#oh yeah im gonan make a GOFUNDME at 13 YEARS OLD to RRAISE MONEY and then im gonna FLY OUT AND SEE YOU !!!

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oh god its so weird that next year in april my gf and i will have been together for 5 years and ik that doesnt seem like a lot but like think about it. a decade is 10 years right. my and my gf being together for 5 years is equal to Half A Fucking Decade and when you think about it like HTAT its like owhoaoshhow????!?!???? huh?!??!!??!!?!??? hwhhat??!!??!!!?????!?!?!?!

#like oh my god its just baffling to think about #AND LIKE I MEAN THAT IN THE MOST !!!!! POSITIVE WAY POSSIBLE #like i!!!!!1 im really happy we've been together for that long #I EMAN currently rn we've been together forrrrrr. 4 years and 4 months! so idk its just . its nice 2 think about :] #and ik i said it before but its so weird to think about how like ..... when we were in the Earlier Stages of our relationship we were like #oh yeah im gonan make a GOFUNDME at 13 YEARS OLD to RRAISE MONEY and then im gonna FLY OUT AND SEE YOU !!! #without even thinking about like . anything else besides heehoo i get to see gf :] :] :] #PLUS LIKE at the time if i remember correctly she was living in a . VERY very small house. VERY small #so like if i came n stayed there it woulda been so cramped ??? and like idk if i woulda gotten along very well with the ppl she lived with #BC thats also another thing we didnt think about we were so focused on just Meeting that we werent like #hey . maybe a 13 year old shouldnt fly on her own to see her gf. and hey maybe the family members shouldnt be there #SJDJKSKLKLG #BUT LKE i get it we jus rly wanted to see each othr and we were young and Supit so we didnt think about any of that othr stuff #but as i was saying its so weird to think about all of that and then think about where we are now and #1. we were already making plans for me to come visit during this summer but unfortunately things kinda got in the way so that #didnt end up HAPPENING but its amazing hthat we managed to like plan it out n everything #and 2. we're still gonna like move in together . liek. fairly soon hopefully #IDK HOW SOON and i feel bad bringing that up every time bc ik she isnt in a big hurry to leave n she's got her own stuff in the way #neithr of us have Jobs Yet and she started school on monday which just . hoohg #BUT. but but but. jus the fact that we went from the fuckin gofundme shit to actually palnning it out fr #ACTUALLY planning on getting jobs and getting Money and planning for me to come move across the country to see her its like!!!!! #woah!!!!!!! thats wild!!!!!! and idk when itll Happen because like i said neithr of us have jobs yet or like drivers liscenesses or anythin #she hasnt moved outta the house yet and both of us are still in school shes got a few mor years Left of school befor she's done #and i only have 2 yeaars left (unless they end up holding me back bc i failed 9th + 10th) #but like once we're outta school its just . Its Go Time Baybee !!!!!!! #n i mean it sucks we'll hav to wait a few more years but honestly shes prolly rigtht n its proly for tha best . bc like #originally i was jus gonna come visit her this summer but its like . my mom would HAVE to com with me and idk how she'll be #in a whole new State that she's never been in before with ppl she's never Met and i think she'd just be in a shit mood the whole time #n my gf was worried abt her mom also bein the same way so its like . prolly better for now to jus wait til she's moved out n THEN i can com #see her n stuff . so itll b a while but the wait is worth it and for the Better i think. :]