#mind you it HAS been getting better w yknow. self-imposed exposure therapy and the like. slowly but surely i will drag myself out of this

[nettleparade]

btw i have a timelapse comin along for that sanji painting i just have no idea how tiktok/youtube shorts or adding music 2 videos works

#not to mention there's my intense fear of putting my work/myself out there on social media to contend with #let alone actual social spaces #mind you it HAS been getting better w yknow. self-imposed exposure therapy and the like. slowly but surely i will drag myself out of this #but i am rly rly bewildered + grateful for the love this painting has received from everyone who's interacted w it. ngl im a bit stunned by #how much more openly loving tumblr is compared to twitter #i feel like that pic of that little cat being pet by like 20 people at once i keep rereading the tags and getting rly giddy about it #the 1000 or so sanjifuckers whove been leaving feral tags on my painting cannot conceptualize the impact they've had on my psyche (lovingly #thanks guys. truly <3 #anyways sry for the long rant expect that timelapse by at least the end of the week (god willing) #my computer screamed at me so hard for recording it so it deserves to actually get posted instead of just rotting in my files lol #idk whether yt shorts or tiktok is the best option for it but that's a question for tomorrow me