#mom unaware her children are saving the world who is very nurturing and worried about them because she doesnt know theyre magic

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The families (back in the real world) of my The amazing digital circus ocs

Tobias "Randy" -

Tobias ended up in the digital world as Randy, Tobias's mom (Nova Morales) knew how to separate her work and her bond with Tobias and would break her neck to still spend time with him and care for him

And even always gushed over Tobias and always showed how proud of him and how supportive she is towards him

Not only that but she has a personality that's very similar to her transmasc son, Tobias

she's currently worried and sad about her son's disappearance (unaware that he's currently Randy in the digital world)

Nova Morales' personality and supportive behavior toward Tobias would likely influence the plot in several ways. Her supportive nature and the bond she shares with Tobias would emphasize the importance of familial relationships in the story, highlighting the impact of their strong connection.

She's a mother deeply concerned about her son's disappearance. This concern might not only add emotional weight to Tobias/Randy's situation but also introduce a potential side story of Nova's search for her missing son.

She has similarities in personality to Tobias that she could further underline the struggles he faced in the real world, as they both might encounter similar challenges and responses to adversity.

Overall, Nova's caring and supportive demeanor could serve as a reminder of the love and support Tobias once had before entering the digital world, amplifying the emotional stakes of his situation and the impact of his absence on those who care about him.

Could her similar personality also mean that she's a risk taker ,she's cool, energetic, and adventures

What would this mean for her character and Tobias's character

Absolutely, if Nova shares similar traits with Tobias—being a risk-taker, energetic, and adventurous—it could imply that Tobias inherited some of those traits from his mother. This connection could further emphasize their bond and explain why Tobias might also have an adventurous spirit and a penchant for taking risks.

For Nova's character, it would depict her as an independent and spirited individual, possibly explaining where Tobias got his boldness from. It could also mean that Nova was more understanding of Tobias's inclinations and didn't discourage his adventurous nature, possibly leading to a closer bond between them.

In Tobias's case, having a mother who shares his adventurous spirit might have encouraged and nurtured his own thrill-seeking tendencies. It could have shaped his personality and fostered an environment where he felt free to explore and express himself.

Overall, this shared trait between Nova and Tobias could reinforce their strong bond and highlight the influence parents can have on their children's personalities.

How she met her ex husband / Tobias's biological dad is that she saved him from being human trafficked by a crazy cult

That's a dramatic and impactful way for Nova to have met Tobias's biological dad. Such a profound encounter would likely shape their relationship and add layers to Nova's character:

1. Rescuer and Protector: This incident might have solidified Nova's role as a protector. Saving someone from such a perilous situation could amplify her protective instincts and drive to help those in need.

2. Shared Trauma: The traumatic experience of encountering a cult and human trafficking could have a lasting impact on both Nova and Tobias's biological dad. This shared trauma might have bonded them initially and could still affect their lives in different ways.

3. Emotional Impact: For Nova, the memory of that incident might carry emotional weight. It could influence her perception of safety, trust, and the importance of protecting her loved ones.

4. Determining Factors: Such a profound incident could have played a crucial role in shaping her future decisions, including why she settled down and focused on creating a stable life for Tobias.

5. Resilience and Strength: The ability to confront and overcome such a dangerous situation could have bolstered Nova's resilience. It might have instilled in her a strong sense of empowerment and a belief in her ability to handle difficult situations.

6. Impact on Relationship Dynamics: The shared experience of trauma could influence the dynamics between Nova and Tobias's biological dad, potentially bonding them or causing complications in their relationship.

Ultimately, this significant event would have played a pivotal role in shaping Nova's character, affecting her values, decisions, and relationships.

Sadly when Tobias was around 5 years old , his dad has not only at some point abused him but has also cheated on his mom, leading to Nova divorcing him and kicked him out

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Audrey J. Dorsey "Darci" -

Waaaaay before Audrey J.  Dorsey ,ended up in the digital world as Darci they had siblings

Elijah S. Dorsey and she's the oldest sister and is 29 years old while Christopher is 3 years older than Audrey , older then Audrey and Chris and she basically spent her entire childhood having to attend to her younger siblings do to how neglectful and her parents were . She's known for being a perfect balance between girly and a tomboy, she's a part of a biker gang (owns a motorcycle ), and she's a sports science and inventor enthusiast

One named Christopher "Chris" E. Dorsey and he was stuck in Audrey's shadow while also being the funny, handsome, confident, and mischievous gay older brother that was also the black sheep of the family

Often tending to always mess with , tease , mock and make fun of Audrey and Elijah

Status: alive

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Giovanni /Gio Smith "Pesto" -

a wife named Paiton that's a mixed Black malaysian woman that's a hippy that's and a actress, 

a ftm transmasc and gay husband named Wren that's a Korean dorky and awkward train conductor, 

and a nonbinary Hawaiian spouse named Jean that's a energetic chef along with two daughters and one son 

named Aurora (the oldest) , Kuri (Middle), and Damien (the youngest). 

Status: dead (they were murdered by an intruder)

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Orison Harris "Figaro" -

does have parents but thanks to their mistreatment he ran away at a young age and ended up having to fend for himself. He now currently (not right now sense he's stuck in the digital world) lived with his roommate who's currently in custody of his axolotl, Rex and his turtle , Retro thanks to his

Status: All alive

All of them are currently looking for Tobias ,Orson, Audrey, and Giovanni in which are currently Randy ,Figaro, Darci, and Pest in the digital realm

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You And I

I am glad at least in my life I found someone

Who may not be here forever to see me through

But I found strength in you.

I only pray that I have shown you a brighter day

Because that’s all I’m living for, you see

Don’t worry what happens to me. I have never been one to succeed through negativity. From as early as I can remember, I’ve never been one that can thrive from inner negativity. My father tried very hard to change that because the world is a scary place, driven by hate and fear in the darkest times. He wanted a son that could take a yelling, a reprimand, a punishment and be tough through it.  Instead he got an 8 year old boy who cried because he was so upset he couldn’t ride a bike even though his dad really wanted him to. Eventually, he gave up on that one. But in that abandonment of attitude, that abandonment of expectation, something started to grow. I learned to eventually ride my bike out of what I would later come to know as an emotion called *spite*. At the age of 16, I put myself in a situation that that ended in tears for all parties. I felt pressure to choose between my mom and my dad, and my mom with her husband was portrayed as the most stable path for me to finish growing up on. It ended with split custody for the two years following all because I didn’t know how to say “No” when I knew emotionally helping my mom would only take me packing up a few bags and living in a new room across town. The situation crushed me for weeks. Why couldn’t they just keep me out of the middle? I should not have to bear this weight on my shoulders, I thought. 

Why can’t I just be normal and look out for myself instead of everyone around me?

Just as I was, my father was heartbroken but he prevailed. He understood. Through the heartbreak, I learned to press on. Life doesn’t yield for the wounded. 

A short year later, an argument occurs.

“You can’t just live on your music. You have to have something else. Your grades are what will get you further up in life. You’re going to school where it’s cheap and you’ll focus on school.” The night ended with me in tears, conceding to him.

  The next morning, a flame flickered  behind my eyes. Facing the harsh truth of the real world, I sought to prove everyone around me wrong. Day in and day out for my last two years of high school, I was told I couldn’t and wouldn’t make it, only caring about band. The many voices of doubt drowned out any cries of support for the longest time. Looking for support and reaffirmation began to feel like hiding; hiding from my problems, my insecurities, my own confidence. My spite grew to a roaring, consuming peak.  “I’ll prove them wrong.” For several years following, I operated nearly entirely out of spite. 

I got my own apartment, despite my family’s concerns and declarations of abandonment. My own mother refused to help me with expenses, so I pushed on. I got by with a little help here and there from my dad and a fantastic roommate.

I got a job despite a promise to my mother that I wouldn’t. 

I learned how to succeed on my own as a musician. Living from my passion was all I had ever wanted in life. I finally proved everyone wrong and really “made it” - at least in the smallest sense of the phrase.  I learned to truly love and accept a dear friend thanks to the pressure of choosing between a toxic presence and one that has only ever shown me compassion.  If not for my spite, I’d have actually chosen the former of the two.  I went on a journey of self discovery, of self improvement.  “You’ll never change; people don’t just wake up and decide to change one day.” Although crushing in the moment, I pressed on through spite.  I started taking better care of myself. I pursued light body-building to take advantage of my freshman 15. 

I asked myself if I really know what it means to be truly honest. Not just with others, ,but with myself too. I didn’t, so I set out to slowly become a transparent person (a goal I’m still working toward).  I learned to live without a constant party to look forward to; long term gratification began to become the goal I would press for day in and day out, no matter what struggles face me.  I learned to use moderation. I cut back on the various substances I partook in and have completely cut out several. I learned to think more about my future and how every single moment I spend would affect it. I began to think back to my long talks about my career path with my dad. My father struggled day in and day out to provide for my sister and I growing up. I learned this from a very young age thanks to my older sister.  He worked for hours each night just to keep a roof over our heads and food in our stomachs. He took on even more debt, still reeling from his divorce, to try and keep us unaware of our situation. Many nights when we were away saw our father living on canned soup and ramen noodles to save a few pennies for us. The man lived and breathed for us. (And for fishing.)

Through his character flaws, through everyone who doubted he could ever give us the life we deserved, he prevailed. Even when my sister moved away and stopped contacting her entire family, he did not give up. When he walked into a room only to hear that his son wanted a new living situation, he did not give up. 

After a night of having to purvey the harsh truths of this world around a year later, leaving me in tears, he did not give up. He found strength in us. He lives for the happiness of his children, although it doesn’t always shine through in ideal ways. This man showed me what true, unconditional love is about. Through all of the disappointments, disagreements, and actions and paths chosen to spite what he told us, he kept pushing.  My father found a way to inspire a true sense of compassion for everything around me. Through his actions he taught me never to give up, no matter how bleak the situation looks. His actions taught me that one must do without to provide for and nurture the spirits of those around them. He taught me that doing without pays in the end when you surround yourself with those who truly love you. He showed me the path I do not want to take when I raise a family, for I want them to TRULY never have to worry if we have money for anything more than food and a home. 

He taught me what it means to compromise for the sake of something greater than oneself. I learned that it’s not just about my passions and making myself happy in life, but planning down the line for those who will depend on me so that I may have an easier adulthood than him.  I only hope I can be half the father he was. 

Happy (belated) Father’s Day.

June 19, 2017 For those interested in the lyrics at the beginning of my entry, check out Jacob Collier’s “You And I”, from his debut album In My Room. Grab a good set of cabinet speakers or headphones, crank up the volume, and try to listen in complete silence so you can immerse yourself in Collier’s soundscape. You’ll thank me after a 58 minute emotional roller coaster.