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March 27, 2024 @0356H

Exactly the date of the release of the MTLE result. We're expecting it to be later this afternoon or evening.

A day or 2 before the exam

I wasnt able to make an update duringg these days because we already went to the place where we stayed annnd I crammed alot of notes + closed door exams. It was mind wrecking. Last minute I was studying.

Day 1

After finishing the first subjec, I already felt that it's over. I cried when I saw Kath sa hallway. But I had no choice but to continue. Luckily, CM was a bit easy. Pang palubag loob kung baga.

Day 2

I find ISBB and Hema quite alright. Histopath, wow, save the best for last talaga. As someone who didn't study HTMLB, in short, alay, grabe ang daming histopath na tanong, about 90% ay histopath then the rest ay totoo ngang very out of medtech na.

BE aftermath

I honestly felt scared, and fear dominated over faith. My heart wanted to scream. My eyes felt like waterfall. I was able to sleep naman after since we drank jacoke right after day 2.

Waiting Game

Eto yung probably mas mahirap pa kaysa sa BE. A lot of pipol were rationalizing, twitter, messenger, facebook, reddit, discord. Gosh, it's everywhere!! But yknow what? I cant stop looking at those things. The more I read and look, the more I realize the chance of me passing is very slim. Heck, i cant even remember the questions and even if I did, I cant recall my answer!

As a distraction, I just cleaned our house, bathed my dog, and tried to get involved in family business but at the end of the day, the thought of BE result kept lingering. I just prayed on it. Pray and pray and pray.

Release of Result

Grabeee yung pag release ng result, I was asleep. It was around 1:30 am of March 27, 2024. Jawie was the first one to congratulate me. And I quickly jumped into my laptop to see my name. And viola, page 60, number 2916. There, my name is on the list of passers! Wala sa topnotchers, haha chariz.

Tbh, I didnt know what to feel cause some of my friends, my dear ones, weren't on the list. I cant even post my name sa messenger nor sa facebook because I dont wanna make them feel behind, although ang dami na nakapag post sa batchmates ko. Still, I dont wanna be the one to cause them to feel that way. Hanggang ngayon di ko alam kung ano mararamdaman ko. Heaven knows how thankful I am, I really am. St. Joseph of Cupertino, St. Jude of Thaddeus interceeded for me. I cant thank them enough for allowing me to pass the BE.

Pero yung thought na hindi nakapasa iba kong kaibigan, really saddened me. Jinkx, Tevs, Tofu, and Ally, may you guys keep on going. Keep on striving. You may be saddened by today's result, but that should not be the reason for you to stop pursuing. I believe in you guys. Kayang kaya niyo! I will always be right here for you. And when the time is right, the Lord will it happen.

At this moment, mas nangingibabaw ang lungkot kaysa saya. But nonetheless, I owe it all to God, who never ceases to fail me. Who gave me all the strength from the start until the very end of the waiting game.

I'll rest muna. Unang tulog as RMT

Doreen Nizza C. Ferrer, RMT because of God's grace 🙏

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