#my most recent/current unrequited feelings person is a friend i met at work in 2018

[mishikaiya]

I have had nothing but unrequited romantic feelings for a few people across the last seven years. I have been on Hinge for a few months in an attempt to meet someone with requited feelings. Tonight, I also joined Bumble. I am exhausted.

#alana problems #i am just gonna mini rant here in my tags #my most recent/current unrequited feelings person is a friend i met at work in 2018 #last year we reconnected and became actual friends #hung out once and like really really talked #it was super lovely #and then just like it petered off #he gets distracted/busy and forgets to text back #we have only hung out that one time even though we used to talk about all these future plan ideas #the only time it feels like we're friends still is when we see or talk to each other #he rarely rarely reaches out to me first #i either need to try to talk to him about this outside work or just let this thing be and go back to just friendly coworkers #bc I can't keep this up of every time we have a nice interaction i crave more time with him #friends or otherwise bc legit if we were in touch more he would be my third best friend #and i would probably fall in love with him #which would probably hurt less than this weird place i find myself in