#n like. oughhh lawrence.

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shaking lawrence gordon round like a bug in a jar

#txt #rewatching saw. again #oghh hes so. hes so. #tightly wound n controlled n losing that control is. mwah #n esp w the details we get from the script like oh man. #i dont like to armchair diagnose esp as a neurotypical but theres smth going on w that man. #isnt there a bit in the script abt his routine (PRINTED) saying shit like. 6am gym. 7am smoothie. etc #n apprentice lawrence adds another layer like oughhhh u lost everything (incl assuming ur marriage bc lack of wedding ring etc) so like #he got out of the bathroom for them but lost them anyway. so turned to apprenticehood (partially bc well. pried over to that thinking) #(during his. recovery) #n like. oughhh lawrence. #hes so. hes soooo. #the movie + the script u rlly do get a sense of how much he values his sense of control. even if its not. what he wants? #eg the cheating stuff ohhh my god #anyway. lawrence im tapping the screen i wanna study u like a bug #n the bit james wan said in the commentary about him n adam switching roles (calming vs stressed etc) throughout the movie oughh #<- extremely simplified but waghh