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#my voice didn't drop down to a low volume or waver or anything (which im so proud bc she's like the first irl person ive come out to face
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i just came out to a real life person and i think im having a heart attack
#IT WAS SO UNPLANNED I HADN'T THOUGHT ABOUT IT AT ALL I DIDN'T EVWN THINK WE WERW FRIENDS??
#she lives in the building next to mine and we go to tui together to divide the auto fare and we've been walking home 2-3 dino se
#and she likes kpop and kdramas
#but like there isn't that Spark yk like oh ny god i love u best friends forever its a little awkward and formal still
#but we were talking about something and oh my god
#when we reached home we were standing uski building ke neeche and she was like i want to introduce you to my childhood bestie i think you
#two will like each other
#and i was like kinda weirded out like um are we that close yet i thought we were just classmates ππ
#so i asked ki oh why all of a sudden
#and she's like 'i like you' and i look at her and laugh and she said STOP LAUGHING i don't meant it like that im straight ok
#and idk something in me snapped i was like oh are u homophobic too?
#but pls she didn't know what it meant π so i explained ki do u hate gay people then
#she said no no ofc not SO I JUST BLURTED OUT KI good cause im bisexual
#THE SHOCK ON HER FACE OMG im saying this now in freaking out now but at that time i said it really coolly and proudly without fumbling
#my voice didn't drop down to a low volume or waver or anything (which im so proud bc she's like the first irl person ive come out to face
#to face??????? i mean obv childhood friends don't count they're all gay
#but anyway she was like OH and then SHE FUMBLED she was like oh nice i respect u very much and it was so awkward i was like haan haan shut
#up just don't tell anyone very few ppl know πand she wasn't done she was like so as i was saying
#we're growing old and real good friendships are getting harder to find and i like you (stop laughing!!) and i hope we don't jinx it
#and she literally touched a wooden table lying there and said touchwood???? πππππ
#now i am thinking why did i tell her she's so extroverted she talks to everyone we go to the same tui this town is tiny
#she could tell everyone my parents could find out
#but also a part of me is relieved cause im so sick of hiding something that is such a small yet imp part of me
#and if she tells everyone then cool maybe there'll be more queer people i can't ve the only queer person in this town and we could be
#friends and my parents eh they'd never believe something like that they'll ask me if it's true and ill say nah just rumors dumb kids
#and they'll believe me because they'll want to believe me so bad
#so no harm
#i still don't feel very bestfriendy with her but maybe my standards are too high π idk ig i can't see myself being friends with her
#for a long time if we weren't forced by circumstances and i don't like her that much but im happy i got to say it
#literally said it omg 'kyunki main hu. bisexual' FUCK THAT FELT GOOD
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