#ok i dont usually put written musings but i just wanted to try and capture that he may have struggled adapting to a life in the light

[yomeiu]

I cannot position myself with graceful nature, to take upon the role of a righteous person, and not have it be the deceptions of a farcical liar.

Sincerity lacks my actions, and the world has a way of knowing.

His voided gaze reaffirms on own his mirror image, at last. Bestowing upon himself a self-critical examination. Two brown irises in return, glower back blankly. The delicate skin just underneath is sunken in. Discolored into a sickly grey, this detail allocates a incurable tiredness to the man.

#dazai 1 week after defecting the mafia #ok i dont usually put written musings but i just wanted to try and capture that he may have struggled adapting to a life in the light #and expressed his own self doubts about whether he should could and would even be allowed to become a better person #ya anyway #eyes #dazai #dazai osamu #bsd #bungo stray dogs #greyscale