#not oblivion the game lol i mean just launching myself into the void by blasting pop music and funny videos into my skull

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anyway back to distracting myself into oblivion lol. just absolutely logging out of the real world and pretending things outside my field of vision do not exist. im gonna put on something to watch and listen to and im just gonna... be. i’ll check social media again in an hour or so. hopefully longer than that. see you then

#not oblivion the game lol i mean just launching myself into the void by blasting pop music and funny videos into my skull #to keep the thoughts occupied and not wandering #theres nothing we can do but wait anyway and i'll take a while. possibly days #so we might as well do what we can to pass the time #also i may or may not have posted that last post because of a realization i had while watching an wjsn chocome hmph live stage lol #i realized that for that brief moment i was feeling kinda relaxed and i wasnt thinking about the anxiety of checking twitter to see our fate #well up until that thought occurred to me anyway #it just got me thinking about how things that make people happy are worth it #even if theyre really inconsequential lol #im not saying kpop in particular is what we're fighting for lmao but it's sort of indicative of the bigger picture #fun is one of the things that make life worth living #in an extremely general sense #im getting too philosophical lol im gonna go back to trying not to think at all about anything