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imogenkol · 12 days
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— IF I HAD A HEART, I COULD LOVE YOU…
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imogenkol · 4 months
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THE ROGUE INQUISITOR — IMOGEN KOL
had the absolute pleasure of commissioning @beemot to do a portrait of my emotional support space war criminal, Imogen! I knew she would look absolutely stunning in this style and this piece really exceeded my expectations! You captured her perfectly and I cannot thank you enough! Seriously, commission them if you get the chance!
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imogenkol · 7 days
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— WIP IT IS WEDNESDAY MY DUDES
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They're having a very normal night out at the cantina
“I still get my fair share of killing in The Guild, of course. It is a profession that keeps me satisfied on multiple fronts.”
Bix’s eyes glinted knowingly. “You mean, it keeps you from getting bored.”
“Precisely,” Imogen answered with a devious grin. “However, I do find Jedi to be the most effective in that regard. I very much enjoy a challenging duel.”
“I’ll add that to the list of things I know you like to do, then.” She mumbled her next words into her cup as she downed the rest of her drink. “Murder, torture, lightsaber fights.”
“And you enjoy making black market deals and drinking cheap ale I would not feed to a womp rat.” Imogen placed her arm behind Bix and began to caress the backs of her fingers up and down her lover’s side as she stared intently at her. “What a pair we make.”
One of the bartenders — a young female Mirialan with most of her green skin exposed in a tight, revealing outfit — came up to them to retrieve what she must have assumed to be two empty cups. When she noted the practically untouched ale at the end of the table, she asked “Are you finished with this?”
“Yes,” Imogen answered without taking her eyes off of Bix, who had turned her attention to the younger woman.
The bartender continued to intrude. “Could I interest you in something else?”
“No,” Imogen said, dragging the word out in an impatient drawl. She forcefully tore her gaze away from Bix to throw a cold look at the Mirialan. “I get the distinct impression that everything here is as dreadful as that ale.”
Bix rolled her eyes and scoffed. “Ignore her. I’ll take another,” she said, handing over her empty metal cup.
As the slightly disgruntled bartender disappeared from sight, Imogen raised an eyebrow at the mechanic. “‘Ignore her’?”
“It’s the quickest way to get your attention, isn’t it?” Bix asked in anything but an innocent tone.
“Perhaps for you.”
“Come on,” Bix teased, tapping her index finger under Imogen’s chin, “you don’t think she’s cute?”
The bounty hunter grinded her teeth at the implication. “I might have thought so, if you were not here beside me.”
Bix lifted one of her shoulders in a half shrug. “I think she’s cute.”
Imogen narrowed her storming eyes and pulled her lover in closer by her waist. “Do you believe making me jealous is wise?” she mused in a low, smooth tone.
The Mirialan returned with a fresh cup of ale. As she set it on the table, Bix placed a couple of credits down as payment. When the bartender reached for them, Imogen’s free hand clamped down on top of hers like the swift strike of a serpent. The young woman gasped and Imogen saw movement out of the corner of her eye — a bouncer taking a tense step towards them. Imogen smiled dangerously at the girl. She supposed she was more attractive than most, but her looks did little to tempt Imogen beyond mischievous curiosity. She took a moment to lightly prod into the bartender’s mind.
The initial embers of irritation towards Imogen swiftly gave way to a sudden wave of fear. This girl knew she was dangerous, but she didn’t know just how dangerous she could really be. If only she could paint a clearer picture. Imogen felt her own ire melt into amusement as she tightened her grip ever so slightly and caused the girl to flinch. Satisfied, Imogen released her.
“Run along now,” she dismissed.
Bix leveled her gaze. “Are you that starved for attention?”
Imogen pursed her lips thoughtfully at the sight of the bouncer returning to his post. “I may kill her yet. If only to be banned from ever returning to this hovel.”
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imogenkol · 9 days
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Imogen Kol (sw) | Nora (fo4)
Hael Ashwood (bg3) | Lorna Holt (fc5)
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imogenkol · 28 days
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— WIP WEDNESDAY
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Imogen is a team player who gets along great with everyone :)
Cassian had no time to react – he barely saw her move. One moment Imogen stood before him and the next he felt the edge of something cold and metallic underneath his jaw. The weapon itself may still be a mystery to him, but he knew enough to recognize the business end of a lightsaber. He also knew how little his life mattered to the former Inquisitor. Honestly, it surprised Cassian that the whim to strike him down had not compelled her sooner. 
The lightsaber hadn’t been activated yet, though. Cassian thought about slowly reaching for the blaster at his hip.
Imogen seemed to read his mind. A subtle knowing smirk twitched at the corner of her mouth and she dug the sharp emitter deeper into his skin until he was sure it would leave a mark. “You should know that my blade will burst clean through your skull before your fingers can wrap around the grip of your blaster.”
He grinded his teeth and internally conceded that his reflexes, however swift, were simply no contest to a Force user. 
“That’s enough,” Bix said. 
Imogen made no move to stand down. Cassian could see her contemplate whether or not to obey Bix’s command. There was no doubt in his mind that a huge part of her wanted to ignite the lightsaber anyway, but he silently counted on her not being eager to start conflict with her girlfriend – or lover, or whatever they even were to each other, he could never quite tell. Cassian liked to think that he held enough significance to Bix to ward off the bounty hunter’s murderous intent. 
He’d certainly get an answer in a moment.
“Imogen,” Bix scolded more sternly. 
After another prolonged beat of hesitation, Imogen finally lowered the lightsaber hilt and glared at Cassian with cold steel eyes as if to say, Be grateful that you are off limits. Then she turned away from him in disinterest, seemingly forgetting about the encounter as soon as she returned to Bix’s side. He released a breath he hadn’t felt himself holding.
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imogenkol · 1 month
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— WIP WEDNESDAY (oh hey it’s actually Wednesday)
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this was supposed to be another sw femslash february prompt that I just didn’t get around to finishing, so I’ll just toss it out here! Enjoy some space lesbian long distance yearning
The cot offered very little comfort on this particular night. Imogen found herself restless as her thoughts drifted into the vastness of her mind. The empty space beside her felt as cold as the chill outside of her ship. Alone and with no other obligations besides her own, she should have felt relaxed, but Imogen could not shake the insistence within her. It felt like something was missing. Something vital. 
She missed her.
Imogen flipped onto her side and stared at where Bix should be asleep right next to her. With a sigh, she pursed her lips and closed her eyes, opening her mind to the Force. 
All around her, she felt the flow of lifeforms. Some were barely a gentle trickle, while others roared like a violent rapid. Imogen searched for the stream that her own life eventually connected to. They were two rivers on separate sides of the same mountain, winding around this way and that. Imogen searched for the convergence point, where the two of their souls connected to make one powerful stream. 
It never took too long for Imogen to find her. The flow of energy that she knew as Bix always demanded to be felt. Its steady power became so vivid in Imogen’s mind that if she concentrated, she could almost touch the current, feel it flow through her fingers like water. 
No, not quite like water. 
Imogen reached out beside her and for a brief moment she felt her hand run through the soft strands of her lover’s hair. The vivid sensation slipped away from her as quickly as it came, but it left Imogen with just enough warmth in her chest to feel a little less alone.
She wondered if Bix felt it, too. So many light-years away.
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imogenkol · 2 months
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THE ROGUE INQUISITOR — IMOGEN KOL
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imogenkol · 1 month
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— UNDERSTAND MY SHIP IN 5 MINUTES
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It’s been a hot second since I did one of these ship templates for them so here!
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imogenkol · 3 months
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Feraleth Stendar | Zephyrine Abraxas (SW: THR)
Vaune Iyer (CP77) | Imogen Kol (SW)
Jayde Thatcher | Nadya Bishop (original works)
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imogenkol · 2 months
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— OCS AS CHARACTER TROPES
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THE DISQUALIFIED
the disqualified [noun, origin unknown] refers to a character who's became too numb to the concept of the world, to the point of deeming oneself not able to express any sort of emotion, whether positive or a negative one. this state is usually the one to follow after feeling too much, as if to balance out the overwhelming sensation of human emotion. living up to their title, they often consider themselves 'disqualified' from being a human, forsaken and unloved, abandoned by the world they've never had interest in. they don't know where they belong or where should they go - every second of breathing air is a waste of oxygen someone worthier could use. the disqualified symbolize the constant state of feeling nothing but tiredness, state where all is merciless but the end. this is the one and only test outcome where i as the writer shall personally interfere - please, my most beloved disqualified, keep longing to feel again. there's so much you've never felt and so much you'll desire to feel again. in the words of Osamu Dazai (who's the creator of the title 'the disqualified' I so happily stole) - "Everything passes." a statement as short as it is true - everything passes, even the numbness. after it, you'll experience so much more beauty of the world - beauty that might pass just as the numbness did, but in it's temporary and unique nature lies the reason why it's to be cherished. so, please, try to hold on a bit. sometimes, holding on is the best we can do and most of the times, it's just enough. - a (former) fellow disqualified
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THE ICARUS
[noun, greek origin] refers to a character, first curious and childish, who got so bored of the world's rotten nature they lost all hope in living. as the last resort to find the spark in the world of dying stars, the icarus may have attempted numerous times to touch the blazing surface of the sun, hoping to see any kind of redemption in the reflection of their face in the sun's flames. as a result, their wings were melted down and their bones broken by the harsh landing, yet that still didn't stop them from trying all over again. the people of icarus' nature often believe their place is with the stars and their desire to burn amongst them causes them to forget the beauty of the land they've abandoned, merely flying over it - the world has stored so much beauty for them they often struggle to see through the rays of sun and yet, it is still there. the most beautiful of flowers grow upon the lands their feet haven't even touched and maybe, just maybe, if they spared a bit of their time to give the (them forsaken) world another chance, they'd see that sky might not be the home they truly desire, but one they ve seeked just because they have seen only the worst of the world. - a fellow icarus
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THE FALSE MUSE
the false muse [noun, latin origin] refers to a character that attempts to be perfect in order to receive certain amount of praise, or to inspire others to go in their footsteps. they tend to seek the spotlight, the podium, the gaze of the people looking up to them, with praise and validation being what keeps them pursuing the way of living they did before. the false muses surely have their goals, but the biggest one is to simply be better than yesterday and worse than tomorrow, to be in a constant state of self improvement they'll never deem enough. this is what leads them to the ocassional state of burnout, state one may describe as trying so hard to please the artist you become the opposite of a muse - hence why they're called false ones. the false muses might be tempted to think that they’ve never achieved perfection, but the truth is, there's no such thing as perfection, nor is there a way to achieve it. all muses could long for is merely the perfect version of themselves and they’ve achieved that already, over a thousand times.
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THE SAINT
the saint [noun, latin origin] refers to a character that has taken upon themselves the role of saint via listening to prayers, concerns and troubles of others. characters falling under this cathegory are obviously merely metaphorical saints, which is a quality many people struggle to realize. the saints are said to be helpful and caring under any circumstance, believing that making themselves useful increases their self worth in the eyes of people they care about. they often forget that they are indeed humans in roles of saints, that they still have human limitations and problems that can potentially pile up until they fall from the metaphorical heavens they occupy...yet mostly, this doesn't stop them from taking burdens from people and putting it on their own back in hopes of being more responsible in taking care of them. there's strange naivety in the good they do, slight hope that they can take everything and anything they try to fix and help out with. this naivety is often replaced with denial and regret as soon as one realizes that sometimes, it's impossible to pose as a saint. but that's just the tragic cycle of them - trying to help out, getting dragged from heavens by the burden they voluntarily stole, falling, laying on the ground wide-eyed and tired before climbing back into the clouds again. as of now, there's no cure to being one of the saints - it is up to them to realize that they are not responsible for anyone's happiness apart from their own and that it's not selfish to put them before others. it's natural and - as much as they want to stray away from it - human. - a fellow saint
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imogenkol · 3 months
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Saw this Romance Chart and had fun filling it out for Imogen, so I figured some of you might too!
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imogenkol · 8 days
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— WIP MUSIC MONDAY TUESDAY
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RULES: post a song that is relevant to your WIP or inspires it.
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I've been thinking about you
She knows what she likes
She doesn't know what she likes
Here is a testimony
Of our love
She throws her life away
She never knows what to say
And standing in a crowded room
I die a little
Cry a little
And try to pick up the pieces
Of the dreams that shattered
That day
I've been thinkin about her
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imogenkol · 3 months
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— WIP/MUSIC MONDAY WEDNESDAY
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You only feel it when it's lost // Gettin' through still has a cost // Quietly, it slips through your fingers, love // Falling from you, drop by drop // What I had left here // I just held it tight // So someone with your eyes // Might come in time // To hold me like water // Or Christ, hold me like a knife
Note: feeling very unhinged about this song for very specific reasons and I will confirm that it is a Bix/Imogen song
And here is a flashback I've been working on of Inquisitor Imogen!
Imogen surveyed the crowd of civilians that her troopers rounded up, pacing like a patient, yet hungry beast. The small Mid Rim moon harbored an eclectic collection of beings with humble lifestyles. Some were farmers, others were traders, tavern owners, local law enforcement that quickly withdrew their control of the community once they saw Imperial ships land. To Imogen, it was the perfect stack for a needle to hide in.
Through the Force, she felt their fear – their anticipation for what she might do. The Inquisitor took the time to meet every single face with her focused gaze, searching for a connection or even a hint of a power greater than common rabble. She lightly prodded their minds with her own abilities and caught glimpses of memories, frightening images conjured by the imagination, and the barest conceptualizations of words left unspoken so as to not provoke her. 
Nothing stood out. At least, not here. But Imogen intended to turn over every stone.  
The quiet had been her ally. It helped fear to brew within those vivid imaginations at a steady rate, which could cause even the strongest nerves to buckle once the correct amount of pressure was applied. She only broke silence when necessary.  
“I find it disturbing that not one of you has stepped forward willingly to offer us any information,” Imogen said, shaking her head with her hands behind her back like a disappointed school teacher. “You know what we seek. You know that we root out any remaining Jedi traitors for your own protection. Where is your dedication to the Empire? Your loyalty?”
The entire crowd seemed to hold its breath as Imogen stopped before them and went utterly still, her intense gaze piercing through what felt like all of them at once. The very wind seemed to cease. 
“You should know that I do not leave my assignments empty handed,” The Inquisitor continued. Her voice grew gentle, almost as if she pitied these people. Inside, her heart pounded with the rush of power she held over them. “If I cannot have loyalty, very well. I shall accept subjugation. If I cannot have subjugation…” In a very casual manner, Imogen held her hand out at her side. The hilt that rested on her hip flew off of her belt clip and into her open palm. With a screech loud enough to make some of the civilians flinch, she ignited her lightsaber and became half bathed in the crimson glow of its plasma blade. The low hum vibrated in her veins, turning her blood to fire. “Then I will settle for taking your lives. The choice is yours.”
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imogenkol · 2 months
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— THE EMPIRE’S MESSY EXES [portrait art]
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imogenkol · 1 month
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— WIP WEDNESDAY
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this is mostly just fluff but it does get a little suggestive (may or may not be a smut prompt I’m working on)
In the calm silence of the ship, Imogen held her lover close and shut her eyes. Meditation in the traditional sense never came easy to her – to let go of her own sense of self to reach so called enlightenment felt like an unnecessary sacrifice to make. Imogen knew how to quiet her mind enough to stay centered, but she could never surrender herself past that. At least, she used to. 
To feel the warmth of someone she held deep reverence for, to trace the tips of her fingers across the other woman’s skin, to sense every beat of her heart through the Force like a steady beacon of life, made Imogen forget about herself completely. It gave her a taste of that fabled inner peace the Jedi always used to babble about. 
Bix inhaled deeply and nuzzled herself further into Imogen’s chest. “I missed you,” she whispered like a secret confession. 
A powerful warmth fluttered in the bounty hunter’s chest. She smiled at the thought of being missed. If the incessant tug in Imogen’s gut while she was away told her anything, it’s that she could certainly relate. “I thought of you often, as I always have when we are apart.”
“Is that so?”
“It used to drive me mad,” Imogen recalled wistfully now that she was free of her own vice. A playful urge overtook her and she positioned herself to pin Bix beneath her. The mechanic flashed an intrigued grin as Imogen leaned in. “Especially in the quiet moments,” she continued, lowering her voice to a sultry murmur as she brushed her lips over her lover’s cheek and down her neck, “when my longing for you kept me awake at night.”
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imogenkol · 1 month
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— OCS AS HORROR THEMES/TROPES
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MEAT AS HORROR
meat hooks and conveyor belts and cold metal. the warm eyes of a stupid animal, completely unaware of the watering mouths that await it. "cut here" lines drawn on the body, slabs of steak that bleed and bleed, unrelenting. are you hungry? would you kill to stay alive? you feel like prey, or maybe like predator. sinew is stuck between your teeth, and gore dribbles down your chin. don't chip your teeth on the bones. you feel like the top of the food chain, and don't see the eyes gleaming behind you.
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JUST CATHOLIC TRAUMA
(tw for implications of self harm) here god is judgment. every action is weighted, every action is watched. tally marks on a scoreboard, on skin, your body on a golden scale, and you can't shed enough weight to stop it from tipping. worship isn't enough. sacrifice isn't enough. guilt lays across you in layers. blankets, sheets of snow, cling-wrap cutting off your circulation. you can't save yourself, but you can never stop trying. fire licks at your heels, a constant reminder of what is inevitably waiting for you.
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HEAVEN AS OBLIVION
there is absolutely nothing for you now. you are dead but not gone, you've passed on to the next realm and hit an infinitely extending wall. your fingers dissolve before your eyes, your eyes melt out of your head, your head does not exist. you are not present anywhere, and you cannot hear anything. you've dodged hell, but at what cost? this is all there is now.
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FAMILY AS A CULT
you will never need anyone else. outsiders will hurt you, aim to corrupt you and ruin you and leave you in pieces, but your family will always be there for you. everyone has the same eyes, the same smile. the same sickly yellow light cast over their skin. the same tastes, the same food that melts to gray sludge on your tongue. family recipe. hugs last too long, touches linger and sting like sunburn. don't stray too far. if you come back looking like a wolf rather than a sheep, the dogs will eat you.
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