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#or a horrid new memory? something somehow worse than getting r*ped as a toddler?
nexttothelamp
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#fantasy used to be more fun
#dont get me wrong i love it as much today as i ever did
#a good story i think is the most important thing you can give. most important thing you can do
#whether youre telling it living it or just listening
#they keep us alive
#but nowadays id rather be grounded in reality
#i like my life and everything ive built
#worked hard through a lot of dying and here i am
#but the tragedies keep rolling and i am just. so tired
#im the least alone ive ever been and yet here i am
#dude sleep is so much more important than i ever realized
#im too tired to read text messages and im too tired to keep up with people
#i want to. badly
#but here i am still
#too weak to fight it and without anything more medical professionals can do atm
#do i have lymes disease
#is it narcolepsy? sleep apnea?
#or maybe some cptsd side effect?
#or a horrid new memory? something somehow worse than getting r*ped as a toddler?
#fuck
#boss quit
#gpa DID die its real now
#and im still here. stuck like this. so sick
#not sick enough to die. just sick enough to cry and spiral
#yunno gpa charlie passing made me realize something
#the universe only let him die once he wanted to live. seems so cruel right?
#i think thats the point tho
#cant die til you want to live
#he wanted to die from around 74-90
#and at 91 he found happiness again. wanted to live. and then he died
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