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just tasted burnt wood (on accident). don't recommend.

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I need to kms damn

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I think someone should write a detailed report about me as a person and their impression and opinion of me and my personality and habits and flaws and strengths and exactly what they think about me in great detail and then hand me this report. because I. am very normal

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it's grey and wet but also warm, I like that

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don't tell my mutuals, but I ALMOST ate something inedible again-

#shhhhh #it was just ink though #murl murmurs

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now the loud polish man is tormenting my woke mob car. i am living in hell.

#im going insane as you can tell by the amount of weird shit i say #is this a crossover #i should take my meds #i dont remember if i took them yesterday #and when i miss a few days i start going more insane than usually #ue ue ue #murl murmurs

[murmurmurl]

I like drawing silly little gay people. it brings me joy. however, I DON'T like drawing bushes and trees. it brings me despair.

#murl murmurs #sigh..........

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oh, i am so fucking angry and upset right now. showed my mother nimona. everything was good, she liked it, we both sobbed, UNTIL. in the end i asked her what she thinks and one of the things she said was "the thing i don't like about this message of extending understanding and a hand of help is that the people of israel tried to do that with Gazans and look what it cost them after october 7th... no matter how many hands of help you give, for some people it's not enough...", honest to god, she didn't even try to put it on hamas or anything like that. hey i really fucking hate living in this damn household even more now. i genuinely can't understand how it's still possible for so many people to view israel in a good light. what weird distorted information do you have to consume or how much you have to ignore EVERYTHING else to think that.

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can someone hit me with a metal pipe please ty <3

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I hate everyone but like not actually because in reality I love everyone I'm just tired and annoyed

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actually, I may have lied about not having eaten anything. I ate lots of pills-

#murl murmurs #this is about meds even tho i phrased it weird so #no tw i think..? #murls food stuff

[murmurmurl]

I do not know how I'm gonna survive living alone because I just managed to make myself feel physically bad with a carrot milkshake, HOW DID I MANAGE TO FUCK UP A MILKSHAKE?????

#murl murmurs #another reason why i am probably some little gremlin creature

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forget everything I said yesterday wtf was I on about. did I take my meds.

#murl murmurs #loud polish man girl what #im #eh????? #yeah wipe ur memory pls

[murmurmurl]

have you ever thought that. frog.

#kva #murl murmurs #im not okay !! #frog tho

[murmurmurl]

researching a little about the city I'll probably be moving to and damn I've never even heard of it before hjelpp-

#apparently there are a bunch of belarusians tho #i still dont wanna move :( #dont like my environment changing sm #murl murmurs #it seem pretty nice at least !

[murmurmurl]

sometimes you just gotta suspend your cat in the air for about a minute.

#murl murmurs #i think she likes it #freaky little creature