#my first girl crush was this girl in 11th we were doing some board decoration thing for like school exhibition idk

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okay okay queer people on tumblr please put in the tags how you came out to yourself/ realised you were queer

#for me i had a moment in 10th when i thought that hm. if i like someone i like someone them not having a dick wouldn't change my feelings #for them #and wondering if people really liked people based on their sex?? that's so weird?? until i realised that sounded kinda gay so postponed #thinking about it cause i had to focus on boards lol #and i didn't really have one particular moment cause before me 2/3 of my friends group came out as bi and pan and they knew i liked girls #too but they were gentle because i was just scared of using my label because of my dad #my first girl crush was this girl in 11th we were doing some board decoration thing for like school exhibition idk #and she was up on a chair and i was holding her chair so she doesn't fall off and we were talking about her inability to say no #cause she was kinda teachers favorite and then someone asked for something like a tape or some stationery #and she looked me right in the eye and said 'NO. i will not give it to you because ik how to say no' #and then she was like are you proud of me #the eye contact awakened something in me lmao😭