#no lol srsly it's okay! 💗

[wrylu]

TURNS OUT I HAVEN’T BEEN FOLLOWING YOU

LIKE WHAT

H O W

M’ NOW UPSET ABOUT IT

Here is a photo of Kannavi to make up for not following you back 🥺👉👈

OH LOL.. i thought that was on purpose, not gonna lie 😭

but yes..it is alright ha ha

amazinf photo btw. have a kirby

squimchy boy!!!

#no lol srsly it's okay! 💗 #but yeah i noticed it a while ago i think #teabagsmailbox #ily tho #/platonic #ask

[erexart]

IF YOU DON’T POST YOUR WRITING FOR REAL REAL, I’m going to make sure your pillow is never cold ever, ever again. 😤😤😤 /teasing

Srsly tho, YOU ARE A CREATIVE GENIUS; you’re making me want to learn Japanese, and I’m already learning Spanish lol. 😭❤️‍🔥

You don’t have to get into writing. You can post a single fanfic and not post any other writing. Or you can get into writing and be a double threat writer and visual artist. 😉 Either way/point is, there’s no pressure to write and continue writing. You’ve written something beautiful that would be lovely to share w/ a greater audience, but you’re by no means under obligation to now become a writer.

Lmao I’m struggling to properly word this. 🥲 ALL I’M TRYING TO SAY IS don’t let fear of reception/fear of pressure stop you from gifting your creativity and stories to the world. If you want to write, then write! If you want to write only once, then write only once! If you want to publish your writing, then publish it! I think the weight of expectation is very relevant and difficult to navigate (and it can be quite easy to get swept away by initial praise and enthusiasm — which unfortunately, per my own experience, tends to level off/fade). BUT, you can in fact try something just one time; you can also try it, decide you really like it, and do it even more❣️

Hehe, I wrote this when I was still trying to learn (i stopped because i was getting stuck on learning kanji and also uni 😂 but trying to pick it up again! Spanish sounds cool! Might add that to my list)

There is a lot of pressure when it comes to trying new creative outlets for the first time, especially with that nagging voice in your head that says “i have to be good or i’ll quit” and it shouldn’t be that way. I do want to try and adapt that mentality of “trying things and fuck up then try again”. Hearing you and V say that you guys like it is like a big motivator to that attitude. I love how you, V, and Tay write so your input is INVALUABLE haha. Writing that was fun and I have no issue to try and write again thanks to you and V’s nice comment :)

However posting that is still another beast I’m trying to conquer 💀 I’m still on that journey of trying to be okay with the things I make, and having fun. But I’m slowly trying to get over that, with both art and other things too. To not be so rigid and treat this blog as if it’s a portfolio/ resume. AND be okay if things don’t get more than 30 notes or something. Whether it is art or writing or any other creative endeavour. That requires a bit more bravery that I’m starting to pick up bit by bit :)

So I’ll probably post that fic? (HAHA PLEASE DON’T BE MAD IF I DON’T) perhaps I’ll draw something for it, just a panel and actually become a double threat >:3, even if it’s this once. Only future can tell.

-e💗

#asks #this was nice to read while I was brushing my teeth this morning #sorry it took so long to answer I have to think a bit on how to respond properly #my brain has a bit of issue formulating thoughts when I’m drowsy so I had to find time to sit down and write this when I’m fresh

[pieroulette]

My “Y” to the “u-a-n”!

I just know the Jungwon fic is going to be sooooooooo good. Everytime I re-read your works it just….it’s like (and pardon the analogy and language) but it’s like Cupid pissing in my mouth good. It’s great. Of course as more time goes by we only get better at what we do, so I know it’s going to be even greater than expected. I just know it.

Please rest and take lots of breaks, when I read that your tummy was hurting I was like “naaaaaaauuuuur!! Yuan is working too hard!” Lol! drink lots of water and get lots of rest, perfection only can be achieved when we take more time into crafting it. We, your readers, all know that and are rooting for you so stay strong, healthy and rest, take all the time you need. There are so very little artist/writers that are actually decent, much less great, we need you! I know the fic is going to be great and we can wait for it.

aside from that…..could you ask your man where he gets his skincare from because I would like to knaaaaaauuuur! Lol. But also, here is Jungwon for you because I know that you’re his muse too and he’d be looking at you like he is in the pic. ♥️

loves!

- 🦋 (Reina)

OKAY THATS RLLY ADORABLE LOL MY 'R' to the "E-I-N-A" >:)) LMAO CUPID PISSING IN WHAT 😭😭 GIRL UR IMAGINATION IS RLLY SMTH BUT I APPRECIATE EVERY WORD SRSLY they're so comforting and encouraging fr thank you for spending your precious time in writing these wonderful words 🧸💗 i love long ass paragraphs bruh 😭😭 pls take ALOT of rest too and not to overwork yourself!!

and u know me well 🥺🥺 sending me won pics makes me happy fr lol. this fit on him rlly does make him look like an angel tho 😭 an angel skincare?? and bahaha i could only dream to be his muse lol 🥲🥲 BUT THATS STILL ADORABLE TO THINK <333 I VERY MUCH APPRECIATE THE JW PIC 🤫🤫 FEEL FREE TO SEND ANYTIME <3 luv ya Reina !! :))

#🦋.reina #mysweetiez #did i. a side character became the male lead's wife?!

[haerinz]

FAE IM RLLY RLLY RLLY CONFUSED BC I TRIED TO RB UR JUNGWON DRABBLE TWICE BUT IT WONT POST??? LUCKILY I COPIED MY RB SO ILL JUST SEND IT HERE IF THATS OK :((

//

WIAT WHAT???? I LITERALLY JUST WROTE A WHOLE ASS CHUNKY PARAGRAPH AND THEN CHECKED AND IT NEVER PUBLISHED??? TUMBLR IM SO MAD AT U RN... .FFS

OKAY ANUWAY IM SO SORRY FAE !!!!! WHATEVER I DID TO U,, I APOLOGISE????? CLEARLY YOURE MAD AT ME BC "you knew he was destined for bigger things and deserved better people." FELT LIKE A PERSONAL A T T A C K ISTG THAT WAS OSOSOSO SAD 😭 WHY WOULD U DO THIS TO US 😭 FIRST FIC and u chose VIOLENCE,,, absolutely unadulterated VIOLENCE??? fml the transition from fluff to angst was SO HEARTBREAKING 😭 BUT HOLY CRAP U DID IT SO SO SEAMLESSLY??? WHICH IS WHY I RLLY ENJOYED THIS BC I SWEAR THE "drifted apart" trope is one of the best things ever??? they're particularly heartbreaking imo bc nothing "dramatic" necessarily happens, and it's always easier to move on when they give you a reason to hate them :((( in this case, pls this drabble made me so sad bc it'd be so hard to move on from someone like that :((( IM CRYING NOW WHY WOULD U DO THIS FAE????? BUT ANYWAYS U SLAYED THAT!!! gosh i loved this so much!!! i feel like ur writing style really shone through; i love the way you focus on emotions and how nothing felt too jarring or out of context hehe. PLS KEEP WRITING BC IM SOSOSOSO EXCITED FOR UR UPCOMING WORKS!!! CAN'T WAIT <33333

btw i love ur writing!!! SAUR EXCITED FOR UR FUTURE WORKS 💖💗💓🥰 fae slay 2022

hi mai mai !! & ofc that’s fine with me <33 i wonder why the rb wouldn’t work though ☹️ omg srsly?!? i wonder what’s up with tumblr ,, help bc web has been crashing on me a lot recently 🥲 ahhh i’m so glad you enjoyed it !! i was so nervous while writing help 😭😭 lol but i’m really happy that you thought it turned out alright 💗💗 hehe help i’m sorry mai 🙈🙈 omg but fr ,, the whole “drifting apart” trope is so heartbreaking but it’s definitely one of my favorites to read 😋 ahh i’m so glad that you could tell, i really wanted to focus on the emotions 🤭 & hopefully i can develop my writing style more over time!! omg srsly tysm for reading & sending me this ask bff 😚🫶 and yes!! i’m definitely planning to write more in the future <33 ilysm & i hope you have a great day/night 💗💗

#fae’s lovely moots! ♡ #fae’s mail ☆

[lovedlovingly]

because PTSD and depression my memory is super bad :3 when [redact] happened it became such a trauma overload i lost my long and short term memory more or less for 2y. it's still embarrassing at times because i can't remember beginnings with ppl, i just know i love them, but ppl try to remind me of things i did in the past or how i met someone and it's so awkward to tell then i don't remember, no matter how many details they give me. hardest part was cooking tho, not understanding what goes with what and I'm still struggling to make meals with more than 8 ingredients but I'm way better now than i have been 🥰 (it was srsly so bad i didn't understand how salt or pepper was used... i used to cry in the kitchen because i didn't know what kind of food a pan was used for etc)

three years ago i wanted to see if there was any hope for me studying, how my brain could take in information. i was 2y back to having a slow but steady functioning memory! it went absolutely shitty lol. i know i love math, a feeling inside of me knows it! but i don't remember anything :3c i know i used to gush about equations, x equals my love for math, but even addition takes a long time for me to solve nowadays. i still gave it a try, starting where i left off in high school (i read extra math there) while having a lot of health problems i got about 10 pages in two years 😔

i just got back home after meeting with my math teacher. i didn't remember her face at all, my face memory is still absolutely horrible - didn't use to be before [redacted]. she was so happy to see me, i called her two weeks ago asking if she could help me. truly restart my math muscle lol, she said it herself she knew i was smart i just needed to get some basics again to kickstart it. so before she worked at the University she used to be a middle school teacher, so she still had some math books grade 7-9 that i could get. in two weeks she made through plans for me, how i should tackle each chapter, what areas i should work with depending on if my memory was okay/not, and how and when i should do tests. she was so hype to get a request like this because nowadays it's all about advanced math, she went on vacation today so i was able to catch her and get everything just in time 💗

now i can work at my own pace whole summer, it does feel a bit overwhelming following everything. so I'm gonna do as i always do, follow my intuition, gut feeling and flow. to see if my way or her way works best for me :3 either way I'm hype and happy to learn again, to get more knowledge into my brain hopefully, and i hope i can make this fun again.

#plus my boyfriend is a math genius so if i need any help i can just turn to him 😔 #hes the kind of autistic that can HEAR math!!! im so jealous 😭 #hes won multiple national math competitions 😔 sigh #also felt good to just write this all down as a little vent :3 #im trying to help myself so much and its good to reflect on how healing takes time

[koriyue]

kitty hi !! im on hiatus rn but i popped onto tumblr for a bit and i saw your SUPER AWESOME BACKSTORY FOR YOUR GRAPHICS W DILUCS BDAY ART !!!!!! omg can i just say it was SO COOL hearing abt all the ideas & stuff u considered which eventually led to the final [amazing] product ! and yes u should totally do this more often i personally find it vv interesting ♡_♡ !!

ALSO OMG I SAW YOUR REPLY TO MY OTHER ASK ABT PRSK AND AAA <333 im so glad to have someone to talk 2 abt it !!! :DDD and idk if u saw but i spent literally All my crystals on the cherry blossom + secret distance gacha AND I GOT ABSOLUTELY NOTHING 😦🥲😭‼️ literally just mmj luka & touya from the hinamatsuri event... which aren't BAD but like ?!?!?! WHERE ARE MY MIZUKI AND ICHIKA 4STARS 💔💔💔

and omg have u pulled recently?? i rmb seeing u say ur saving up for the suit touya event and YES. YOUR TASTE >>> not even gonna lie i want both the rui & touya cards from that set but w the way my luck is going... 😟 LOL smiles thru the pain

my favourite songs aren't released on en yet actually 🥲 !! but i rlly like id smile, glory steady go, tondemo wonderz, cinema, kokoroyouhou and all the songs from the cup noodle collab ^_^ !! sorry i have way too many faves LMFAOOO but can u blame me when they all sound so good 😵‍💫

ok wait omfg this is getting way too long HAHAHA 😭 i wanna say that ilysm & ive missed u too !!! it's rlly great to see you back on tumblr :D tysm for listening to me ramble, and i hope u have fun falling down the prsk rabbit hole LMAO <333

lots of loveeeee 💗,

quilll !!!! <3333

( p.s. i literally LOVED the graphics u made w dilucs bday art, i could srsly stare at it all day KSKFKSKDK,,, and seeing ur input for it made it ten times better !!! :] keep creating kitty <3, bc i think ur super talented and im sure everyone agrees !! )

QUILL!!! omg my heart always gets so happy when i get an ask from you,,, man,, i had such a blast reading this gyaaa

QUILL I WAS SO CLOSE TO PULLING FOR THE SECRET DISTANCE GACHA FOR MIZUKI,, so so CLOSE GOD THE CARD WAS TOO PRETTY,, but i have to remain dedicated to touya (stinky) :< i spent some getting the hinamatsuri touya card,,, I'M WEAK

but it's okay!! i'm p sure all the cards stay in the gacha pool, so you might get both mizuki and ichika in your next pull!! MANIFESTING IT FOR YOU RN 🍀

omg your taste,,, QUILL WE'RE MUSIC TWINS!!! all of your favourite songs,,, top tier actually they injected cinema and tondemo wonderz with SOMETHING i'm listening to them everyday 😔 I'M DEFINITELY GETTING TSUKASA'S COVER OF TONDEMO WONDERZ WHEN IT COMES OUT HE SOUNDS SO! CUTE! GR! THE CUP NOODLE SONG IS SO FUN SDK;SFK I SEE PEOPLE PLAYING IT ALL THE TIME ON TIK TOK!!! ... it looks like an absolute pain to play on master though,,, gr gr grRR

and gYAAA THANK YOU FOR LIKING THE DILUC BIRTHDAY EDIT HAHA 🥺 nothing but the best for our grape man ! i'll definitely try to do more processes if i remember!! mwah <3

#koriyue ask #quill i wuv you (real) #GOING CRAZY ABOUT PJ SEKAI DJISAFJSEOJF AAAAAAA #I WILL BE SENDING YOU PJ SEKAI STUFF TOO HAHEUWHAUHDAHAAA #them releasing id smile on the en servers was a CULTURAL RESET #q!

[dearsoobtnik]

HI honeyy, it feels like it’s been ACTUAL AGES since we talked,,, school and exams are really taking up my time ☹️ only 2 left tho! German and Biology wish me luck >.< I hope you’re okay, how are you doing?

I am actually here under ulterior motives 😳, I had some.. spicy thoughts, as you know I’m not one to describe things in ✨detail✨ because I get embarrassed easily, so if you’re up for it, have fun with these ideas! (I was a blushing mess writing this I cannot, how do you deal with writing such amazing smut without being extremely embarrassed)

so my first thought was:

(1)Beomgyu and s/o who is often exhausted (physically or mentally) so they sleep a lot and are kind of on sleep mode all the time, so I imagine them both having talked abt if his s/o is comfortable with BG still touching them etc. (in this scenario they consented) so imagine, they’re just watching TV nearly dozing off, but BG feels very needy, so he asks his s/o for consent and it ends with them sleepily riding him, then he takes over and it’s just rlly soft sex, afterwards they’re falling asleep on his chest and he takes her to a bath, cleans her up and brings them both to bed. (stan aftercare!)

My other thought is:

(2)BG and a rlly shy s/o, Beomgyu usually notices them being needy and gives them the attention they deserve, since their relationship is a bit fresh they haven’t talked about all their kinks, so he usually just does really vanilla stuff with them since they’re shy, but sometimes during sex, his s/o says rlly surprising things like “It turns you on when I ride you right? You love it when I use you like this.” or “Please cum inside me, I just want to be yours” and it drives him INSANE, his s/o doesn’t mention it afterwards and is all shy again when they’re done, but he can’t stop thinking abt their moans and the look on their face saying such dirty things to him.

some other short thoughts I have are: (3) reader being a popular stripper or (4)reader having financial problems, so they’re a camgirl to pay for college and txt member secretly watches them, but they don’t know bc they keep their streams secret,he also meets them in real life (maybe on a party?) and they start going on dates, so when reader streams, they start thinking of him (bc they’re falling for him) while pleasuring themselves and nearly say his name out loud on stream… (srsly I once read a camgirl!reader x beomgyu fanfic and it was amazing, why don’t people write that more often???)

(5)And lastly toys,,, idk why but toys are not being mentioned enough in smut fanfics for real!! it’s mostly over/understimulation and your usual dom stuff, but nobody writes about sex toys,, I think taehyun, yeonjun and beomgyu would definitely be up for using them (especially taehyun)

yeshhh that’s all i hope you have fun with these ideas, omg imagine making a fanfic with camgirl!reader being confident on stream because that’s their persona but being rlly shy in real life,,, so kind of combining thought 2 and 4 with a little of 5 maybe 👀👀 wow i am nearly begging you to write smth similar at this point, that’s how carried away i’m getting 😳😭🤍

please take care, stay hydrated eat well and sleep tight! 💗🤍

OMG IM GOING TO CRY MY MOM JUST ATE MY STRAWBERRYS,,,,, AGAINNNNNNNNN someone cancel her i’m done i’m done

-❄️

WELCOME HONEYY<33

THANK YOUUU, U MADE ME SO HAPPY😖❤️

im really so much better rn, i miss my blog, writing, readers, you😭 so im happy😢 AND WHAT ABT YOU?? Hope ur all well<33

Aaaand idk lol, im not a shy person in my real life (lol😭) so I don't know what to say, but I think your shyness will break as you continue to write!<3 Always be relax dear, I like your writing really... And ur ideas)); <33

But wait, I HATE BİOLOGY Thank God I don't have this class right now.🤧 Good good good good luck, darling! <333

OKAAİİ

First of all, I want to start at the end, because I really like it. That cam!girl idea... made me scream... I swear. This is so hot??! wanna write it)): Soobin and Beomgyu??? Especially Beomgyu, but- AAAHHDDDHAJ EVERY MEMBER?!?! My mind is full of crazy things rn HELP

Abt these sex toys!! I have read about Taehyun, and this man is ruining me. With his everything, seriously... I remember that telling my roommate about him ALL NİGHT-

So I think I shouldn't give spoilers for my future plans LMAO

And at the same time, this is complete Yeonjun. He's the second member I think is open to new things. (1st Beom lol) I think you guys are having a normal day and he suddenly say, "Baby, how about we try a vibrator?" Or he will be quite excited when you tell him that you want to try sex toys. Oh, wait. Just imagine him holding you in his arms to comfort you and turning that damn vibrator around inside you while watches your face... God, we really need more sex toys fics.

For some reason, I'm thinking about doing "Peaches" part 2 right now. And I want to use sex toys there too. I hope I can keep this idea alive because I'm thinking the same thing about "Oranges" 🥺

Ahahagsghshd I love writing lazy things. Easy and hot. ;) It's like a break for all the hard ideas I have in mind. My love, riding is my weak point and you say "messily ride"???? Really? Would I cry? So good...

So It's time for me to drop my drafts? :D Definitely.

You can always make me want to write, im so grateful. Really really really thank you my babe, really... Love you so much.

(shh i can share my strawberries with you🥺 i bought them yesterday🥺come💘🍓🍓)

#snowfie babe #really missed you

[chittapornswife]

Since jisung told his story I thought his lover was Chenle (and I really hoped it was him!) I love that u put an lgbt+ character omg when he tells y/n abt Lele it made me cry bc i understand his fear :(( oh and btw, i don't care u write an lgbt character bc u did a research and informed urself about it (idk if it makes sense lol but yeah) ALSO, I ALREADY TOLD U BUT I LOVE UR DNYL FIC okay byebye

Ahhhhh I love that you liked it!!!! ☺️💗 I was honestly worried because the last thing I’d ever want to do is hurt anyone of any race/gender/sexuality/anything :(

But thank you for this msg!!♥️ I really tried to put myself in Jisung’s place to see how it would feel if I fell in love with my best-friend that was also a female (even though I’m straight) and my research consisted of just all of the lgbtq+ stories I’ve read as well as my gay/trans friends! :D I really wanted to focus on how much pain he would’ve been through being a closeted gay and in the next chapter I’ll touch more on it as well!

And once again THANK YOU ILYSM SRSLY🥺♥️✨♥️✨♥️✨♥️✨♥️✨♥️

#diva-skywalker-af #my favs #dnyl club

[chittapornswife]

hello my friend!!! uni is absolutely awful lmao i hate the workload, most of the people and the commuting so thats going for me. i hope u like uni. tbh i prefer the smaller class sizes cuz i just have less anxiety but maybe its cuz i'm used to it. anyways!!! looking forward to the chapter tomorrow!! literally the only thing i am looking forward to tomorrow lol. take your time buddy boy its okay if ur still not done by tomorrow everyone can wait and i will likely be sleeping lmao - brown gta anon

I’m feelin u with the workload 😢😔 but I rlly hope you meet some nice ppl tho and that commuting goes by faster :’( and you know what, that’s usually me too with the smaller class sizes but for some reason this year I’m more comfortable with a bigger class size idk why 😳 and thank youuuu!!!! I’m looking forward to hearing what you think about it🥺👉🏼👈🏼 also fjkdkdkd thank u I’m always stressing because I’m like “I promise I’ll post it (select day)” then that day I’m like “😳😳😳😳😰😰😰” LOL. But thank you yaar srsly :’) ♥️ I’m loving that you’re getting more sleep now lolol and I hope you have a good rest of your day 🥺♥️💗♥️💗♥️

#brown gta anon #my favs

[chittapornswife]

Your memes are honestly so adorable. If I were able to send memes I would honestly make a hundred just for you :( ❤️. Also if you don’t mind me asking, but who’s ur bias in nct?? - dnyl anon

Sorry I was at work :(( but I wrote this on my break for you haha and I’m posting now after work! (Not that it rlly matters lolol) (also I love you for loving my memes & wanting to send so many like hold up, open ur mind up a bit so I can telepathically send all my love to you 🤧😚💓💗❣️💘💞💝)

But okay, I’m a whole mess when it comes to who I love in nct because essentially, I love all of them🥺 so I’ll try to make it easier to read but:

1st bias & forever ult: Mr. Tenny TenTen❤️n (Fun fact: I first was attracted to him because of his smrookies profile when I saw his name started with a T just like mine and he was wearing my fav colour: red🥺)

My 2nd loves (aka men id lowkey drop Ten for😳): Kun, Jungwoo, Taeil, Hendery & Xiaojun

My 3rd loves (who id hoe for😔): Jaehyun, Yukhei and Doyoung

My son: Chenle💛 (my bb boy)

My nephews (pls do not ask I’m just crazy srsly): Renjun, Jaemin, Jeno, Yangyang & Jisung

The dudes I love as friends (never homo😔🤟🏼): Johnsters, Mark, Taeyong, Sicheng, Hyuck & Yuta 😎

Alright enough of my like bullet point essay LOL who is/are your bias/biases? :D 💗

#dnyl anon #my favs