#mostly cuz i didnt know who tf did that??? and then i fell asleep

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i have. the worst/slash weirdest dreams sometimes

#its either ''something horrible that i never wanted to see and thats going to make me keep having intrusive thoughts for weeks'' or #''???? what the fuck'' #just remembered todays dream: i was staying in a hotel or smth w my family and went i went to lie down on bed i saw that directly above it #someone had tied. animal guts to the ceiling? like. stretched it across #and it was dripping blood on me #i went under the covers and put a pillow over my face so the blood wouldnt drip on me and Cried #mostly cuz i didnt know who tf did that??? and then i fell asleep #the next day after i had woken up my parents were. taking it down. and whem they did a bunch of blood rained down on me #and when i started crying again i thought like. ''crying from this?? thats not very tumblr cannibalism gore and blood and guts of you :/'' #in the dream. why is my brain like this JDBDJFJJEJR???????? #anyways turns out it was a. gang member or smth. targeting us?? for some reason? and my dad fucking killed him #my family has never had snything to do w gangs idk where that came from???? #foi o CV KKKKKKKKK POR QUE #DE ONDE SAIU ISSO #its just bizarre like. i get the gore part its something i think about a lot during the day and seek out in media and stuff #but where the fuck did the fucking gang aspect come from????? ainda mais o fucking comando vermelhonrbjekkd?????? #and the. ''not very blood and guts and rot of you''.