#most of the ire is over just that fanfic and not others because people arent capable of understanding that charaters can *gasp* have growth

[bookishfeylin]

Hmm. I didn't want to do this, but after receiving a lot of harassment here and on Ao3 I'm debating abandoning ACOHAS. It is just... not fun to go there and expect negativity all the time about THAT ONE THING so my internet experience would be much better by simply stopping with that one fic BUT it also is the fic of my heart and I have so many arcs I want to complete, so I have really mixed feelings on it :(

#most of the ire is over just that fanfic and not others because people arent capable of understanding that charaters can *gasp* have growth #and that *gasp* just because you write them thinking something doesnt mean their POV is correct actually #like tamlin is very much of a rhysand like mentality right now. 'what i did was bad BUT it was necessary' #and he still has a long journey though his mental health and healing is better. but SOME PEOPLE dont get that #ive hinted at it before but a major plot point of the ending is him groveling at feyres feet. and uh something else he he he #he ruined my ship and its cathartic for me to watch him grovel OK??? #but he still has a journey to GET there #same thing with nesta! and lucien! they need to have their own individual journey. ad i'll miss sanara and kya and cassie #but i just dont know if i can do it anymore #so i might abanon it BUT write like a summary of the second half of the fanfic because i feel so bad for my readers #which is the main reason why i havent abandoned it yet #but im just tired #bookish rambles