#one of them included a taylor swift lyric in the convo and i sang along like yea!! i recognize this

[iamtheoneandonlyever]

when you overhear tons and tons (like 4) people at your school talking about st and how they think its a brilliant show and you are stuck here like don't ask them about byler don't ask them about byler don- bc you live in a very queerphobic country and will probably get targeted

(idk if queerphobic is a word but since almost all are looked down upon, i am making up this term)

the worst part- i start analyzing them to see if they would ship byler by what they do and how they talk and such and they do indeed fill some criteria but at the end of the day you are still living in a queerphobic country

#byler #one of them included a taylor swift lyric in the convo and i sang along like yea!! i recognize this #the lyric in question being: hi i am the problem its me #which is literally mike wheeler core #but they didn't know about wga strike? #they could have been out of the loop for a while but #they said they were still waiting for s5 so idk?? #another person had a blue and yellow pencil box #our school system has a pencil box thing like you carry a pouch which has all your pencils pens etc etc #this other person has views mostly very similar to me but homophobia... #this other person is way younger than me and was obsessed with st but i hadnt watched it at the time #but they were obsessed with el and max #another person who has watched st but i really dont like that person #plus homophobia #all of them except the first are openly homophobic #i have overheard enough conversations #they talk about it only to make fun of others?? #which is kinda disturbing as a queer kid #even though i probably fall in a more “respectable” category for them bc i am aroace and they dont even acknowledge it as queer?? #i have no idea wtf is up with these kids #but i laugh to myself and think what would happen when s5 drops and they see not one but two canon gay couples who have kissed on screen #in full 4K HD sharp image #their behavior makes me feel so glad that i accidentally discovered this realm of knowledge at a very young age #and did not get exposure to the queer-phobes (?) before that point #i also had an openly homophobic teacher #and they just brought up the subject randomly?? like why to even do that?? #my bsf who i have now turned into my byler info dump was also homophobic sort of #not openly just they thought gay people were ew?? #anyway i told her the byler plot without mentioning it was gay #i tried so hard ok?