#of “out of the oven into the microwave” aka living the same disaster again but in speedrun mode with the same results

[whenthegoldrays]

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#wait crikey my brain has been so fried by everything in the last day that I kind of forgot to make the connection #of “out of the oven into the microwave” aka living the same disaster again but in speedrun mode with the same results #(and maybe actually learning your lesson seeing it all happen so quickly) #<- is basically EXACTLY what happened to me last summer with me resigning a crush of two years that I finally realized would only #break me worse the longer I held out hope #and then ju s t as I was getting out of that I fell headfirst into another crush where basically all my fears from the past crush came true #(i mean every. single. one) #(won’t elaborate on what they were but just know that it was kinda scary how specifically it matched) #but in the space of three days instead of two years #and because of that horrific weekend and the embarrassment I brought on myself I decided to just. not look at boys at all this year #or for as long as possible perhaps #and like. wow #OUT OF THE OVEN AND INTO THE MICROWAVE FR #elly's posts #elly oversharing hours dhhdgsgs