#not 100% happy with this but I've been working on it for uhh two months and wanted to get it up before the next ep

[lunacias]

these are the silt verses, and I name our disciples thus

#the silt verses #sister carpenter #brother faulkner #paige duplass #james hayward #not 100% happy with this but I've been working on it for uhh two months and wanted to get it up before the next ep #cannot stress enough this isn't necessarily how i picture these characters but moreso what I can draw LOL #every time I try to conceptualize them it's like trying to look at someone without my glasses #in that i get vague forms etc but nothing concrete #it's weird bc it's like. the more i relisten the less concrete image i have of them /thinks #though I will say i will die on curly haired + freckles faulkner #and I usually picture carpenter with a simple wavy ponytail #also in terms of scars i like the idea of faulkner having a scar on his hand from the glass in the s2 finale #and hayward having a scar on his forehead from hembrey! #also i don't think hayward smokes but i liked how it looked when paired with paige and her alcohol! #also something something he might have tried once to blend in with the other police officers but never took to it #been wanting to draw something for silt verses for forever so!! #edit: added an alt id in the image description! #uploaded this last night and completely forgot to i'm sorry! #pls lmk if it's too long or not really a good description!

[diabeticgirl4]

Happy new years (in a half hour)!!

I probably sound like a broken record at this point but this week I'm really gonna try to get my blog back running?? This year I want to work on /not/ putting things off, like I have with my blog this last month ahaa... but at the same time I've been questioning my 'relationship' (??) with tumblr, and I know I've repeatedly said I'm never leaving tumblr, but uhh. Hmm. Don't worry about anything just yet, I'm at the very least 100% clearing out my drafts into my queue before I do anything big like disappear forever lol. I've just been doing a lot of reflecting lately and trying to figure out what kind of person I want/am trying to be.

So uhh idk where this trainwreck of a post is going anymore?? Uhh tl;dr I'm gonna try (!!) to get my blog/queue running in the next week or two! Honestly I don't have much else to say other than happy new year and I wish you all the best of luck with 2019!!

#ignore me #why are all my text posts long and weirdly existential #life is weird y'all #Anyways happy new years!!! #hopefully I'll be returning with memes and fandom junk!!! #(prepare yourselves I've gotten into some new fandoms aaaa)

[omglr]

totally a pro-life young asian woman in ohio, not a guy.

You're now chatting with a random stranger. Say hi!

You both like abortion, and feminism.

Stranger: hi

You: hi

Stranger: are you pro choice or pro life?

You: choice

You: you?

Stranger: life

Stranger: and no i am not an old white man i am a young asian female

You: uhh.... ok

You: doubtful but ok

Stranger: yea just to get that out of the way

Stranger: 50 percent of women are pro life and 50 percent of men are pro life

You: yeah, i doubt that is an accurate stat

Stranger: oh really?

Stranger: roughly**

Stranger: roughly 50 percent

You: yeah, where would it come from?

You: world wide?

Stranger: in the US

Stranger: im only concerned with the US at the moment when it comes to abortion

You: what state do yo live in?

Stranger: ohio

You: i live in canada

Stranger: isnt canada pro choice

Stranger: all stages of pregnancy?

You: yeah, for the most part

Stranger: isnt it a law

You: i think only in emergencies for third trimester

You: and one province doesn't have any services for it, but its a small one

Stranger: well yea you had six months

You: yeah

You: i think it works well

Stranger: okay

Stranger: are you for abortion during all stages of pregnancy?

You: ehhhh, i think third trimester is pushing it, but i've never had to make that decision

Stranger: so why do you think abortion is okay during the other trimesters?

You: cause the fetus isn't developed enough to have thoughts or feelings, its more like a tumor than a newborn

Stranger: sure it doesnt have a heartbeat, but what about people with a pacemaker?

Stranger: during the second trimester the fetus can feel everything

You: what about the mother's though, they are the ones who have to carry the baby to term, that sucks for them if they don't want it

You: i don't care about the feelings of an unborn baby vs the feeling of someone i can talk to

Stranger: if they were being reckless, it is their fault. over 80 percent of abortions are done for convenience due to irresponsibility

You: yeah, well, women are punished for dudes recklessness too

You: which isn't fair

Stranger: less than one percent of abortions are done due to rape and incest

You: yeah, but 100% are due to men fucking women

Stranger: how do you know that? of course its due to women and men having sex! if two women fuck each other they cant get pregnant

You: yeah, but men aren't acting responsibly either and they don't get stigmatized like women

Stranger: still, why should we punish the fetus?

You: they should be getting vasectomies until they are ready for fatherhood

You: bringing a life into a world where it isn't wanted is far more cruel

Stranger: so you think it'd be better off dead?

Stranger: you cant take back a vasectomy

You: yeah, they are reversable

You: takes some microsurgery, but you can always freeze some sperm too

Stranger: why not just use a bloody condom for gods sake

You: yeah, condoms break

Stranger: when you have sex you have to accept the responsibility of the fact that you can get pregnant. it is still on them. they chose to have sex

You: mmmm well people could also use some better sex education in schools

Stranger: yea that too

Stranger: everyone needs to be educated on how to have safe sex

You: yeah, and their could be better programs to house people and feed them and help them raise a child

Stranger: yea and thats a good abortion alternative

You: but like, if a woman needs an abortion to keep her life on track i'll take her word for it

You: its real easy to get crushed by poverty

Stranger: and it would be their fault if they were being reckless...

You: meh, sex is like one of the few joys people can get though

Stranger: there are so many other joys aside from intercourse

You: and if the world was less cruel and the rich weren't hording wealth the sex folks have wouldn't be considered reckless

Stranger: what does that have to do with abortion???

You: its "reckless" cause they are super poor and can't afford children

You: but its not their fault they are super poor

Stranger: then dont have sex

Stranger: dont have sex

You: but why?

Stranger: why do you have to have sex?

You: cause it feels good? and it builds a bond with a partner, and its good exercise, and its good for your mental health

You: and its free

Stranger: there are other non-sexual, bond-building, loving things to do with your partner.

You: and orgasms are a gift from god

Stranger: if you dont have any form of birth control, dont have sex

You: yeah, but again, a lot of people don't have access to education or birth control and a lot of rich people are happy about that

You: its a rigged system

Stranger: they probably dont have access to education due to the irresponsibility of their parents

You: who were also poor

You: which is not a failure

Stranger: theyre probably poor because of their poor life choices

You: its a systematic problem

Stranger: how so?

You: because poor people can't just become rich

You: its incredibly hard to do that

Stranger: yea but theyre probably poor because of what theyve done to themselves

You: that's very ignorant

Stranger: capitalism exists and has lifted so many americans out of poverty

You: lol, capitalism thrives on poverty

You: its strips the wealth from the laborers and pulls it upwards to the exploiter class

Stranger: nearly 1 billion people have been lifted out of poverty thanks to capitalism

You: g2g

Stranger: and the free market

You have disconnected.

my girlfriend needed help so i had to go, but lol, i call bullshit on this "asian girl" only boring dudes drop the line "Free market"