#my loves. we will meet again in another (tumblr) life 🤍

[dilxcs]

❄️ appreciation post ❄️

i’m sorry this is so late,,, i fell asleep shortly after 00:00 :’> anyway, i’ve seen some of my lovely moots do this and i wanted to do it too! first and foremost, i’m so sorry if i didn’t include you. my brain is functioning on alcohol and the leftover effects of my medicine lmaoo

these are the moots i interact with the most, which is quite impressive for my doing since i suck ass at socialising 🥲

@matcha-ji : my eonni, my galaxy and the universe. i absolutely fucking adore and love you. i’ve been shitty with responding this month and yet you never once got angry at me. in fact, you always take the time to remind me how much you love me and all the good things i deserve. i read every single message and even though i may not respond immediately, pls know that it means a lot to me. you mean a lot to me. always have and always will! this year has been a good one bcs of you! i finally got to meet you in person and i had the loveliest time with you in london (even got a matching tattoo with you, that i look at each day). you’re the most caring, selfless and loving person i know and our discord convos about whatever comes up in our mind (mainly wakaben and bajishin lmaoo) brings me so much joy! you brighten up my life and gave me purpose when i lacked it. i love you so so so much and hopefully i get to visit you soon in your home country (or you can visit me 🥴)

@asunflowerana : my sweetest baby bun! fuck— i have missed you so so much and you don’t even know how much i smiled when i saw that you came back on tumblr! i always wonder how you’re doing, if you’re taking good care of yourself and if you’re not being too mean to yourself about school. you are the epitome of an angel and no i’m not even exaggerating cause you truly are! ji can vouch for me if you don’t believe me 🥴 tbh i miss our convos in the server with ji and liv and i hope that maybe we can pick it up again. ofc i know that we’re all busy but maybe we can have a quick phone call soon like we used too!! you always support me with whatever i’m doing and you’re so genuine with your feelings! you are the sunshine in my life, a reminder that not all things are bad. you care so deeply for your friends and you aren’t scared to share your love! i understand why mitsuya and bokuto adore you so much, cause hello?? who wouldn’t?? i sure as HELL adore you to the moon and back! cheers to yet another year and i love you so much bby 🤍

@myalbedo : honestly you’re so special to me. one day i will steal you away from albedo so he better watch out, cause fuck— i adore you so much bubs! i know that i can always talk to you and that you have my back no matter what! you show me so much love for who i am and i find it so fucking cute how genuine you are and how much you appreciate and show your love to your friends! it’s truly refreshing to have someone as dependable as you are and god you’re also so strong bby! i hope that this year will be nicer for you (or i’ll commit arson)! anyway, i love you so much bubs and pls know that if something is bothering you that you can always talk to me! i’m here for you. always 🤍

@kaeyatos : my dearest and most beloved eris!! last time you reached out to me privately and your message warmed my heart a lot! you always and i mean always have your friends back’s and i truly love that about you! you aren’t afraid to speak your mind and call ppl out on their bullshit and on a hell site like tumblr it’s honestly nice to see ppl who are still true to themselves and their morals! truly admirable! i love you so much and i adore our convos! like we don’t talk all too often but when we do it makes me smile brightly!

@kita-dynasty : we don’t talk as often, but i know that it’s okay and that you’re not someone who would take it too seriously! i still remember our first convo in lia’s server and how we talked about iwa being in a band and playing ‘DiE4u’ by Bring Me The Horizons. or remember our convo about a certain ‘worm’? 👁 anywayy, i got the pleasure of asking for a comm from you (the one with baji) and i still absolutely love it! you’re so talented and passionate of the things you love and i admire that! also, thank you for yesterday when you helped me out with farming for chests and bearing with me and my lack of skills gsvshsb

@dilu3 : you’re so cute. i love it when you get all excited about different things that fascinate you in the moment. your fics are subliminal and i’m rlly sorry some shithead keeps reporting them. honestly, if i could, i would perish them all for you. anywayy,, i also love when you share your comms! they’re always either rlly cute or fucking hot, no in between. you have been the sweetest to me since i have met you and i thank you for that, love. also, the way i get giddy whenever i see your url pop up in my notifs hehehe 🥰

@twdottore : we don’t talk outside of tumblr, but just like the others, i know that it’s not something either of us would get mad at. your fic series is absolutely insane (in a good way), like i can tell that you do your research on certain topics you write about and that you take your time writing each chapter until YOU are satisfied (quality ≠ quantity)! i honestly wish i could write longer fics or even series like you do and you actually inspire me a lot even when i don’t say it often +++ i love your characterization of each character you have written for so far! like it feels to me like you know them all down to a T! you’re always being sweet to me and i hope you know how much i love you!

@nyaaaaanma : plsss i adore you so much! whenever you tag me in anything blue lock related (aka any reo content) i giggle like a teenage girl with a crush. like, the fact that you see for example fanart of reo and immediately think to tag me is so cute to me hdvshsbs. also, the moodboards you make are so pretty and aesthetically pleasing! i still have them all saved on my phone (with mostly baji, *que surprise noises* lmaoo)! i remember the moment you followed me back and send me an ask with a lil shy kitty pic and i kindofmaybeperhaps fangirled a bit, cause i would often see you pop up by my moots so honestly it felt like i already befriended you hehehe pls never change babes <3

@kazuwhora : kc, my lovely baby. you inspire me so much to be my honest self. the way you stand your ground against injustice and prejudice is truly admirable. you have shown me countless times how caring you are. like, i particularly remember the time i got shit from baji antis and you never ceased to shut them up for me and reassuring me that i didn’t do anything wrong. you’re so unapologetically yourself, pls stay that way bb! i know that last year gave you some hardships and i truly hope that this year you will have it way easier, cause hell you fucking deserve it! i adore you love!

special mentions to new moots: i haven’t known y’all for a long time, yet all of you have been so incredibly sweet to me since day 1 and i hope to get to know you all this year better and become good friends! and ofc the moots i don’t talk too much too, but i know y’all have my back: i adore all of you so much! just like the others, all of you either make me laugh out loud, swoon bcs of your fics or feel loved by your genuine and lovely personalities! thank you and i love you 🤍 - @portfolio-of-dreams @planetxiao @romiyaro @minxsane @sugr @suyacho @asmology @sleepy3 @darlingimawitch @itoshi-s @jotatetsuken @oo-mi-ru-oo @suyacho @haitani-plague @kenslilove @tunamiya @violetsoju @marism @blueparadis

#again i’m sorry if i forgot you #🥲😭

[christinepalmers]

Something inside me tells me there is still hope for Palmerstrange. Incoming behind-the-scenes, photos, even the Dr Strange novel "Oath" that we need to read before we see the movie... I think something will happen. She doesn't have to get married. The wedding may have been interrupted. We don't know, maybe Christine won't get engaged? The moment Christine sees Strange, she will feel the same emotions as Strange did.Soo.... What do you think?

bestieee ! 🤍 tysm for bringing this up and making me come back to tumblr, when i saw they read the oath again for this film i screamedddd, like helloooooo, palmerstrange vibes thank you very much ! no, but like seriously, i said i wouldn’t get my hopes up but all these new things you mentioned are just making it impossible for me not to be hopeful ! to be super honest with you, i think gargantos actually interrupts her wedding so yay ! team gargantos lol jk. no, but i truly do think that they intend to keep stephen with christine, i mean, let’s be honest, marvel isn’t very big on romantic stuff, it’s not their priority imo yet they went and created a super romantic arc for stephen & christine in what if…? and that says A LOT about where they’re going with stephen & christine’s story i mean they wouldn’t just go and say that christine is the love of his life and that he would literally destroy the whole universe for her only to make him not care or stop caring and just falling for someone else in his next films, it wouldn't make sense at all ! about the two of them staying together and living happily ever after… that’s a whole other sad story, another thing about marvel is that they like to make their main characters suffer, especially romantically so, i think anything can happen, maybe he stays with the other christine he meets since she seems to be more involved in his world, idk, like if it were up to me i’d just give those two the happy ending they deserve, it is just going to be too much to see him suffer again after the what if..? ep so it would make sense to let them be happy in this universe but i guess we’ll have to wait and see.

omg and the thing you said about christine feeling something when she sees him at her wedding ! that’s a sure thing ! i mean the guy even went as far as fixing THE WATCH she gave him to wear it at HER WEDDING WITH SOMEONE ELSE i just can’t wait to see that scene 😍

#*screeching noises* #prayer circle for palmerstrange #pls marvel just let them be happy together #they deserve it after what you put them through in what if…? #palmerstrange #christine palmer #stephen strange #txt

[zachrykdouglas]

🤍🤍🤍 "I remember exactly when my eyes died. It was a quiet night of nothing, a spectacle of disbelief. I was kicked out of the house for a second time within a year. Having done nothing wrong, it made me feel unwanted, an abuse of the heart I'd never known before. My life was a bed of a nails, far from a rose garden without thorns. After making it out of my teenage years, I promised myself I'd never treat anyone like that. I'd never allow another soul to die the way mine did, the way my eyes rolled back into the darkness of where I was pushed to. A corner made of ash and stone, mother Mary visited me and told me do not be weary, stay clear of the devil and you may make it out alive. My thoughts have always been sporadic, a cubism approach to straight lines without a curve in sight. My wander became restless just as I was making progress towards becoming a version of who I needed when my hands kept shaking from what I couldn't control. My anger was never present. I've probably resented more than repented over the years, a pent up high wire act without a safety net needed. I wasn't scared of falling, of surviving what I couldn't forgive. Beauty is everywhere in the places of destruction, in the ruins of who we were before love found us and made us whole again. Love never killed me, but I've been to enough funerals to know all of it gets buried once six feet becomes a home for those who couldn't escape life with their secrets. Finding someone who sees me and doesn't flinch when they find my scars hasn't been easy. I almost gave up on any hope catching a breeze to find me in my time of need. But just as a blind bee can still find its flower, your scent has guided me back to a resurrected posture where bone meets a promise. You're the deepest breath I've ever had in my lungs. A place where a fire almost burned a whole through my throat. I was once a catastrophic excuse for a life. Anything I touched turned into someone who eventually learned to hate me, but they could never hate me more than I hated myself. Learning to forgive your past sins is where the healing begins. It's where brokenness becomes a kind of poetry that outlives the mourning of any loss." (at Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CY5UfjyMl8H/?utm_medium=tumblr

[zachrykdouglas]

🤍🤍🤍 "I almost forgot what feeling was like until you touched my hand. You've given me an entirely different perspective on life, on a possibility of finding someone who gets you and why you are who you are. The alignment we share is another thing I've never experienced before. Your stare has a million words in it, but I only see your colors when you open them to me. You're the golden hour, a bountiful existence stretched over every grave I've been buried in. When you're near me, my heart beats with the rhythm of your moons. We both have been witnesses to this delayed gratification, this otherworldly shift in purpose and adoration. I know if my energy is down, you'll console me until I'm ready to walk again. You know the same to be true about me. I'll continue to give you the details of this journey others have never wanted to or felt as though they should share with you. You're a protector, a mother with endless powers of love for keeping everything you care about safe and sound. You're aphrodite, a sensual pause of beauty and light. When you breathe, you take out what's choking me on the inside. I once thought I was cursed to only write about a love I'd never have. I thought broken humans were nothing but soundboards for those whose lives were meant for something more than my own. You've shown me in a short amount of time how endless affection can be and what can become of two strangers meeting when they're supposed to. Every facet of what I perceived life to be was nothing more than a illusion, a parlor trick made to tempt the devil into believing it was his victory instead of mine. You're all sunshine to me. Every last ounce of amber ladened ray becomes more of you, and less of this goddamn agony I've been attached to. Our closeness keeps our focus on what's most important. I could never build or imagine someone more fit and able to be my mirror. Someone who knows when to close the distance or invent space when needed. Soulmate is tossed around as if we all find ours before the ending comes, but I know you're my person, a human angel number. You're the bending light that found me and showed me how to shine within my own darkness." (at Texas) https://www.instagram.com/p/CXxOP84MwVq/?utm_medium=tumblr