#or do I not date my bf bc I know he'll eventually cheat on me?

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what kind of recurring dreams do yall get?

#rambles #recurring dream #dreams #I always dream about being transported back into my like 15 or 16 year old self #with all of my memories and then I'm faced with the decision: #do I do everything the same? Make the same mistakes and hang out with ppl who will eventually hurt me? #or do I not date my bf bc I know he'll eventually cheat on me? #and then that raises the problem of do I go through college with the same degree KNOWING I'm not using it? #or do I pursue math and coding to get ahead? #but then how will I meet my current partner bc we met through my college courses #Do I stalk him and make up excuses to run into him? Bc thats creepy #plus when I was 16 he was 23 so itd be weird until I'm 22 again do I just sit with that knowledge???? #it's very stressful to consider all of the choices that influenced my life to be how it is and if I change a single thing #I could throw everything in my future off and then I couldn't predict anything