#not really gonna tag this much not in the mood

[madwickedawesome]

figured id visualize something i said today

#the quote was in fact “get mischaed bitch” u would never guess the context in a million years #SORRY if u met me while i was in a Mood i am in fact not always behaving like a sweet old grandmother who bakes u cookies sorry #i am still very much a teenage boy obsessed w a fictional youtube rapper #i finished my hwwww sorta yippee #mischaposting #guess whos back. back again #literally 11 pm NO ONE is gonna see this #giggles #mischa bachinski #rtc #mischa mischa mischa #[he appears before me like beetlejuice] #also ive been listening to the pride and prejudice film soundtrack and it is beautiful ? i really wanna watch it now #anywaysssssssssssss #ride the cyclone #i dont think i tagged that one already #the mutualcule can do the restOMG MY BOOTLEG DONE UPLOADING TO DRIVE #if i wasnt so fucking exhausted id watch moulin rouge but alas.. i got 3 hours of sleep last night #thats why im probably going sleepy sleep now GOODNIGHT!!! #(probably)(so much emphasis on probably) #11:11 make a wish

[captaincanonly]

random magma things wif my friends.

@saberstrife colored the cersei and i did the lineart… we have started reading asoiaf together :D

#canon’s art #fanart #art #game of thrones #asoiaf #hbo got #not gonna go crazy with the tags like i usually do since these are kind of meaningless #been in a ramsay jon mood #it’s very interesting. #double bastards (not really) but heyyyyy #heyyyyy…. the dynamic is there in crumbs!!! #im like that ‘i hate anime’ meme with ramsay because if i want him dead so much why do i draw him so wooby… #ramsay woobified

[pixiestickie]

also jamiazu prompt fr u to talk abt: who do u think kissed the other first. how do u think their first kiss played out

RUBS MY EVIL HANDS LIKE AN EVIL MOSQUITO ON A SUMMER MORNING

okay so ill get to the point my awnser is jamil im sorry . i dont know how many people here will agree with this post but i am no longer a coward on tumblr (LIAR)

i mostly feel like this because I can’t picture azul as being straight forward about that sort of thing. i can picture him as meticolously planning and practicing everything beforehand and then just failing miserably because jamil is jamil.

sometimes i think abt how azul never had a friend to socualize with in his childhood (other than the tweels which are FAR from normal friends). if he ever crushed on someone as a kid he 100% never acted out on it because of how insecure he was (and is) with all that bullying he received

also azul is at disadvantage because jamil is always so grumpy around him how is one supposed to know if its ok to kiss this guy without getting punched in the face

the whole thing about jamiazu is that jamil needs to learn how to trust azul (abd actually azul does as well but thats another can of worms that needs its seperate post) which is why i can only see it happen post-book6 jamil

once he learns to overcome his horrifying trust issues induced by his horrible job . thats when he kisses azul ^_^

i really went off topic with this post cuz it was supposed to be about a first kiss but i deserve to wtite paragraphs and be shameless i think

anyway my vision is: they’re hanging out alone in an unplanned place like maybe away from a scarabia party? maybe in the fucking hallways bathrooms away from classes? just not a planned date or anything because i have delusions (i feel like jamil would do it in an unplanned context on purpose). at first they’re just standing there alone with lots of tension, with azul trying to chat like he always does but jamil is deep in thought about how he feels about everything. jamil concludes that he is so tired of depriving himself of what he wants and of holding himself back. that he should go for that kiss because he deserves it ^_^ and azul explodes and dies……. u think about the rest…….

i hope you like my vision i should not be allowed to write crimge when sleep deprived ❤️❤️❤️

#i cut so much shit off cuz i went on such an off topic tangent #about their trust issues #but it needs a seperate post #;7 #&?&&((&(&&( #IM SO GONNA REGRET THIS ONCE I WAKE UP TOMORROW BUT THATS EXACLTY WHY IM POSTING THIS NOW. #jamiazu #i am even goijg to fucking tag thjs. #i am in my villain arc(girl who is talking about her jnteresst) #also again thank you sm for the asks and the prompt it’s really helped getting my mind off things #i am going to bed in a bright mood #i hope i didnt go too off topic im a lost cause

[skullsandcorals]

Happy Birthday, my beloved @kill-cry-die !!!! 😚💙💞💙💞💙💞

Giving you the warmest and most love-filled hug rn <333

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“What was the last line?”

(Percy Jackson, The Battle of the Labyrinth)

#gonna ramble after tagging this 😗 #pjo/hoo #percy jackson #annabeth chase #walker scobell #leah sava jeffries #my art 💙 #pjo fanart #percy jackson and the olympians #the lighting is just me going ham on it sorry (not really though) :^) #I know it's not the right lighting for the mood (and caption) but let me have this okay 😩 #those braids took me ages i hope u like them :] #that one braid is lighter because of Annabeth holding the sky‚ yes #drawing two characters hugging is HARD #also Annabeth stitched that olive branch onto her shorts <333 #words cannot describe how much I have been FOAMING AT THE MOUTH to give Leah's Annabeth butterfly clips #I know it's not exactly butterfly clips....but it counts.... shhh it counts. #girlie is CLAWING that shirt but can you blame her tho (no you cannot) #I was listening to “hug all ur friends” by Cavetown while making this :) #“So hug all your friends and let them know you're not letting go (No‚ I won't let go/I'm not letting go)” OUGH.................. #also I know Annabeth blinked back her tears but just. let her cry ok. #I wanted to draw more stuff but school is back and I.....yeah :( #Sorry‚ Aether. I hope you like this though. I love you 💙 #for mars #my beloved my partner in crime and in the wild wild west etc. etc. #sorry if the gray braid looks out of place but also I'm tired and I tried ny best :‚)))) #if the hand looks weird pls know it's the fabric she's gripping through her fingers. her fingers aren't just Like That. #Walker's Percy is just 🧍‍♀️ in this 💀💀 #shut upp he's just very flustered and awkward about it okay 😫 #I truly need to find a way to draw braids like these in a way that doesn't take me ages to render :‚)))

[heffrondriving]

soooo. that new big time rush album huh

#how we feeling today rushers (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ #also yes i've come back from the dead just to post abt this like. i owe this blog *this much* at least ykyk #anyway its like 3 in the morning here and ive just woken up after a vv long and exhausting day yesterday so this was a pleasant surprise :> #i haven't really listened to it in full yet bc idk adhd things but when the mood hits right y'all know i'll be VIBING #i never talked abt it but waves and can't get enough were great earworms so i'm excited to see how the rest of the songs will turn out #also hope everyone's doing well here on the btr side of tumblr hehe y'all been absolutely fed this year <3 #is this gonna be allen's 2k23 tumblr comeback??? nah prob not i'm too in love with the fooo conspiracy atm but hey maybe also who knows 👀 #(*heckler from the back of the audience* NO ONE CARES ABOUT U AND UR TRASH CONTENT IDIOT STFU FOREVER ACTUALLY!!!!!) #but yep. life has been fuck work has been a headache and so many unwanted tragic plot twists this year. but at least we got new btr lezzgo! #also happy pride month y'all!!! just saying this for absolutely no rhyme or reason related to this post at all wdym lmao ¯\_( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)_/¯ #okay thats all promise i'll shush now and it's time for old grampa to disappear into the darkest recesses of the internet yet again hejdååå #btr #big time rush #another life #album #stop it forever #lmao i hardly remember my dumbass blog tags;;; it's for the best hdbfkgk

[edelorion]

#edel vents #disclaimer: really personal issues in the tags. also wishes of death upon others. this is PROBABLY too much information tbh... #so if you're not up for it scroll down fast!!!! the deluge is coming!!! #today was... eventful. bad. also very bad. grandma's birthday celebration was today #and while she... definitely has Old People Issues (racist) shes also very lonely since the death of my grandfather so i can't really not go #i'm the only one who really visits her regularly to begin with #aside from the... very serious racism issue... she's “alright”. i guess. but that's besides the point. there's family there #and among those... my parents. which i don't like to talk to #discovered they threw more of my old stuff away. typical. wanted to strangle them. as usual. #had to “talk” with my mother (read: spend approximately ten seconds reciting exactly why i *don't* talk to her anymore) #so that whole ordeal completely soured my mood. #went home tired. can't really do anything right now. #at least the food was good i guess. but i also really want to cry... which i can't. which sucks. #...i really like to think i've improved as a person. i used to be really hateful of everything and everyone #worst of all myself. still kinda do but i'm... getting better..? #i like to think i've grown past most of it but every time i see my parents i feel this gripping at my heart. as if i haven't really changed #as if instead i'm still the hateful person i “always was” deep down... bc there's this visceral joy that i feel whenever i'm mad at them. #when i looked at my mother and told her how much i despise her i felt a shiver of happiness. righteousness. #to be clear: i do NOT care for her. at all. she's the worst person on this earth #and the only person whom my philosophy of “nobody deserves to die” does NOT apply to. i'm not scared of hating her. #she genuinely deserves this. but...every time i see my parents - and thus her... i feel as if i'm slipping back into that mindset of hatred #i don't want that. not anymore. it consumed me whole. i was a horrible person back then and i've caused so much grief for so many #i can't let go of this hatred. i can't forgive them. they don't deserve my forgiveness anyway. but i'm tired of hating. #i'm tired of letting that hatred define me. i'm tired of letting that hatred direct me. i'm tired of letting it bring me to ruin. #i'm tired of being who i was. i'm no longer “that”. i'm edel now and i'm happy for people now. if i don't like something i just walk out. #i can just leave. “if it sucks hit the bricks” right?.. but i didn't. i had to say it. i had to tell them. her. and i liked it. #and... i'm scared of that. because it tells me i haven't improved. #i'm not sure what i'm expecting out of posting this i guess. maybe help. maybe i wanna be told that this is normal or something. #maybe i just want to get my thoughts in order. i don't know. i'm gonna stop writing now. #sorry for making you read all this. thanks for doing it anyway. tags were cut off on this one btw so it may look like a mess. but. yeah.

[fearforthestorm]

it is such a shame that rainstorms are a consistent migraine trigger for me because I love the rain so much but especially I love the way that the rain makes my city look. it goes all gray and lit-from-within at civil twilight and the skyscrapers at city center stretch up so high that the shapes lose definition and it's something that I am just so so fond of.

#not to mention the classic streetlights and wet pavement. thats always been a particular little thing that ive loved #it feels more like autumn than late winter today which makes me a little upset but driving in rain is better than driving in ice at least #im in a bit of a really strange introspective mood now that ive finally cleared the worst of the migraine #a lot of stuff has happened for me lately that i havent talked about on here at all just to a couple of close friends. #and im kind of. actively trying? to stop caring so much about telling people about things. #a couple weeks ago i did something that not a soul on earth knows. and they never will. and it was SO FREEING. #<- not anything bad or whatever just. a regular thing that happened that i didnt tell anyone about. #idk. im trying a lot more lately to worry less about sharing my life and more about just living it. its good i think. #youll probably still get luke. hyperspecific emotional/contemplative oversharing in the tags sometimes #but ive been doing a lot more things that im not telling anyone about. that exist just for me. and im gonna keep doing that. #.lyr

[bluenotemagpie]

what's up. it's nearly 10:30pm and i'm exhausted after work. i should be in bed. i should be at the (metaphorical) club. instead i have a box of chocolate truffles from tesco and cannot stop thinking about breakfast sandwiches after watching the most recent adventuring party. (did you know that the one brand in the uk that made gluten free english muffins has stopped making gluten free english muffins? this is heartbreaking. i'm going to have to try making breakfast sandwiches with fucking crumpets.)

all of which is to say, that this is the perfect time for me to finally sit down and be unhinged about doctor who like i've been threatening to do. i am here and i am overtired and i have script screenshots to talk about

#i keep referring to jake as my blorbo but really he's more of a glup shitto if i'm sticking to the origins of the terminology #nobody knows who tf he is and nobody cares about him except me but goddammit i care SO MUCH #anyway. i'm gonna grab a laptop charger but i need a tag for this #breakfastsandwichposting2k24 #there we go. that captures my current mood well. has nothing to do with the content but i'm CRAVING a breakfast sammie

[rotisseries]

just remembered in march how I scrounged through the entire ellabs ao3 tag on some sort of feverish mission after binging playthroughs of both tlou games in the span of about 3 days. who else here remembers that

#“who else here remembers that” <- did not do anything more than vaguepost about it out of weird shame #hiii guys this is actually what my last post was about lollll I am lowkey falling into ellabs again just a little #read some new fics these past few days #I know why actually it's cause I'm really in a narines mood again and narines does not have as much content to pick through #and narines is not the same as ellabs they're different in a lot of ways actually but I get the important stuff #and I'm filling the hole I guess #sorry anyway yeah that's what the last post was about #I actually just went into the regular tlou tag I was just bored #was maybe gonna rb some fanart of ellie or abby or smth cause I lovee those two girls sm #and I just saw someone's post bitching. tagged with every possible fandom tag too btw (although admittedly not the ellabs one at least) #and I was like girl that's fine your opinion is your opinion but you're so boring😭 also you don't get it #“they could never be lovers??” OH BOY I FUCKING AGREE. THAT'S NOT WHAT I'M HERE FOR #anyway who loves mutual destruction raise your hands if you love mutual destruction

[l-cereta]

in a bad mood for multiple unrelated reasons :thumbsup:

#dooooooo i vent in the tags #yk what why shouldnt i #ok so. for one my executives have been dysfunctioning since monday and i think rn is the event horizon of 'oh my god if u dont work now' #and you know what ive been doing instead of working? watching a 24hr stream of armored core 6 #so thats like. whatever #its the whole too depressed to do anything so you kinda vegetate which lowers ur energy even further and worsens your mood #but then a friend wanted to get my advice on like. relationship troubles hes having #and i just . was not able to connect at all. and it's like man sometimes im not even sure if i have emotions lmao #like i pride myself on Being In A Better Place Than I Was In Highschool #(like. im not considering jumping out the window every other morning) #but like. sometimes it feels like i just dont like #like other people have these rich experiences and deep loves and all this stuff and im never gonna get it #it'd be nice to be loved or be in a relationship but really like #my biggest fear is just. im in a relationship and something bad happens to my partner #and i realize i dont care #idk theres like a lot swirling in my brain #i just want to be like... #i think writing this out has actually made it worse lmao #god forbid if someones reading this please dont reach out to me abt it i do not want to talk abt it #no matter how much other people say they care abt me it never seems real anyways so like cool #god i was doing so well before going back to college and im stupid enough to actually fucking like school #i just like. #whatever #like being alive really hurts right now #i cant really put a bow on that

[angelofbloodlust]

shoutout to my friends that genuinely view me as masculine instead of just calling me more masc/neutral terms purely bc it’s what I said I prefer 🥰

#100% in my feels tonight sorry y’all #gonna use the tags as a little way to get some of my feelings out since I just. wanna get it out #but something I’ve always genuinely struggled with is knowing that people irl always perceive me as a girl no matter how hard I try #and as a non-binary person who likes to dress both masc and fem it does really make me sad that I probably won’t be able to be genuinely #viewed by other people as non-binary since it’s not really easy for me to make myself not look somewhat feminine to some degree #which can REALLY suck #and it absolutely did not help that when my parents’ ex was still around I was CONSTANTLY misgendered and called a girl #to the point it would ruin my mood entirely. and listen I don’t get upset when strangers misgender me bc they usually just can’t tell #but this woman literally knew me for months and was REPEATEDLY told what to call me and even though she claimed she was supportive of it #she literally never once genuinely tried #and luckily my family does do a great job at using my proper pronouns but it’s kinda rough knowing deep down they still see me as a girl #so it really does mean so much to me when my friends make me feel validated <3 more than they could ever know #thank you #not scream stuff #billy rambles

[pigeonenjoyer]

FAT PIGEON HAS RETURNED I MISSED HIM SO MUCH 🥺

#fat pigeon tag #wood pigeon #columba palumbus #for weeks he was just fighting that other pigeon constantly and rarely did anything else #so he never visited and i got increasingly worried abt him #feathers were flying everywhere and even here you can see he's missing a lot of feathers and is much skinnier #i wish males weren't so territorial :( #ik it's the circle of life and natural selection and shit but i was worried fat pigeon was gonna be bullied out of his home #and it's not safe out there there are so many cattis that are excellent hunters and my dogs scare them away from here so it's safer #but he's back now and im so glad bc first of all im lov him and second of all i needed this #i've been in kind of a slump lately bc im just really burned out #existence itself is tiring for me and owl city wasn't lying when he said ''im far too tired to fall asleep'' #bc my insomnia ironically gets worse when im burned out and need more sleep and i get endlessly frustrated with it #and i've just been so. not knowing what to do with myself?? bc like i have adhd so i can't do nothing that's torture #but everything else just compounded my fatigue and when you mix that with depression you get everything that usually chers you up just #not being fun anymore. and being just another Thing that tires you out even more #it's so hard to get out of those slumps bc it's not just mental it's physical. i've been physically exhausted #and anything i could have done to get myself out of it required energy i didn't have #but then i saw fat pigeon and just. my mood did a complete 180 #i have been so happy and energetic today and obviously all my problems aren't magically solved but that's what it feels like #like i feel like im top of the world rn?? there is a reason this blog is titled ''antidepressants with wings'' bc that's what pigeons are #to me at least. i love them sm 🥹 #i wish there was a way i could tell fat pigeon that i would literally die for him and he's changed my life #ok so i MAY have bipolar disorder. but idc im gonna ride this high as long as i can

[margaetyrell]

well hello 👀

#may be back in a few days but for now im on semi hiatus #im gonna wait for all the mess that will be around here and ignore the spoiler leaks #bc i wanna listen to the full album when i have time and im in the mood to do so #also. probs my blog is gonna change a bit bc keeping track and reblogging as much content ap causes me unnecessary stress #and i really want to relax and be able to blog more in the future so. #i will continue to reblog the posts im tagged in tho so tag me!!! > usersarh #also!!!! in case you dont know i co-run another blog expressly created to reblog loads of edits from various celebs #including organized tswift content so pls check it out and follow !!!! >> candyshapes #anyways enough talking. im gonna proceed to answer the asks that are invading my inbox #luckily it's midnight in london so i still have time lols #pt

[killuaisaprincess]

Mood

#personal #You ever just going through subreddits and mood #I didn’t even read the actual post it’s just a mood title #Well I mean it has helped me become an expert at using code to script things out once upon a time I would’ve looked at that and gone nope #But honestly it’s worth it even if I only ever go into the gonkillu or bottom Ki tag just to be safe #I don’t even go into those that often there’s nothing there 😭 but #WELL I GUESS #It motivated my ass to write #long time ago I said I’m never gonna be a writer and I have no interest in fic writing lol #BUT WHO ELSE WILL GIVE ME MY FOOD IF NOT ME #honest wish it was just stuff that doesn’t suit me but no it squicks me kg my notp since I was 12 if only 12 year old me knew of gk there #were more artists back then 🥺🙏🤧 I just gave up though and stopped looking cuz it made me upset #but tech speaking the few gk fics there are aren’t really my tastes either I just read em all cuz I want GK but really I WANT MY GK NICHES #MAN SIGHHHHH #But man yeah I still wish I could go to GK world so bad 🥺 if anyone ever finds a wayI’m out peace #Ki looks so cute in this pic #🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭🤧🤧 #MY HEART #I just wanna hug him 🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭🤧😤😤 SO MUCH BABEY MY BABEY I LOVE HIM SO MUCH

[bistaxx]

#I'm still like reading the first transcript Kaisa posted (ADHD brain is taking awhile to start up sorry) but #I will say so far my opinion is pretty much the same as my dash rn #I'm probably not gonna 'get into it' on here though- at least not today or at least not until anything really happens #I'm still groggy and also I told myself I was gonna have a good nice day today LOL #what with Tommy's LOH and Karmaland AND I get to cook with my dad all today ^_^ #so I'm not really in a discoursey mood #also shoutouts to Kaisa Daggryet you are a hero to us all <3 #discoruse #tagging jic

[a-passing-storm]

orion, casseieopa, sea that has become known <3

Thank you so much for the ask! Sorry about how late this is.

Orion - What is one skill that you would love to master?

There are so many... if I had to pick one skill, I guess I would say communicating with people and maintaining friendships, because those are important to me and I like to feel secure in my relationships. There are so many things that I want to learn, though, ugh. I wish I could translate Latin more easily and eventually reach a point where I can read and speak(ish) it fluently.

Cassiopeia - What is your dream future?

I really want to be a lawyer, specifically criminal defense (specifically for groups that are disproportionately/unfairly prosecuted). I wouldn't mind studying classics and being an anthropologist or historian though or something sociology-related or writing. Anyway, I want to live in a major city with my best friend and my cats, and I want to be really involved in my community both for community service and just for being a Regular in my area. I also kind of want to get a PhD. I'm not sure what in, but if I ever have the time, money, and motivation, like... elementary school me really wanted a PhD and I want to do that for her.

Sea That Has Become Known - What do you want to be famous for?

Oh, I don't know. I'm honestly not sure that I want to be famous, but if I had to be famous for something, I would want it to be something like... really big with civil rights or reforming the American prison system (or y'know completely scrapping it). I think I'd rather be remembered in my small community than famous, though.

#ask tag #dante dicit #sorry if my writing tone here was somewhat depressing i'm in a weird mood #i really do wanna do law though and help people and like... fix things #i specifically got into law through a forensic science class that i took #bc my teacher showed us a lot about how fucked the criminal justice system is and i wasn't really sure what i wanted to do #like i wanted to be a writer but i was kinda like 'yeah im probs not gonna be successful like that' #and tbh i don't want to have to do my hobby for money #however i *am* a good writer and i can be very persuasive and i think i'm pretty good at advocating for people #and i was like 'law seems cool bc it aligns with my skills and interests and i can do something good with it' #my only concern was the public speaking but then i took a public speaking class and i am actually #great at public speaking and i fucking enjoy it a lot #and uh don't tell anyone but i think the lsat is actually realllly fun i've done some practice lsat questions and they're! logic puzzles! #dante digreditur #also actually thank you so much for this ask bc thinking abt why i wanna do law is making me feel better abt #college apps and shit