#or that my already planned answers will have follow up questions kdjhkdg

[sherlock-is-ace]

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#i am freaking the fuck ouuuutttt!!! I have a job interview tomorrow #(firt one of my life) and i'm so anxiouuuussss #dfkjghdfkgfg #my friend knows the people that are interviewing me and says they're nice and i believe her but also i'm so scared lol #i had a phonecall today with people from this job and i didn't panic and talked like a normal person #my mom says i did very well (which is a lot since i had a panic attack last time this was a posibility) #but tomorrow is a zoom call and they're gonna see my face (and hopefully be ok with a clearly trans person pre everything) #and i will have to sell myself and my skills and i hate doing that #god i hate this but also need the job kdjfhgkdfg #like i'm trying to think about how scared i was to start uni and how i met the most awesome people ever when i was there #and how much i panicked on my first final exam trying to defend it in front of my teacher and how easy it ended up being #like i'm thinking about the interview as a uni final #but also i'm scared they will ask things i don't know the answer to #or that my already planned answers will have follow up questions kdjhkdg #i'm so scaaaared #i probably won't be able to sleep at all tonight #thinking how horrible it will be not to get the job but also how much will my life change if i do get it #it all makes me anxious lol #uuuuuugggghhh wish me luck fkdkdfg #angel talks #personal