#need to focus my energy on being mad abt my PILLS. now they look too much like my other pills and they were such a fun color (peach)

[lesbianlenas]

it really is amazing how i can still feel so guilty abt smth that wasn’t my fault that happened 20 yrs ago when i was 3 yrs old & i was legit a baby like…..insane how that works 😭 also they changed the size and shape of my one medications and i HATE IT!!!!!! condensing this into one post to save you all time you’re welcome

#michelle speaks #idk how it was brought up but a few months ago or smth we were talking abt it kind of #& i literally apologized to my brother bc i still feel guilty & he was just like i don’t want to talk abt it #so it’s like. amazing how we both remember it so specifically when he was 5 & i was 3 yk……. #but it’s like it wasn’t my fault i was 3 & i couldn’t do anything but it still felt like it was…… #nothing bad actually ended up happening it was just like a bad situation idk #but it’s like i still remember it like it happened a week ago or smth…….see now i can’t stop think abt it 😭 #need to focus my energy on being mad abt my PILLS. now they look too much like my other pills and they were such a fun color (peach) #and tiny before and now they’re bigger & white & oval and that’s the only difference is the shape. being a hater abt this forever. #imagine looking at a fun little pill & being like what if we made it generic & boring instead. life 🙄