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#myself from the equation would be completely get out of theor life. and even then i don't believe it would help. there's so much
chlopieno
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5 months
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This friday sucks super bad so far.
#vent incoming
#my boyfriend is having super bad time and it's strongly related to me yet not my direct fault and the only way i could remove
#myself from the equation would be completely get out of theor life. and even then i don't believe it would help. there's so much
#internalized stuff
#bad family stuff
#overall so many bad things pilled up one on another that are centered at the topic of identity
#and such that yes. i could leave. but then will it help with the homophobia or transphobia he's facing? if he goes back into closet how
#will it help if the base of the problem is still there?
#i can't help if he doesnt leave and find a space where his parents have no say. i asked him over and over again to go to a psychiatrist
#ive been asking him to do it for over a year. and he has a barrier that makes sharing hard for him but for the love of the saints he needs
#help from someone who is qualified to do it. i asked him to choose his doctor so he can be most comfortable. i offered to pay for the doctor
#in case he has no money. i try so hard to pull him out of this place of self blame and of blame he receives from his parents
#from anyone else
#i try so hard to let him know he can ask me for help. i try to make him feel comfortable and safe. i want future with him and he made m
#me think he wanted it too but today he told me that he doesnt know if getting together woth me was a good choice. and even if he breaks up
#with me i will know that all of it is going to stay the same
#i really dont know what to do. how to help. how do i make everything better if i cant do anything about his family and his home? he goes
#back there and i immediately start worrying about him. he told me he doesnt feel safe in that town and i cant do anything. i cant convince
#him to move out. i cant convince him to drop this old life. i feel so helpless
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