#mostly tho i keep crying . possibly bc ive had that depression apathy for a decade at least & now it is So Much

[ashennightingale]

wish I could harness my abuse victim rage tm into like. energy. motivation. instead I am sitting in bed feeling sick from how angry I am ✌️

#the meds are unlocking my emotions so while yes my mood is capable of being better #i am also so so angry. & tired. how is it managing to get *worse* it was already *awful* living here #mostly tho i keep crying . possibly bc ive had that depression apathy for a decade at least & now it is So Much #sorrel speaks #nobody cares sorrel