#nearly midnight and my bf replies to me after hours bc he got caught up w stuff (nbd)

[eviefrve]

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#misc: personal #why do I get so upset over really insignificant things #I was kind of annoyed last night bc #it's like #nearly midnight and my bf replies to me after hours bc he got caught up w stuff (nbd) #however I'd already let him know I wasn't doing good and kind of expected him to maybe take the initiative and ask me to hang out #yknow after our whole talk abt how I literally cannot ask for people's attention no matter how bad I'm doing #didn't happen. unsurprised. whatever #however he then says he's tired but he wants to talk to me #flips on this for a bit and then says hell go to bed and message me when he gets up bc hell miss me or something #which like ouch ok pls don't do that #don't go 'hey I really like talking to you I might stay up and do it!' and then two messages later say no to that lmfao #second #don't say you'll message me when you get up bc you never do that #but yknow he said it? so like despite the fact I didn't expect him to do that I'm still upset that it didn't happen! #aaaaaaaaaaaa #asdhsjakdhskaj #I hate everything #he does message me first regularly btw it's not all on me #but my dudes been awake 3 hours at least #to reiterate. don't say one thing and do another it's so annoying!!!! #Aehrjaksuekdj