#oh well once its under control and all i cna probably focus more

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also im almost able to get myself to do things and enjoy them again

its still pretty forced but im actually able to do that, which is nice

i cant focus on a lot of stuff so my drawing isnt doing shit becuase i cant focus long enough for anything

but hey at least i can like

actually bounce between a few things and do something other than laying in bed staring at a wall in a downward spiral of anxiety and depression all day?

baby steps

#also i got pants today because all of mine have crotch holes lmao #no replacement cargo shorts yet but hey #shopping sucks so like this was more important #no progress with the therapist on finding the anxiety source #we tried but we cant figure it out #oh well once its under control and all i cna probably focus more #on figuring out what the fuck it is #its probably a billion tiny little things rather than anything major u know