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#ontop of everything else they do and work and everything. i know they're super fucking busy rn
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#my anxiety is having a flare up
#i don't think you really use 'flare ups' in the context of anxiety bc it doesn't work that way really but that's what it feels like for me
#lately
#like i feel like in general my anxiety has gotten a lot better lately. i still have a slight hum of underlying anxiety but i've been pretty
#good at ignoring it and getting over it the last yearish but sometimes it's harder to ignore and gets a lil worse for short periods
#esp when it comes to my relationships/interactions with people
#bc i have no reason to think that the person i'm seeing 'n' has lost interest in me
#but they haven't been texting me as much as they usually do the last few days and my anxiety is picking up and ignoring all the
#very logical explanations and very extremely likely reasons
#they're moving this weekend and didn't really start packing until last week so i know they're busy with that
#ontop of everything else they do and work and everything. i know they're super fucking busy rn
#and i was also out of town on a trip and they're def the type of person that was probably thinking they don't want to pester me on my trip
#(they wouldn't have been)
#and also like. they stopped by my job the night before i left to bring me my contact lenses and they were so smiley and excited to see me
#even though it was just for a couple minutes
#and they facetimed me right before my friend and i left for our trip just to talk to me for a bit and see my face
#and they were again so smiley and really seemed like they liked me
#so yeah.. logically i know i'm overthinking it and they're not annoyed with me
#i know it's just that they're busy. the few other times they've been a little dry with texting was when they
#we're super busy/going through some shit
#so like i know that's all it is realistically
#but my stupid anxiety and self worth issues always automatically going to 'you annoyed them. you fucked something up. they finally realized
#you're not actually cool or hot and hot over you but are too sweet to tell you'
#which i know is dumb
#it's also not fair to them to assume that
#it's not fair to them to think that of them
#i just like them so much 🥺 but i do know they like me back
#they've told me and they act like it
#i just get scared
#blake says shit
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