#now that im fully vaccinated im allowed into the nursing home to visit her

[haojun]

I want to go back to indiana to surprise my mom for mothers day but um... if i go back my dad can see that im near (yes he forced me to download life360 even tho i am going on 24 this year no i don't wanna talk about it) and will go absolutely apeshit if i dont go visit my stepmom for mothers day too but just the Thought of being anywhere near my stepmom make me so anxious i get chills all over and feel ill

#i havent seen my mom since the christmas before covid #i miss her so much i want to be able to at least sit in the same room as her #now that im fully vaccinated im allowed into the nursing home to visit her #and i might not even be able to do that bc my stepmom will be so fucking angry if i dont see her too #even tho she Doesnt Like Me Anyway #:-((((((( #might have a good cry in my car during lunch about it </3 #i also wanna go just to be in Indiana and see my loved ones and get some mental stability back #just for 2 days thats all i want #danny rambles