#n the mechs in the tier omg ;;;;

[noxtivagus]

i'm so sleepy but i'm just thinking abt ffxiv again

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #not a moment where drk doesn't leave my mind #n alphinaud my bb he is very dear to me n #HAURCHEFANT!!!! he's so silly he's so funny in jpn but we don't talk about that here Okay. #aymeric.. hdksjfksjfs starting out the game i was all over him #i love the dynamic w alphinaud n estinien so much #n then. #I MISS RAIDING #it's been a while since i died ffxiv content as tank right. but oh man i enjoy dps n. i really really really love healing but #tanking just hits diff #n then pf helping ppl out w the whole of eden #i went as sge bcs we alrdy had 2 tanks but #hehe especially in promise tier i still remember each mech so well #even in savage. despite it being more than a year now. if's just engraved in my brain fr #i miss progging throuh fights n learning more n more n #optimizing more along the way n then vcing w the static n oh man even the problems we faced. uh #I MISS THE EXPERIENCE SO MUCH #but raiding is so much more fun w friends so i'll still hold unto that dream of someday. i'll have a static full of friends #i'd.. really love to be a static leader someday. i'm an fc lead now omg i just remembered #ONE DAY! STATIC LEADER >< #i wanted to do more before i slept but i'm srs so sleepy i'm just go to sleep gn 🤍

[noxtivagus]

I LOVE EDEN'S PROMISE SO MUCH

#🌙.rambles #i love promises to keep;;;; #that tier was so special to me in so many profound ways #playing with friends. my static n fc oh man i miss them #savage raiding was a constant n comfort w school #N OH GOD THE MUSIC #i love orchestra and final fantasy so much #listening to promises to keep in particular makes me want to cry at times bcs it's just so beautiful #FROM THE START. THE PIANO. THEN THE RISE AND OH GOD THE FUCKING INSTRUMENTS #it's one of my top fave osts bcs fuck it's too good #n the voice lines!!!! oh my god the voice lines!!!! #and then FINAL FANTASY XIV AND VIII. PLEASE #ryne/gaia & rinoa/squall. please. i love these pairs so much #listening to the ost reminds me of so much memories #n the mechs in the tier omg ;;;; #i fucking love the ost so much i'm out rn but i feel like crying a bit bcs it's too beautiful #all the instruments. the melody. the harmonies. oh my god my poor ears #IM SO HDHFJSJDJJFHE I LOVE MUSIC SO MUCH. AND FFXIV. #ffxiv has so many things so dear n meaningful to me #my love is so deep n overwhelming oh my godddd #thinking abt savage rn n i realize i really do get a quick grasp on mechs #i do stumble at first but i genuinely really love how i learn. n how intelligent i am #i have my own weaknesses n shortcomings but my intelligence is a strength #both a blessing and a curse tho bcs the way my mind works. the way i think. is too complex n deep that it hurts so much fuck #but my capacity for love and hope is so much deeper than despair #even if this world's simple then i know goddamn well that my own world isn't. #this mind's has several worlds of its own ✨ #i love ffxiv sm bcs it also enriches my creativity so much #expressing my creativity n thoughts n emotions means so much to me and #ffxiv the music n story n charas n dialogue and worlds n ppl. i love it all so much