#might fuck around and bite myself ahain cutely

[carbonateddelusion]

I wanna curl up into a little ball and die

#my depression is just getting worse and worse and i have to wait to try my new meds even though i got a paper in the mail saying it's- #-approved. my fucking weed was delayed 5 fucking times because my uncle is a prick and when i told him it was upsetting to have him- #-repeatedly promise that he'd ship it out and then not do it he told me 'umm the weather's not my fault. don't be annoyed. it'll be here- #-this week' like fucking thanks that means nothing to me #it was the ONE thing i was genuinely looking forward to and i can't even have it. i don't want to exist rn #i'm wuch a mess i want to jump off a cliff #might fuck around and bite myself ahain cutely #vent