#more tmi: i have already converted the initial homophobic bullying scene into my own lesbian bullying fantasy

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I have been painfully busy this week but this is a driveby post to update you on my status as a late stage Singto girlie. (Or Singto old womanie..) I am watching SOTUS and Shadow concurrently. 6 episodes into each. Here are my most important feelings: - Shadow is excellent and thought-provoking and filling the DFF hole in my life, but the most exciting FOR ME development was when Dan got stoned and fucked that shadow. Like good for him. His evil Catholic school trying to indoctrinate him into treating it like a figment of his imagination and repressing it into nothingness and instead, with the help of a little mary jane, he just went ahead and fucked that shadow. I was so proud of him. - I don't want to say anything too controversial about SOTUS because I'm watching it for the History and I'm highkey aware that eight years of discourse about the series that launched Thai BL into a phenomenon is not something to wade into ill-prepared. NONETHELESS I will recklessly share that, at least in these early episodes, Kong seems like he's unconsciously searching for a dom, and just really really excited to meet someone who gives him orders and publicly humiliates him and makes him feel small and striving. As a freak sub who used to read hazing stories in teen magazines as wank fodder I feel him, but I do hope Art actually has it in him to fill that need. It already feels a bit like Art is the one who is gonna get dommed in the end, and I mean good for him but ALSO I hope Kong can get his needs met and not just take care of everyone else all the time. Thank you for coming to my uninformed Ted Talk I should have kept to myself til I finished the series.

#tmi in THIS post right here #more tmi: i have already converted the initial homophobic bullying scene into my own lesbian bullying fantasy #YES kong looks like he's going to cry every time art gives him a mean order #but he also keeps chasing him and asking for more #or doing things like eating all the chilies on his plate even though he has no reason to be obeying in that context #SO #YOU SEE #there's science behind my interpretation #but science that's only 6 episodes in and prob should have waited for more episodes to speak #sotus the series #shadow the series #sorry to tag #sorry to be here with you all #IM happy to be here though and enjoying singto very much #he has a great smile!! #compelling to me on many axes! #so is fluke natouch!!! #dear diary