#oh and also each time I wouldndrink more n more on these meetuos until at one point I was drinking already before even entering. lol

[haneys]

I had one dream that wasn't a nightmare but it made me feel melancholic and a tad sad

#patxt #I was already in college and at weekend night I was meeting up with a few of friends each of them studying in different city #we were going to this small bar and ordering a round of shots and chatting about what they're doing where they're going etc #and it was like oh yeah I'm staying at Kraków this weekend so I'll have to go catch my train soon #and then another friend would go oh I'm staying here at Warsaw this time but I'd be like ah it's me who's going back to my town so #and wed like try to catch up on as much of whatve been doing as we can before most of them have to go catch their trains or to their hotels #and i was walking down the streets at night taking in how lively it all is but feeling lost and lonely and like were falling out just #because life is simply like that. and then a snap to another week and we once again go to catch uo at the same bar and rince and repeat #never really getting to plan anything more than that and entering merry but saying goodbye sadly #oh and also each time I wouldndrink more n more on these meetuos until at one point I was drinking already before even entering. lol #woke up feeling uncomfortably melancholic and lonely. but I'd take that over nightmares anytime so win!!!