Okay what if the winners got to meet previous versions of themselves through the life games.
Like grian meets no one. He didn't have any previous "versions".
Scott meets 3rd life Scott.
Pearl meets 3rd life and last life pearl.
Martyn meets 3rd life, last life and double life Martyn.
Scar meets 3rd life, last life, double life and lim life him-
This whole thing was an idea that I got just because I was thinking about ll and sl scar because they were both so lonely like wtf and I just though about a scene that would be so. Grips chair.
Ll: "We won?"
Sl: "Yeah"
Ll: "Did we have allies? Friends?"
Ll scar probably thinks sl scar won only because he had allies to support him. He knows what its like being lonely and he hopes no one has to go through that loneliness. And he wants to be optimistic for once that sl scar, future him, gets allies, gets friends.
He tries to hope and then he sees the look on sl scars face. Or maybe sl scar tries to lie- maybe he tries to say they had allies.
Ll scar sees right through him. He's him after all. Maybe he's always gonna he lonely anyway
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mister laios dungeon meshi…. as an autistic person, i dont think ive ever related more to a character before.
like laios being so disinterested by the human world around him, unable to understand it and growing bitter towards humans because of how much and how easily they hurt. with monsters theres a Reason for what they do — its all survival, and that makes sense. humans, however, hurt just to hurt. all the suffering that he and falin went through have been because of humans. why would he like them? why would he ever be interested in them? he and falin have Never been afforded being seen as humans.
i feel like, with laios, he likes who he likes, and he doesnt really think about people he doesnt like. sure they exist, and he knows and acknowledges this, but theyre not his. the only humans that really matter to him are the ones that hes grown attached to. hes very compassionate but thats because its in his nature. if he wasnt a kind person at heart, i dont think he’d bother with people at all. that kindness is such a core part of him.
if he were in the modern world i just KNOW that guy wouldnt care about a career or school or even all these supposedly human aspirations that people have-- these long term goals, these big lofty ideals. he would just care about the day to day. working to ensure theres a roof over his head and food on the table. reading about monsters. having dinner with his friends. making sure his loved ones are all doing okay. and i can just imagine people being like "but dont you want... more?" and laios being so confused. why WOULD you ever want more? why would he ever want to give himself to the rat race? be exhausted constantly? work towards a goal that only other people view as worthy? why, when what he has right here is exactly what he wanted!! laios doesnt have these "human" desires and thats a core part of why he feels so alienated from other people. so different. like a monster himself. and as someone who is autistic, let me just say.….. me too buddy.
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I just randomly remembered this wip I had started back when New Life had just started out that I never got around to finishing so! I decided to finish it today! (About several months too late but ehhh it's fine)
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Not to keep beating dead horses like I so much love to do but I am still completely Flabbergasted and Astonished at how you (Merle Ambrose) could discover the most terrifying fact that a child that is essentially under your care has been indoctrinated into a cult (which, by the way, a process that has taken over the course of years) ((by an agent that has been stationed in a direct position to make it easier to access and manipulate children, that has easily escaped your notice for such a long time)) that worships a nihilistic entity whose ultimate goal is the absolute and total destruction of Everything and Everyone around you, and your one, single, simple-sentenced response to that is to say "Oh, that's a shame. He (Duncan) always was pretty terrible. Hope he gets better someday." And then to move on from those extremely worrying and dangerous bundle of issues permanently without taking any sort of action to protect the vulnerable and make sure nothing like this ever happens again
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theo obviously makes the decision to leave town sometime between episodes 6.18 (genotype) and the beginning of 6.20 (wolves of war) which to me has the implication that his conversation with mason has something to do with his choice. not in a way where mason hurt his feelings so bad he was forced to go (because let’s be honest mason didn’t say anything that was wrong, especially from the perspective of someone who hasn’t spent much time around theo since he came back) but maybe because what mason told him made him think. “a pack is about trust. it doesn’t matter who forgets. i won’t.” i’ve talked before about how that definitely carries its own implication and how the who mason is so protective over that is forgetting not to trust theo is clearly liam. i’ve also talked about how trust is a HUGE theme for s6 thiam in more than just that scene— there’s also the scene where liam promises scott he doesnt trust theo, the scene where liam says ‘we need to trust you’ in reference to theo helping him and stilinski, the scene where liam throws the fact that scott will never trust theo back in his face. one of the most interesting things to me about this is that theo doesn’t really seem to want liam to trust him. he outright tells him in the sheriff’s station that trusting him isn’t important at the moment. it’s really the only time he’s the one to acknowledge it out loud, which kinda only cements my belief that theo chose to leave town after his conversation with mason because he picked up on the implied fact that liam trusts him— enough for his best friend, who knows him better than anyone, to be worried. liam trusts him, and i think that scares theo. being trusted is a responsibility, an expectation he’s not sure he can live up to. he realistically could have tried leaving town at any point after pressure test, but he chose to do it much later, and when you think about any significant moments that would have pushed him towards that… idk i think realizing that liam’s trust in him is real is a good candidate!
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January in general seems to be a very glum, tough month for everyone. It seems everyone is going through something in one way or another & stress is piling high enough there comes the guilt of not being active enough or able to produce the quality of replies wanted. Take things slow, remember that this is not a job, that you aren’t required to be consistently active or here 24/7. Please take a deep breath & remember to take care of yourself in these stressful times. I promise no one will forget about you, that you have made an impact on other’s lives through the stories you have built up with your writing partners. You’ll be welcomed back when you can return to write again. I cannot stress it enough but please take care of yourselves as much as you’re able to. You do matter & hold value in the lives of those you write with.
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i have such an annoyingly complex relationship with bg3; there are many things i love about it but as time has gone on i have seen how many things i hate about it, and since the shine has been pretty much fully removed from the game for me by bad things i've seen both in the fandom and from the staff, i can see 'em all Extremely clearly
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I think the Ang issue is not even fandom drama, at it’s core. It’s more an indictment of the failure of the American medical system. A disabled, mentally ill person should have access to medical care and mental health support, even if they’re drawing dubious art, even if they’re unemployed, even if they’re hurtful/dangerous people, as people involved in this are alleged to be.
They shouldn’t be left to just fester online, become more ill/erratic and just hurt each other over and over and over, on discord, in fandom, in all these spaces that we just see as petty or trivial.
We need something better. Fandom isn’t the issue. Lack of support and care irl for vulnerable people is the core of it.
I dunno man. I’m just sad about everyone in this situation. Nobody happy and healthy would do any of this.
oh i agree completely! i think people even saying fandom is a big part of it are missing the point a little, all this happened because of personal issues between friends who couldnt leave it. but that alone wouldnt have caused what happened to happen if there was better medical care and easier access to affordable treatment without a source of income/health insurance.
ultimately the issue is far bigger than any one part of it, it was a bunch of moving parts. but fandom was just a weapon, nothing more than that. the core is a shit health care system that leaves disabled and chronically ill patients to suffer and die.
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