#my tumblr is glitching like mad right now good lord

[gingerbreadmonsters]

wip not-wednesday

oh, vindemiator. it's alright, darling, don't cry. it will all be over soon.

-

“I’ll find a way. Even if it’s just for a short, precious while. I will.”

Magic, they say, is simply the next step after emotion.

It makes sense. Feelings and magic, the inescapable cause and the inevitable conclusion. The cup runneth over, and the magic swirls forth. Flame, dreams, flesh. However small or weak or unknowable, in all things, the magic persists. It has a funny way of hanging around, of sticking to things it shouldn’t, of hiding itself in places where it shouldn’t belong. It has a funny way of knowing you. It has a funny way of showing it.

...No, that’s not right.

Maybe there’s a better way of putting it.

Demons, you see, are made of magic. They understand it instinctually, its ebb and flow, its push and pull. They’re weaved into the Spellsong, feeling every chord and harmony, feeling every tug at the web. And so when little troublemakers try to have their fun, when they try to bend the rules for a little while - it doesn’t go unnoticed. That inescapable flood of magic that swept across the known reality, screeching and tearing and splintering. The whole world turned inside out, blood everywhere, spilling out across the universe. Foolish little creature. Did you really think nobody was watching?

The mirror can only handle so much. Six marble faces in the moonlight. Sometimes, things slip through the cracks.

“Deviant?”

#redacted asmr #redacted audio #my tumblr is glitching like mad right now good lord #but i thought you ought to see this 🥰🥰 #a return to the universe of 'one more paradox' #just a little. as a treat 🥳🥳

[doyouknowwhoyouare13]

Nyx reads All The Bright Places

Don't read it if you don't want, yknow yknow

Once again gonna be reading a lot at school so 😭

ANYWAYS

SPOILERS!!!

ok first of all this is already so cute

the post it at the beginning

shit sorry this has nothing to do with the book but the guitar in In Bloom just scared the living daylights out of me good lord

anyways

back to the book

also the cover is really cute!!!

first chapter is Finch!!

oh god what a first sentence

oh bud I don't think that's very healthy

BRO IT'S THE FIRST PAGE

wait so he just

does he like forget or does he go into like a coma?

buddy maybe like get down?

just a thought yknow

I censor myself too it's ok

FINCH BRO SHE 💀

OMG I LOVE THIS GUY

HE'S SO

IDK BUT I LOVE HIM

oh god don't do this already

look at them saving each other!!!

if you're best known as dumbass I don't think you have the right to tell ANYONE ANYTHING

BECAUSE I'VE GOT A DATE WITH YOUR MOTHER 💀

Bro I don't think you guys realize how much I already love this man

VIOLET 💀

I'm gonna be honest you guys, did not read much at school but like it's fine

I'm on page 58

and have lost track of chapters so I'll be going by names now!

this is finch

in the middle of it though

I LOVE HIM OMG

OR WE CAN MAKE OUT 💀

he's sweet

so

I did have notes

LOTS of them

sure most of them were about my cuteness aggression towards Finch

but they were there

and then tumblr did this weird glitch

so they're gone

but anyways

I'm on page 150

I am in love with theodore finch

and I really want to bite him!!!

his accents are so cute and the way he walks her to her classes is

IF HE WANTED TO HE WOULD ALRIGHT

anyways

I'm at the beginning of a violet chapter

omg I'm actually so mad those notes were deleted I'm gonna

broooo

he tries not to sleep

still don't fully understand why

omg I love them

OMGGGG

I agree lovely IS a lovely word

uh oh out of romance tabs

I improvised

Violet is so relatable

I love both of them sm you have no idea

omg :(((

is his first name like actually josh raymond or is that his middle name too

I fucking hate their dad.

oh fuck I don't like this

HELP FINCH

uh oh

omg I fucking

omg

my words shoot to kill when I'm mad 🥰 even with fictional characters

oh that's so sad :(

I am very quickly running out of tabs

Norman Fucking Rockwell!

ivy!!!

oh :(((( my :((((((( god :((((((((((((

decca :(((

oh :(((

omg I'm gonna cry

I'M CRYING I'M CRYING I'M CRYING

I WANT TO GIVE THEM HUGSSSSS :((((((

I read a lot at school

now on page 248

I can tell

I can tell he might die :((

I'm gonna cryyyy

they're so cute and they don't deserve what happened to them :(((

his dad is a bitch and I hate him

and when Violet got scared that Theo might've drowned :(((

she's the only reason he's still here I'm scared :(((

AND HE KEEPS SAYING HE'S MOST AFRAID OF HIMSELF I'M CRYING

omgggggggggggg

middle of violet chapter

he made her like Before :(

and he's :((((

OMGGG

good we don't like amanda here

yeah I don't like how it sounds either

this is so

omg

anyways another Violet chapter

I'm so scared you guys have no idea I don't want him to die

finch :((

poor decca

he makes me so sad bro

oh :((

I love him sm

I love these old people too

I just love them all omg I can't 😭

another finch chapter I'm not adding a divider

he gonna fall asleep :((

awww

Finch :(

he :((((((

Roamer deserves it

Violet

EXPELLED?

WHAT

I'm not adding a divider

finch

66 DAYS ALREADY???

he's killing me bro like actually

THIS IS SO SADDD

WHAT WHAT WHAT WHAT

NO NO NO NO NO

omg

stressing me tf out holy shit

this kid is

another chapter

still Finch

HE'S IGNORING HER?

why is he introducing himself as

AMANDA???

omg

violetttt

omg she's gonna drive again

STOPPP I'M SO SCARED BRO

this kid needs to stop pretending everything is fine

this is gonna make me cry

still Finch

omg stop

oh shit it's just

no

no

no

istg

if he

you guys don't understand

I am ATTACHED to this man

omg he good

good

for now

they're so cute.

I love them.

they're killing me

oh they're arguing

oh no

where the hell is he

FINCH

THANK GOD

please do not

do. not.

THEODORE FINCH ISTG.

why is it just a violet.

wait

why is it

what

no

he didn't

Finch

don't

did he

NOOO

NO YOU'RE STILL ULTRAVIOLET

STOP.

STOP. IT.

omg I'm gonna.

still vi

stop. it.

I can't see bro I'm crying

wth is he doing.

"for when he comes back." because he will. HE WILL.

DON'T SAY IF, HE. WILL.

omfg.

no I don't think so

just a little deeper

he's there.

yeppp.

stop it.

istfg.

STOPPP

no he's fucking right that woman doesn't have the right to ignore her fucking child being missing for MONTHS.

his dad has no fucking right either. no right.

none of them have the right. this is actually pissing me off.

STOP OMFG.

this is so heartbreaking :((((

I mean I knew it was coming but I just

STOPPPPPPPPPP

I CAN'T

they have no fucking right. THEY HAVE NO FUCKING RIGHT.

VIOLET YOU'RE MAKING ME CRYYY

bro

this is fucking

you guys

I'm dying rn

ok here we go

omg I'm like ugly crying bro

stop it.

this is so

bro

I'm going to fucking

omg

I hate myself bro

omfg the fucking rock bro

you guys.

ok. I'm done.

A rollercoaster.

Going to be thinking about this one for a bit.

Holy fucking shit.

I'm just so fucking sad now bro

I just can't

he :(((

poot babies

they both didn't deserve the cards they were dealt :(((

I just :(((

#★nyx reads all the bright places

[happyfunnycoolgirl96]

oh shit more anglophobia talk below I guess

i suppose all those faceless strangers in my inbox didn't particularly get to me because it's easier to take it as a fat joke since you can always slam an anon down with "come off of anon pussy" it's an easy target but whatever, but when an actual mutual who i'd had conversations with, who'd answer my asks and complement, was pretty nice and vice versa, just completely fucking TURNED on me and started calling me a chav... (why does everyone use that directed towards me? it's brit slang created by the country you hate so much apparently. also it's supposed to attack lower class people despite one of the guys who called me a chav literally saying right ON HER BIO THAT SHE BLOCKS ANYONE WHOS CLASSIST DEAR SWEET LORD LMAO and you know what I had to do to find that out? i selected the word chav on my phone and clicked define on the pop up. get smart) ....despite comparing oranges to apples and saying that it was similar to straights and gay people discourse, like he was acting like he didn't like the contextual or subliminal meaning of this particular type of argument despite showing some pretty strong signs that he just straight up didn't really like brits at all. i thought you were chill man!! why the fuck did you get your panties in such a twist!!! the fuck? why did you react like that? fr!! and like, if we argue in a post and you start being all paggro and calling me chav don't delete the post later just so that your public image looks nice and shiny and lovely! the fuck! that's sneaky man i'm not telling you how to run your tumblr but oh fuck i'm getting pretty unreasonably mad about this one guy so whatever. anyway i hate everything about vagueposting and the philosophy behind so jeremie if you're reading this i don't particularly hate you (despite the really aggressive tone of this post lmfao) i'm just upset on how much you seemed like a nice person and how easily that bond was broke, I don't doubt that you're a good guy but it's more of a "i think you're okay but I don't like the things you do" sort of thing. tumblr didn't glitch and make you unfollow me if you were wondering, i soft blocked you since you don't really seem like a particularly... chill or understanding person, to be frank. i don't mind if you pm me, i don't mind if you don't, i'm not trying to seem like the bigger man here or like the more responsible one i suppose but in short, i don't hate you, i don't love you, and you're just another guy on the internet to me, as neutral as can be. also if you read this lol kudos, hope nobody takes this as a sign to stalk people's blogs after they fight or anything i'm just not in the mood (or ever will be) to be bitter right now. thank you for coming to the worst ted talk ever, this will be the last time i talk about that one specific brit fight again, fin

#txt #nobody needs to shuffle to my side and send me positive messages or support or whatever #like i said: WHOOSH