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#of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess
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#feelin like a big lonely loser tonight teehe ^__^
#thought maybe i had plans but then not n everyone else i asked didnt answer or had plans w other ppl too
#n i had suggested a plans with stef but she never rlly confirmed or denied but i figured not plus im kinda sick now too but
#also called her just to be like hi n i miss u bc idk im SICK n i hate being sick n the way she sounded was weird AaagghGGHHHHH
#n im just now realizing maybe she also ended up doing plans w other ppl
#just feels like nobody likes me i GUESS which is dramatic but . aagggghhghgh
#to be fair a bit of a 180 from i love u so much lemme say it 50 times last night to i call her n say ilu n shes like uhh ok haha
#anD I FEEL LIKE EVERYONES GIVING ME RLLY SHORT ANSWERS N LIKE
#but i dont know if i have the energy to give a lot of. energy. ?? to expect it back? but its like
#an endless cycle of feel bad so less energy or want to bug less so then deserve less in return anyway so feel worse
#its kinda feeling like isolation time which i havent done in a hot minute but i tried so hard to get out of it but like . for what yknow
#i got to talk to some ppl some more n meet some ppl but at the end of the day i still feel alone n alien teehee
#but maybe im just bejng dramatic bc sick. and rsd with the Tones and ppl having Plans With Others
#like its perfectly reasonable to have forgotten or just idk had better options or maybe bc i didnt say anything sooner buT . IDK. 😔🥺
#im sick n i hate being sick n i want someone to take care of me ugh
#instead i just kinda sat here. played some OW. got mad at OW. ordered pizza to engage in basically food self harm LOL n watched some
#of a show ive been meanjng to watch. jts neat so far. but yeah now i just feel like shit i guess
#idk how to like. not be insane. or like. ask ppl for like. idk. reassurance or smthn or. share feelings. without feeling like i am.... bad
#for doing so or itll end poorly or its excess or burdensome or unreasonable. bc it kkinda is unreasonable but idk not entirely ig yknow
#and i really need to shower but i especially dont want to now that i ate food bc id rather die than look at myself naked but yea
#YEAH. IDK. i feel. like shit. and garbage. and i can almost see this as being the turning point to me sabotaging my ownnpotential future
#whatever ive been slowly building that i just. end up giving up now.
#god i wanna call stef or pidge or someone n... ig not even talk abt this bc i dont wanna be a bother but. just hear ppl. u_u
#feel like i am wanted in the world slepflsjhggbjwjr
#It's My Blog I'll Use It As A Diary / Thought Organizing Thing If I Want To !!!!
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