guys like Kim and Putin, but due to America crying wolf all the time, now people don’t believe the media. If there is something going on with Trump and Putin, is this the way they expose it, even though the meddling with the election was scripted to happen.

Is it supposed to represent there is a good side and they have infiltrated these organizations to take down Trump and the right wing mentality that has dominated for a long fucking time, or are the democrats supposed to be called out for being centrist and corporatist so we can ring in a new progressive moment. Are we all playing roles in this, and are people who did bad things were initiations to get into the system and depending on how they are supposed to be seen, you will find out about shady things they have done. I know people would prefer me go for Occam’s razor with this thing and accept the easiest explanation is the right one, but I think there are layers to all of this. It is 5 dimensional chess while most people can barely master the game of checkers. So with Alex Jones getting banned, does that represent good, even though there is concern that government and tech companies having control of what people can see because they might come for people’s freedom on the left, which they already have done? Even though they have censored really progressive though, as progressive as some thought is with the independent left, I believe there are even more to that, and then the right complains about their freedom of speech but never fight for any of the leftists who lose their voice.

Can I be happy that someone like Jones is being taken down, because he has made a career of fucking with the conspiracy movement, because even though I used to kind of follow the beginning stages of the alt right conspiracies, because there were valid conspiracies lumped in with them, I believe that he was always meant to be a disinformation agent and anyone who doesn’t believe the official narratives they get put in there. Do I think people could fake their death? Sure, I believe people in the system can actually die, but because of advanced technology who is to say they aren’t clones of that person, or DNA taken from them to be used in some kind of android. If project immortality is actually a fact, where they will use your DNA for another planet if something happens on earth, why can’t I assume they have already got that kick started. At minimum there was something organized with shootings, and maybe it is done on purpose because they put the conspiracy out there that they will come for people’s guns, so then people would go out and buy more, but I don’t believe people can just randomly have guns and do these shootings if it wasn’t given the go ahead. Authorities would be watching people, especially since 9/11. I am allowed believing that. I wouldn’t encourage people to harass the families of the victims, and I can see them getting rid of Jones for doing that, but I personally feel it represents him going and his time being done, or it is an attempt to make him a martyr to his base. They hate Jones but hate him for the wrong reasons at times.

I do think the good that exists is bringing out more information and the excuse of that is because “we are in such a period where information is coming out faster” but it feels like it is just a data dump of stuff they had hidden from us for so long. Again I don’t know any of this and I don’t know if this is true or possible, and maybe that is my fucked up way because I can’t understand what is being presented. My brain cannot handle it. So maybe I have become this person who has concocted a bunch of theories because I believe movies and television shows implement hidden truths about how the world is or what it will be. I don’t fucking know. Maybe it will be revealed there will be technological advancements made?

So back to this WWE thing, because fuck smooth transitions, I wonder if there is conspiracy that this Trump supporting company, that somehow has not been analyzed compared to the other cabinet members of Trump,  is acting like they are socially progressive and then having access journalists and podcasts tied to them to fuck with the independent movement going on. I personally believe, and I don’t have proof of this, but I can put a theory together that I think WWE is pissed at Meltzer for pointing out that WWE will push women who get breast implants, have blonde hair and spray tan. Maybe that is supposed to shatter the perception that WWE has not changed their way of thinking and are just doing an evolution just to look good, and then the other rumor was they were pissed about NJPW/ROH selling out MSG so now they have these coordinated attacks on him. Maybe it also represents that Meltzer time in the spotlight is done and there needed to be a symbolic way for it to happen. The fact that this is happening in an era where people are going to call each other out for their hypocritical behavior, maybe it is an excuse for now the floodgates to open.

Maybe me kind of losing it on twitter how disgusting the organized effort seemed like it was a storyline or a scripted attack, when the employees of the company cannot even speak out how they feel about Hogan being allowed to come back, or how they are associated with a president that has bragged about sexual assault, and the fact that there have been accusations toward people in the company about how they treat women. It feels like that entire era of entertainment promoted such misogynist way of thinking, that it seeps in time to time with how we talk about them. I fall into that trap, even though I am just irrational and pushing people away or if I am just joking around because I have learned from the Stern Show, and other forms of entertainment that just saying stupid shit might be harmless, and it ties into Alex Jones because if you can state that his banned for inciting violence like someone has the influence to do that, then you can’t act like other art forms in the past were meant to promote negative ways of thinking, whether it was self destruction, racism, misogyny, homophobia, transphobia, and propping up drama and fighting because that is what is interesting. My point the last few years of using these tropes have been to show it isn’t edgy and it doesn’t mean shit and it isn’t the be all end all of freedom, and sometimes it was used because I thought arguing with people you had to go the lowest route since I have seen people at school, or on radio etc do that and if you were too nice and wanted to be peaceful you would be seen as a pussy so I bought into this, and because I didn’t like thinking for myself I would fall for the counter culture arguments. My fucked up brain goes back into time to time. No one ever wants to analyze that mental illness, because we give a limited narrative of mental illness.

So is this a storyline to symbolize a positive way of thinking, even if it comes in pretentious ways, or is it meant to be pretentious so that it will be revealed the people preaching overly PC thinking are actually lying because then it will excuse more right wing way of thinking that everyone is a hypocrite and they all say misogynist, racist, homophobic etc things. These people who are joining on this witch hunt of Meltzer, who present themselves as male feminists, to me are probably just as worse behind the scene. I want to see their group chats, I want to see what they have posted in their burner accounts, or is that information going to be withheld because of the deal they made with the system? I feel like the fan bases and podcasts now have some way in the direction of the culture, and they are bribed by some of the talents they are fans of now. I seriously believe that, and that is why they white knight for them so hard, just like I think when people overly shit on someone of talent, there is a personal vendetta. We pretend everyone is being judged fairly but there is definitely bias and it is all political.

If what I am thinking is true, and some of the same people who will not call out McMahon’s history of evilness, and initiations he has probably put others through in his frat house then why should I respect you for going after an easy target and someone who has probably been controlled by the WWE. If wrestlers are pissed with the way fans think now or how journalists cover wrestling, you can blame Vince. I personally believe he is the one who controls the narrative, but because we hear that he is senile and out of his mind, that he can’t think like he used to, and I don’t buy it. You can put all your stories about him not knowing what a burrito is, and him wanting to put a fucking blue dot over Christian’s face because he didn’t like his face, I don’t buy any of it. I believe they are a more petty company than they lead on, and maybe that is by design because we are supposed to call it out, but the way they excuse the shit that has gone on and still goes on, because they think it is more progressive now is utterly pathetic.

So because I get anxious and hate how people are piled on for even apologizing and people telling him about his tone is just fucking stupid, because you would never have the balls to do that with WWE, and you can keep claiming you can do both, but the point is you don’t, and if you do, it is such a limited narrative in the shadiness that went on. I never hear people look into this Ashley Massario covered up rape she was alleging happened or how Vince himself has been accused of it. It is a shame too, because WWE happened to get brown and black people who kind of shill for them, while they might cover the on the surface safe and easy racial issues, but still are supposed to be their token for the company. That is what it comes across, and it makes me lose my mind that the hypocritical behavior continues and because people have a vendetta against Meltzer they will use it to fuck with him as well. If you personally have a vendetta against him that is fine, I have not agreed with his opinion and assessment of certain talent and I do believe his fans are always ready to defend anything he ever does, so I don’t have a dog in the race, but it felt like such a gross company organized thing to do this. And then there are those who are deflecting it and shitting on other journalists because they think that.

The same ones who are accusing Starrcast of being racist for not having black representation at the podcast convention, and I agree there should be or was that another plotted thing by the WWE to help create some tension for the event itself and having people have a problem with it while not holding WWE accountable about how minorities and women are treated but can’t be discussed because we need this false narrative of a woman evolution and all these people care about is pretentious symbolism, while they are still required to get naked and parade their body around, while it might not be in the product, it has gone beyond the product and in their real life. You just think that is them living their life, but anything you see on social media is scripted to happen. We don’t know that for sure, and you surely shouldn’t take my word for it because I have no proof and these are all just fucked up theories. This whole thing could just be a storyline in the grand scheme of things but I don’t even know what is going on half the time. Like I said I am just some bi polar Pakistani who has entirely too much time on his hand while at the same time I am feel I have too much coming toward my fucking brain.

I felt like me speaking out really triggered me because I feel the company or maybe more Stern trolls were all organizing to put me down for speaking out with childish insults. I wonder if these same people are responsible human beings with fake accounts. So they will get mad at Meltzer but potentially these same male feminists are fucking with people on burner accounts and then having the luxury of being these nice people who just mind their own business. Obviously I can’t report it but if any of you in the industry have a problem with me, you can show up with your account. Show your fan base what kind of asshole you are, and it is funny you might use the excuse of not wanting to get fired but I can take a gander that your fucked up employer is such a fucking immature asshole, he would probably tell you to fuck with people. Maybe the employed fan base do it so they can take their kids to these events or go behind the scenes and get endless perks. I could have done that too, but I actually tried to have some principals, and I admit irrationally I get pissed that I didn’t give in because maybe my life could be easier have I had complied. Maybe it was a good thing I didn’t because I would be jumping and piling on for these pretentious attacks while taking blood money and then telling the world you are progressive.

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