#neurotypicals have hella weird bullshit going on with eye contact so idk whats what anymore

[twunkzilla]

Idk if I have low key autism or I just have like ethnic family evil eye syndrome because i have like freakishly blue eyes and dark hair and thick eyebrows I can only make eye contact if I'm being confrontational

#ive had people like turn around and flinch when i looked at them dnxjsjdjxj #making eye contact during gay sex is a hell no im ashamed of myself #but if somebody looks at me and im suspicious of them i dont trust them i physically cant look away #like i alr have learning disability realness and my sister was mega autistic growing up #idk brah #like even my friends it feels inappropriate making eye contact it feels intrusive and intense #its smn i do if i dont trust someone and i want to be aware of everything theyre doing #or if i know someone to be untrustworthy i want them to know im not afraid to look at them #neurotypicals have hella weird bullshit going on with eye contact so idk whats what anymore #like dropping eye contact is a sign of submission to me so ill only do it with romantic partners and close friends #if that makes sense