#my sense of time is so broken the future doesent seem like something applicable to me

[drfeelnothing]

Hate my stupid unmedicated brain cause its like "hm none of my thoughts or feelings are actually real" (sleeps for nearly two days straight)

#regardless none of my thoughts and feelings are actually real cause i have zero baseline core identity #i forget who said to me i always live in the moment but im not really present (vague recollection of what they said) they were so for true #my sense of time is so broken the future doesent seem like something applicable to me #like when i go to sleep and wake up my life experiences and sense of reality get a soft reset #amd this culminates into #nvm lost my train of thoughtz #i dont give a shit about anything anymore AGAIN :/ #debatable if i ever had? #like if you feel one way about something for a period of time but then it goes away did it actually matter #the end