#my family's a lot more fucked up than i realized and people traumadumping on me is not great

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also like my trip back to visit family sucked more or less but on the bright side my dad was. really nice for the whole thing. and while he we have a complicated relationship it made me really happy that he was so nice and supportive bc i was worried abt having to deal with him

#wandertext ♡ #i was really REALLY emotional the whole time i think i just caught up on a year of not crying a normal amount #but he sent me a text the other night like it was really nice to see you and your girlfriend and i hope you both had a good time #and i 😭 MY DAD #the more i understand what is behind the way he treated me in the past the more forgiving i am #and that is...a slippery slope. but to the same degree its a lot easier to have a relationship w my parents now that i dont live w them #and am getting better on my own #but my dad has actually become a decent person and it just. means a lot to me ig. #my family's a lot more fucked up than i realized and people traumadumping on me is not great #when i have my own things to reconcile with and sort through #many thoughts! trip sucked! sister is mean! but dad nice so everything ok #also my dad's proud of me for the new job im getting and not to be that guy but my dad being proud of me is real good motivation #to do literally anything. #many entangled problems but i think i understand my thoughts on my dad at least #family mention #father mention #ask to tag