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Sure Feels Right texts
Some quarantine texts from our fave young blonde don and Lux
taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx, @desdestiny, @lain-ee, @crystalbaby12, @lovemythsworld, @hxllywood-whxre​, @creatureofthen1ght-v3​, @stellaxrosa​, @purplecrayonflower​, @leanimal90​, @sparxx27​
Ignore the time fuck up at the top that's not important 😅
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Sure Feels Right texts
So I HIGHKEY miss writing Lux and the boys so here's some texts they would've exchanged when kells cut his head and posted the Instagram story covered in blood
Idk if you guys necessarily wanted tagged but since you were tag list for the fic I figured I'd tag you for this:
@hllywdwhre @xxkellsvixen19xx @desdestiny @lain-ee @crystalbaby12 @lovemythsworld @hxllywood-whxre @creatureofthen1ght-v3 @stellaxrosa @purplecrayonflower @leanimal90
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(I might do these periodically 😊)
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 10
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx, @desdestiny, @lain-ee, @crystalbaby12, @lovemythsworld, @hxllywood-whxre, @creatureofthen1ght-v3, @stellaxrosa, @purplecrayonflower, @leanimal90
Note: This may be the last chapter of this fic. I’m not sure where else to take it tbh and I have other stuff I wanna write for as well
Warnings: Smutttt
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The bus was surrounded by screaming fans and Lux was almost fearful of them knocking it over with how roudy the crowd was becoming.
“I just want you to know that I could kill you both for the amount of anxiety you’re putting me under with this bus situation.” Lux glared at the two boys excitedly bouncing around the bus and getting the fans more riled up through the windows.
“This is fooking MENTAL” Dom screamed shaking her shoulders.
“Yeah Lux, loosen up!” Colson bounced up to her and ruffled her hair. As childish as it was Lux couldn’t stop the smile spreading across her face from the small act. Colson was always more childlike and chaotic when Dom was around, but it made for a good time for everybody else involved.
The two boys didn’t wait long to hear her complain any further and they opened the door to the insane crowd. She had no idea how they managed it, but they climbed up the door and to the roof of the bus.
“The fact we are still able to rent these buses is truly a miracle” Rook laughed and pressed a kiss to the side of her head.
“Come on we have to get inside to watch the performance” He made his way skillfully through the crowd only getting stopped a few times by some of the people. She followed not too far behind him and they stood near the bar watching Colson and Dom get the fans to scream the lyrics to “I Think I’m OKAY” from on top of the bus. Just as she was about to wonder out loud how they were going to get down off the bus she sees Dom jump into the crowd and be carried to where he can walk to the bar and Colson soon followed suit front flipping off the bus and giving her a small heart attack.
The bar was cramped, but that didn’t stop all the boys from rocking out to the maximum that the little stage could offer and then some. Colson was climbing the bannister and flipping upside down even. Lux and Rook watched from the sidelines due to the stage being so packed with the drum set and the three rockers. She admired how they all gave one hundred percent on stage despite the limited space. Once everything was all said and done they were on their way to get back to Colson and Rook’s place and Lux could not be more excited about it. After a long and stressful few weeks of tour they were finally about to have some time to enjoy themselves and not be all stuck together on the bus.
“Oh thank god” Lux sighed out when they pulled into the driveway.
“You are so dramatic” Rook teased grabbing the bag of bedding out of her hand and heading into the house.
“It is late Rook and I want to sleep in a bed that isn’t a twin and traveling at 70 miles per hour down a highway”
“Well then complain less and get your ass inside”
“I need to still drive home though” She pouted and rubbed her eyes really not looking forward to the drive.
“No you don’t you can sleep in bed with me” Rook grabbed her hand dragging her in the house and they both made their way up the stairs to his room.
Lux had been in Rook’s room a hundred times, but had never spent the night in his room especially with him. She usually crashed in the guest bed if she got too fucked up to drive home. She followed him into his room and plopped down on the soft cool sheets on his bed breathing in the faintest hint of him on the pillow. 
“You want a shirt to sleep in tonight?” Rook asked pulling a shirt out of his closet and holding it up.
“Yes please.” She took the shirt from him and he shielded his eyes to block him from seeing her change. She giggled at the small gesture and quickly undressed to just her underwear and pulled the shirt over her head before slipping back under the covers on his bed.
“It is safe now” She watched as rook removed his shirt and slipped out of his pants then slid into the bed next to Lux.
She scooted closer to him so her back was against his chest and felt his strong arms wrap around her middle. Lux felt him lean over and press a kiss to her shoulder and she sighed contently. She tipped her head to the side to allow for more of her neck to be exposed and Rook pressed more soft kisses to the smooth skin there. She brought one of his hands up to her lips and pressed a kiss to each one of his knuckles.
“You know” Rook said between kisses “I would never think that you would be here and I’d be lucky enough to be kissing you.”
“You know I never thought I’d be lucky enough to kiss you” She chuckled rolling over to wrap her arms around his neck and kiss him properly on the lips. Rook cradled her head as he slowly moved his lips against hers and pulled her body closer to his with his other hand. Lux trailed a hand down his head holding his cheek with her hand. Rook began to trace small circles along her exposed thigh causing a sigh to escape from her lips and a smirk to form on his. Taking the sigh as a sign of approval, he began tracing larger circles as he deepened the kisses they were sharing. His fingers skirted along the edge of her underwear and she felt heat pool between her legs. 
“We don’t have to do anything by the way” He looked at her with soft eyes as he kept inching his fingers closer to the sensitive area that was becoming more insistent on being touched the closer he got.
“I know, but I want to do this with you” She moaned softly.
He nodded his head and connected their lips again while his fingers danced along her folds that were increasingly becoming slick with her want. She moaned and stuffed her face in his neck as he applied pressure to her clit through her underwear. She bucked her hips against his hand and he pushed her underwear to the side grazing her clit with his fingers. She let out a muffled moan blocked by his neck and he audibly groaned sinking a finger inside of her pumping it in and out. Lux whimpered as he added another finger and used his thumb to circle her clit and she spread her legs further. Rook flipped himself over to be in the cradle of her legs and removed her underwear positioning his face between her legs. The first lick was slow, languid, and torturous and Lux flung her head back against the pillow. He looked up at her face twisted up in pleasure with her eyes open and mouth agape panting and he picked up the pace with his tongue.
“God dammit Rook” She gasped gripping his hair as he continued to lap her up while plunging two fingers in and out of her. 
Her back arched off the bed as the familiar feeling started to build in her lower abdomen. Her moans increased in volume and frequency as she reached the edge. Rook buried his face deeper into her core and moaned against her the vibration from that and the combination of his tongue sending her over. She called out his name and rocked her hips against his tongue riding out her high. Once her movements ceased Rook pulled his two fingers out placing them immediately into his mouth. Lux pulled him up and connected their lips again as their hands scrambled to get Rook’s boxers off along with the shirt she was still wearing. Rook positioned himself at her entrance and rubbed the tip of his dick against her wet folds.
“You sure you’re okay with this?” Rook asked still teasing her.
“I’m very positive” She smiled and pulled him down to kiss him as he entered her slowly.
They groaned in unison as she took in his full length in a smooth motion. Rook began a slow, dragging pace as he rocked his hips against hers. Sliding his hand along her thigh he dragged it down to her knee and picked her leg up placing it on his shoulder and started a quicker pace.
“Fuck Rook oh my god” She called out as he snapped his hips against hers faster and harder hitting her in all the right places. 
“You feel so fucking good Lux” Rook groaned out slowing his movements down again.
Lux took the opportunity to flip them over so she was on top and lowered herself on to his dick. She threw her head back and placed her hands on his muscular chest to leverage herself as she moved up and down on him rocking her hips in time with his to hit her sensitve bud with each thrust.
“Rook I’m gonna cum” She cried out desperately.
“Me too” He groaned and sparks flew behind her eyelids once more as she came throbbing from the sensation. Rook lazily thrust up a few more times coming down from his own release and Lux rolled off of him curling into his side and pressed a few lazy kisses to his chest.
“That was amazing” He pulled her closer and she hummed in agreement falling asleep shortly after in his arms.
Lux hummed absentmindedly as she danced around the kitchen preparing coffee when she heard the front door open and shut. In walked the tall lanky blonde still wearing the clothes he went out in last night when they had gotten back.
“Oof did somebody do the walk of shame this morning?” Lux teased from behind her mug.
“It was more of an uber ride of shame” Colson smirked rounding the corner to come give her a kiss.
“Uh uh not until you brush your teeth and wash the other girl off of you” Lux held her coffee up to shield her face and Colson pretended to be hurt.
“You are so out of pocket right now. You are in Rook’s shirt with fresh hickies on your neck” She had forgotten they had gone for a round two this morning that had been rougher than last night’s antics.
“Hey first of all I’m not trying to kiss you with someone else’s fresh saliva on my tongue” Colson grimaced at her words and she continued “And secondly, by the time you’re done navigating that trashed room of yours to make it to the bathroom, which by the way is out of pocket, I will have showered, brushed my teeth, and changed”
“Fine, but afterwards I’m getting so many fucking kisses” He pointed his finger at her making her chuckle and shake her head. 
Their arrangement was weird, but it was them and it worked. She moved in with them the weekend before ESTfest which was something Casie was most excited about because now she had someone to do hair and make up with and make blueberry pancakes on weekend mornings. She didn’t quite understand the relationship between Lux, Rook, and her dad; but she loved them all so much it didn’t matter. Besides their family had always been kind of weird anyway.
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 9
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx, @desdestiny, @lain-ee, @crystalbaby12, @lovemythsworld, @hxllywood-whxre, @creatureofthen1ght-v3, @stellaxrosa, @purplecrayonflower
Warnings: Oh baby dis some smut
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“Oh my god Colson are you crazy?” Lux whispered giggling as Colson dragged her into the supply closet around the corner from the stage. Colson flashed her one of his rare genuine smiles before leaning his head down to press a soft kiss against her nose.
“I just wanted to be alone for a little bit.” He sighed and pressed his forehead to hers.
Lux had told him she wasn’t trying to slip into a relationship with him while she worked out her feelings between him and Rook. He was trying to respect that, but not kissing her to mark his territory around other guys was proving to be difficult. He had a possessive nature despite not wanting to be possessed and it had caused him issues in relationships in the past and he didn’t want to jeopardize things with her before they even got started.
“You softy” She lightly teased and stood on her tippy toes to kiss the tall boy again.
Colson wrapped an arm around her waist and pulled her closer to his body. The contact had Lux feeling warm all over her body and she threaded a hand in his short disheveled hair to pull his face closer. Colson placed his hands on the back of her thighs and picked her up pressing her back against the door of the closet. He ran his tongue against her bottom lip silently begging for entrance. Lux parted her soft lips and they let their tongues meet in the middle. Colson pressed his body against hers harder igniting a fire inside Lux. She moaned softly causing Colson to smirk against her lips.
“If you make noises like that I’m going to have impure thoughts.” Colson chuckled trailing soft light kisses down her neck. Lux wanted to respond with something witty, but her mind was wiped clean of all thoughts that weren’t Colson and what he was doing and how warm his body was against hers.
“No snide comments?” He teased making Lux regain some of her senses. She tugged on his hair making him hiss and nip at his ear.
“You’ve never had a pure thought in your life.” Lux breathed as he pulled away from her neck to look into her eyes. His bright blue eyes now a darker hue, full of lust, and love. Lux could already get lost in his eyes as is, but when they were dark with desire the trance they had on her was even more powerful. Pulling his face back down by his chin she gently kissed him again.
“I had at least a single pure thought in elementary school” He pulled her bottom lip between his teeth and Lux almost ripped his shirt off right there.
“We really need to leave this closet Colson” Lux sighed finally breaking their kiss. She ran a hand through his hair making its appearance even more messy.
“Yeah, yeah, fine I guess.” He was bummed, but he understood why she was doing things this way. If there was one thing that Colson could completely understand it was the fear to commit to a whole relationship with someone.
Lux had her headphones in mindlessly dancing and singing along as she cleaned up the bus. There was only one more stop on this tour and then it was back home to L.A. for a small while. The boys were notorious for taking off the moment they got back and not helping clean up the bus, even though they did they destroying. She had most of their dirty clothes all separated in plastic bags for easy washing and a few bags set aside dedicated to the bedding when they would need to strip them. She spun around the back room singing “Let You Go” cleaning up the various bras the boys had collected from the being thrown on stage at them. She didn’t even hear Rook entering the bus and nearly had a heart attack when she turned around and saw him leaning against the counter staring at her fondly.
“Jesus christ Rook! Stomp next time or something.” Lux clutched her chest trying to calm her heart.
“Sorry! Sorry!” Rook snickered. “You just looked so cute I didn’t want you to stop” She walked in front of his crossing her hands over her chest trying to look put out. He put his hands on her hips and pulled her towards him.
“Rook” She scolded softly. “What if someone sees?”
“You mean what if Colson sees?” He rolled his eyes.
“I’m not trying to break up a band.” Lux said in nearly a whisper. She loved both boys, but she didn’t want to be the reason their friendship was destroyed.
“He’ll move on if you chose me ya know? This is Colson we’re talking about here.” She could tell he was just as frustrated by the whole ordeal just as Colson was and she didn’t blame either of them.
“And if I choose him? Would you move on?” Lux questioned letting a little bit of irritation coat her words. It wasn’t like she enjoyed having her heart be so confused between both of them. She didn’t want to hurt either of them or ruin a friendship by deciding to be with one of the boys.
“It would be hard” Rooks jaw was clenched as he mulled the thought over in his head. “But I would have to get over you and be there for my boy I guess.”
“See!” Lux would take that as a victory.
“Well nobody is here right now. Colson went into town with Ash.” Rook held Lux’s chin between his thumb and forefinger and leaned in slowly before brushing his lips against hers. Lux felt the same small sparks of electricity like she had experienced when they first kissed. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled him closer. He wound his arms around her waist and held her to him as they softly pressed kisses to each other’s lips.
It was so easy for Lux to get lost in the softness that Rook showed her. He was a loud, aggressive drummer and yet he touched her so gently as if she were made of glass. Colson was softer than his normal self with her, but he still held a hint of aggressiveness in his touch. He was much more domineering than Rook with her. Lux loved how opposite they were and wished she could just be able to enjoy how the both of them make her feel without the complications and drama. In a perfect world (well her perfect world) she could have both and nothing would change. The more she thought about it, she wondered why they couldn’t be that way. She knew them both well enough to know monogamy wasn’t their thing and it truly wasn’t hers either. Maybe, they could make something work?
“What about a threesome?” Lux asked suddenly breaking the kiss.
“A what?!” Rook asked his voice raising an octive.
“Yeah a what?” Colson asked standing in the opened door of the bus.
Both boys sat on the couch staring at Lux as if she had grown three extra heads. Was she really proposing a threesome between her, Colson, and Rook?
“It’s official. You’ve lost your mind.” Colson said doing the ‘crazy’ hand signal next to his head.
“I haven’t lost my mind you jackass.” Lux rolled her eyes feeling slightly embarrassed, but continuing on with her proposition. “You both have had threesomes before. I’ve heard it and seen the beginings of a few unfortunately.”
“Yeah with two girls!” Rook exclaimed.
“Okay you cannot tell me you’ve never shared girls before. I don’t believe you for one second.” Lux had seen them making out with the same girl at different periods of the night at a few of their parties.
“Well like yeah, passed her to the homie afterwards, never at the same time.” Colson shook his head. Lux thought of all people he would be all for it.
“I’m just saying it would satisfy all of us and nobody can get jealous if we’re all involved.” Lux thought it was a fool proof plan.
“Man I don’t know about that.” Colson groaned throwing his head back and closing his eyes. He didn’t like the thought of Lux hooking up with other guys, but if it’s just Rook could he deal with that?
“Listen, I’m not saying make a decision now, I’m just saying think about it. Cause it is a suggestion. Now if you’ll excuse me, I have an Ash to find to help make sure we have all our shit together to head home after the show tonight.” Lux walked out of the bus leaving the two boys sitting on the couch extra confused.
“She might have a point.” Rook spoke up quietly.
“Dude, what?” Colson laughed out.
“Well like maybe not a threesome, because I don’t think I’m there, but what if we just both continued what we’re doing with her?” Rook looked anywhere but at his friend sitting next to him.
“So non monogamy?” Colson contemplated the idea in his head. “I mean that would make sense I guess.”
“Well then that way she doesn’t have to feel pressured to choose?” It sounded easier said than done.
“That’s enough of this kind of talk man. Let’s just smoke” Colson said pulling a joint from behind his ear.
“Hey I need to talk to you in the back of the bus.” Colson said grabbing Lux’s wrist.
“I’m a bit busy trying to make sure we have all your stuff heathen.” Lux stuck her tongue out at him and continues taking inventory of the materials inside the side of the bus.
“Don’t care. Do it during the show.” Colson picked her up flopping her over his shoulder and Lux accepted her fate with a giggle and a light smack to his ass. “Hey!”
“Hey yourself caveman.” It wasn’t long before Lux was landing on the back couch with a small “oof”.
“So Rook and I came to an agreement” Colson leaned over her hungrily and she couldn’t help but reciprocate the same energy.
“Oh yeah? And that was?” Lux looked at his lips wanting nothing more than to capture them with her own.
“We don’t want you to choose between us” She quirked up an eyebrow “We think we should continue as we are, as we kind of always have been.”
“So like being non monogamous?” Lux replied slowly.
“Yes exactly. So I can do things like this” Colson pressed his lips to hers still leaning above her. “And not feel guilty.”
“Mmm do it again” Lux looked up at him behind lids heavy with want.
Colson leaned down again to connect their mouths once more and Lux wrapped her arms around his neck. She sighed into the kiss and Colson cupped her face in his hands hungrily moving his lips against hers. The kiss began to get more passionate and he tangled a hand in her hair lightly tugging causing her to moan into his mouth. Colson groaned and moved to place hot kisses against her neck, She panted his name softly and his dick twitched in his pants at the sweet noise. He let a hand fall down to cup one of her breast tentatively waiting for her to stop him, but she instead arched her back into his hand and that was all the encouragement he needed. Colson lightly bit her neck and her breath caught in her throat. She placed both of her hands on the hem of his shirt and pulled up taking the shirt off of his body exposing his tattoos to her. She really fucking loved his tattoos. She lightly raked her fingers down his torso and he growled connecting their mouths again his tongue exploring her own. He quickly made work on the buttons of her shirt getting it off her shoulders and her messaged her breasts with his hands.
“Goddamn Colson” Lux moaned pushing him so he sat on the couch before she straddled him and removed her bra with one hand.
“That was so sexy” He pulled her body closer and took one of her nipples into his mouth flicking his tongue across the sensitive bud and lightly grazing his teeth. 
Lux ground her hips against his trying to get any sort of friction to relieve the tension growing between her legs. Lux managed to snake a hand down between their bodies unbuttoning his pants and lightly grasping his dick in her hand causing him to suck a breath between his teeth. Lux felt him growing impossibly harder in her hand and started to softly stroke his length. Colson threw his head back and softly moaned as Lux shimmied his pants and boxers down his legs her body going with them. He looked down at her through his eyelashes and she smirked before taking him into her mouth and flicking her tongue against the head of his dick. His hand immediately found its way into her hair and he bucked his hips at the sensation. Lux wrapped her lips around him and painfully slow took all of him into her mouth before pulling it out and rubbing her tongue across the head again. She could taste his pre-cum on his tip and it was getting her even more horny. She picked up the pace bobbing her head up and down as he moaned and whispered profanities under his breath.
Colson suddenly pulled her head away breathing hard. He pulled her up crashing his lips against hers and pulled her shorts down taking her underwear with it. Colson pulled Lux back onto his lap and his thumb found her clit making her throw her head back and whimper. He slipped a finger inside of her and they both moaned.
“So wet already for me fuck Lux.” His voice was heavy with lust which was only causing the pool between Lux’s legs to increase.
“Fucking fuck Colson if you don’t just fuck me” Lux whimpered bucking her hips against his hand. She didn’t have to tell him twice.
Colson lined the head of his dick at her entrance and looked back up at her to make sure she was cool with what was happening. Lux smiled softly and nodded her head before kissing him and sinking down onto his length. She winced taking a minute to adjust to his size before she planted her hands on the couch behind his head and used that as leverage to lift herself up before sinking down him again. Colson gripped her hips hard and they both fell into rhythm. He took one of her nipples into his mouth as he thrust up to meet his hips with hers. Lux was already starting to see stars as he hit her at just the right angle as she brought herself down on him. She felt the familiar knot in her stomach starting to grow and both their movements became more erratic and sloppy. His name falling from her mouth on repeat as her moans grew louder. Colson grabbed her chin roughly and fixed her face on him.
“I wanna watch you cum on my dick” He panted and it sent her over that edge. Her orgasm slammed into her body with such force she practically screamed.
“Oh fuck” Colson moaned and his head flung back reaching his own orgasm. They rode out their highs together before collapsing on their sides on the couch catching their breath.
“I love you.” Lux whispered into Colson’s hair pressing small kisses to his sweaty forehead.
“I love you too.” Colson whispered back.
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 8
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx, @desdestiny, @lain-ee, @crystalbaby12, @lovemythsworld, @hxllywood-whxre
Warnings: Angst, Drug use
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“No Colson I’m not firing my assistant because Rook expressed his feelings before you did” Ash crossed her arms over her chest. She was pissed to have been woken up at 1 a.m. in the first place and her annoyance was growing with every word that came out of Colson’s mouth.
“Fuck them both” Colson ranted pacing her hotel room. “Rook’s replaceable just like she is”
“Oh shut the fuck up Colson.” Ash rolled her eyes “You’re drunk and angry, but you don’t mean that.”
“Yes I do. They’re all replaceable, I don’t need anybody but my damn self.” Colson was seething with anger. Ash could practically see him steaming.
“So I’m fucking replaceable too? Slim’s replaceable? Do you hear how stupid you sound?” She was raising her voice at him and sober Colson would have known better than to push it, but this was drunk and angry Colson and he was dumb.
“You start fucking my band members then you are fucking replaceable. She was just getting close to me to fuck me over just like everybody else does. That’s why I can’t trust anybody.”
“She wasn’t fucking using you!” Ash yelled. “She got a fucking tattoo with YOUR symbols about YOUR band for YOU!”
“She fucking chose Rook!” Colson screamed back at her. They were both red faced and staring each other down. Colson sat on the edge of one of the beds and put his face in his hands.
“She kissed a guy, you’ve never minded it before. She fucked Doug and you were cool with that. You fuck other girls all the time, why is it now such a big deal?” Ash sat next to him and rubbed his arm. She had a point and he knew it, but expressing why he was so hurt wasn’t easy.
“What if she stops wanting anything to do with me now that she has Rook?” It came out much more quiet than he intended. He hated feeling vulnerable, but luckily Ash was someone he could be that way around. Well Lux had been too.
“Colson, she has HAD Rook. She has had the both of you this whole time, she loves you both, and you both love her. Stop being insecure and stop being an asshole.” Ash lightly pushed him up and into his room shutting the door between them and locking it.
He didn’t want to be alone with his thoughts tonight. He couldn’t be when that meant facing the consequences of his actions and replaying the hurt on Lux’s face. Sure he could text any of the girls that were at the party to come distract him, he could smoke until his brain was hazy, he could drink until he couldn’t see straight anymore, or he could use what was in the tiny ziplock bag in his pocket to help drown out the thoughts. He sat on his bed and pulled the small bag out examining it. The white powdery contents screaming at him to use. The urge to self destruct stronger than any other urge he has felt recently. He closed his eyes, was it worth it? He heard the sound of the room next door opening and shutting signifying Lux must be back at their hotel room. He tore his eyes away from the shared door between the rooms and focused back on the baggie in his hand. This wouldn’t chose his drummer over him. He poured some of the powder on the small side table and grabbed a hotel key to create a small line.
Ash had told Lux she didn’t have to go back home as she was Ash’s assistant and not his, but Lux was sort of regretting her decision to stay. She avoided all the boys as much as possible, especially Colson. She would only speak to him if needed to in order to relay a message that was business related and she would leave a room if he entered and she wasn’t required to be in there. When the boys set up for shows she didn’t stay backstage to keep company with conversation anymore. She would no longer stand side stage before and after the shows to watch them, to feel the kick drum in her chest, instead she hung around the merch tables or went back to the bus. It seemed all she did now was sleep and if she wasn’t sleeping she was crying and isolating herself. She kept herself holed up in her bunk letting silent tears fall from her eyes onto the pillow beneath her. Rook tried to check on her, but she just pushed him away for the sake of his relationship with Colson.
She heard a loud noise and jumped seeing that Ash had slammed a plate with a bagel on it down in front of her.
“Eat. Now.” Ash demanded.
“Oh no I’m okay, I’m not hungry.” Lux gave a tight lipped smile hoping it was convincing enough.
“I haven’t seen you eat anything in like two days” Ash kneeled in front of Lux and took her hands into her own. “Please you need food.”
“I eat” Lux avoided eye contact. “It’s just usually while you’re at the venues to avoid running into anyone”
“Bullshit” Ash replied sadly. “You’re just as bad as Colson with this self destructive bullshit.”
Lux winced at the mention of his name. She wished she could ask how he was doing, he looked rough honestly, but he wanted her out of his life so she abided by his wishes. She missed him so much it hurt and every time she caught a glance at her tattoo it was as if she was being stabbed a thousand times.
“I’ll eat it see.” Lux took a bite of the bagel and chewed slowly to fight off the wave of nausea that now overcame her every time she tried to eat. She swallowed harshly and smiled at Ash again hoping that the smile would appease her. Seemingly convinced Ash walked back to the back of the bus where the boys were playing video games. Lux waited until she was sure Ash wouldn’t walk out and ran to the trash can to dump the rest of the bagel in there. She quietly made her way to her bunk where she figured she wouldn’t be bothered. She placed her headphones in her ears and laid down waiting for sleep to overcome her. The tour would be over in a week so she just had to make it till then. Seven days and she would be home free, and able to look for a new job. That last thought had the tears cascading down her cheeks.
Colson could hear Ash telling Lux she needed to eat from his position in the bathroom and he frowned. He shouldn’t care that she wasn’t eating since she clearly no longer cared for him. She was avoiding him, she would leave rooms he was in, and she wouldn’t even look him in the eyes anymore. To make matters worse when she was forced to speak to him she had reverted back to calling him “Kells” like when she first got hired. He looked at the substance on the sink in front of him, he guessed he wasn’t fairing much better than she was doing. He had it under control though, he wasn’t binging at all and he would stop when the tour was over since he could relax then. He leaned down and quickly snorted up the line from the sink. He heard the faint sound of the trash can lid and Lux’s retreating footsteps. He slowly opened the door and tiptoed to the trash can to see the full bagel with just a bite missing from it in the trash can. Fuck.
“What are we gonna do?” Ash asked after locking the door to the back area where the boys, minus Colson, sat.
“I don’t know dude. Lux isn’t eating and Colson is using again and thinking he’s slick about it.” Rook sighed.
“They are such idiots. They need to talk and clear the air.” Ash gestured with her hands wildly.
“Can’t we just do a two for one intervention?” Slim tried joking.
“No they’re both stubborn assholes” Ash chuckled humorlessly. “They need to be forced into reconciling, but think it was their own idea.”
“I think I may have an idea, but it’s really dumb and cliche” Rook said nervously rubbing the back of his neck.
“Well I got nothing so shoot” Ash groaned.
“We need to get them locked in a room together, somewhere they would least expect to be locked in together. Like a sound booth or something.” He replied nervously.
“Okay I actually like this idea” Slim laughed and Ash nodded.
“We get them in there together, rig the door, and don’t let them out till they sort out their shit. Or until the show needs to start.” Rook smiled triumphantly.
“Hey Colson this cute girl in the sound booth just keeps going on and on about how she’s a fan and would love to meet you.” Slim clapped Colson on the shoulder passing him.
“Really? Well shit let me go say hi” Colson waggled his brows and headed to the sound booth. He walked in shutting the door behind him and saw a head of long dark hair in one of the swivel chairs. Throwing on his best flirty voice he leaned against the door.
“Hey I heard you were a fan” The chair suddenly turned around and he caught sight of who was really in there. Fuck, Lux. Abort mission.
“Uh sorry Ash told me to meet her in here to go over some things for the show.” Lux shuffled nervously.
“Yeah uh slim said...uh nevermind” Colson went to open the door and found it wouldn’t budge.
“Let me try?” Lux asked nervously before trying to pry the door open as well, but again it wouldn’t budge.
“Fucking great! I’ll text Ash” Colson groaned pulling his phone out and flopping on the couch.
“Already on it.” Lux sighed tapping on her phone. An uneasy silence fell between them as neither wanted to really acknowledge the elephant in the room.
Colson was on a come down and was feeling extra antsy. He bounced his leg as he waited for someone to come free them from this makeshift prison. Lux sat back in the rolling chair and held her head in her hands.
“Um are you good dude?” Colson asked concern dripping from his voice.
“Yeah, just a bit faint.” Lux replied not lifting her head.
“Yeah, well, that happens when you don’t fucking eat.” Colson scoffed.
“We’re gonna do this right now?” Lux finally lifted her head to fix him with an angry glare.
“All I’m saying is maybe if you ate more than a bite off a bagel then you wouldn’t ‘feel faint’ right now” He threw his hands up defensively.
“Yeah well maybe if you weren’t doing coke again you would be less of an asshole!” Lux snapped. Colson froze and stared at her with wide shocked eyes. “I’m not a fucking idiot I know when you’re using again”
“And here I was thinking you were too busy with Rook to notice anything about me” Colson rolled his eyes.
“Oh fuck you Colson!” Lux yelled suddenly standing up.
“Fuck me? You were the one with your tongue down my drummer’s throat after weeks of us-”
“Of us what? Cuddling? Being ourselves? We’ve always done that. You making out with a girl at that very party you fucking hypocrit” Lux continued ranting irate.
“I know that Lux! I just saw you and Rook and I freaked out okay!” Colson began yelling back.
“Why the fuck would you freak out?” Lux could feel her face heating in anger.
“Because I love you dammit! I love you and I don’t want our relationship to change and we can’t be us if you’re dating Rook” Colson yelled exasperrated.
“You love me?” Lux asked voice suddenly at a normal volume.
“Didn’t I just fucking say I was?” She walked up to where he sat.
“You love me.” She stated and he looked up at her making direct eye contact for the first time since that night.
“Yes I love you-” Lux cut him off crashing her lips to his and cupping his face in her hands. The kiss was quick, but it lit a fire in both of their bodies.
“I love you too you big dummy” Lux laughed.
“You love me?” Colson searched for any hesitation in her eyes.
“I’ve loved you for a long time Colson Baker” Lux said stroking his cheek with her thumb. Colson leaned up and pressed their lips together again loving the feeling he got from the small action. He had a realization and pulled away.
“But you love Rook too don’t you?” He stroked her cheek with his own thumb. Lux nodded sadly and braced herself for another freak out.
“I don’t like my life without you in it.” He let a shaky breath out. “So I’m willing to try to figure this all out”
“Thank you” Lux leaned her face into his hand and Colson pulled her back down to kiss her again. Lux sighed into his mouth and he pulled her down more trying to deepen the kiss when the door flung open.
“Oh good I see you two made up” Ash said smirking at the two of them now red in the face with embarrassment.
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Sure Feels Right (mgk x OC x rook)
Hey guys so this is gonna be a long fic so expect multiple parts unless it’s hated then I’ll cry and not update.   Enjoy!
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       Now she knew she was forgetful, but there was no way Lux had forgotten to pack matches for ALL her socks. She looked around the hotel bed to see if she knocked some of them onto the floor to no avail. That was when she realized that the door connecting the two rooms was open on her side. She sighed having connected the dots in her head. These boys were gonna be the death of her. Knocking on the door she heard the two of them giggling. Assholes.
“Hey guys, are you there? I just showered and I forgot a towel so I-” She was cut off by the door flinging open.
“Oh fuck she tricked us!” Colson exclaimed before trying to shut the door, but she was too quick and maneuvered herself into their room.
“Socks. Hand ‘em over.” Lux held out her hands.
“No socks here, right Rook?” Colson smirked.
“Yeah what he said” Rook snickered laying over a small bulge on one of the beds in the room.
“Oh really? Maybe Ashleigh can find my socks then” She said dramatically and turned to leave the room.
“NO!” Both boys yelled in unison.
“Toooo laaateeee” She sing songed, oof big mistake.
Colson tossed her over his shoulder and lightly flung her onto the nearest bed earning a squeal from the smaller girl. Rook took the opportunity to dump the socks he had been “blocking” onto her head. Assholes.
“Come on Lux pleaseeee party with us tonight.” Colson had asked for her to go out with him and Rook pretty much as soon as they arrived to the hotel and she had declined wanting to relax in a hotel bed instead. He was practically begging for her to go with them and was even pulling out the puppy dog eyes.
“Puppy dog eyes won’t work for me Colson. I’ve seen you in too many compromising positions to ever fall for an innocent look on your face.”
“Pshh I haven’t even begun to show you compromising positions.” He rolled his eyes.
“Tell that to the hood of my car.” She grimaced at the memory of Colson “chrisining” her car at one of his parties a few months ago. It had not been a good memory for her or the girl involved. “Do you even remember her name?”
“Duh of course, I’m not that big of an asshole. It was...hmm..cindy? Cynthia? Wait no I got it! Sydney” He didn’t sound confident at all.
“Anyway I don’t want to annoy Ash by coming home loud and drunk since her and I are rooming together. I just bought this new book so a night in might be fun.” Lux tried to get up to go back to her room, but Rook held her shoulders so she couldn’t sit up (not that she was really fighting him on it) and smiled down at her.
“Well you can just sleep in one of our beds and one of us will sleep on the couch” Rook said shaking his head and Colson nodded along with him agreeing.
“Won’t you wanna bring girls back to the room with your guys? That’s kind of your thing.” Lux questioned quirking an eyebrow up at the boy smiling down on her.
“Babe that is what a bathroom is used for” Colson jumped out of the way as she tried to lightly hit him with her feet. “I was just kidding!” Rook let go of her shoulders laughing the exchange between them.
“You weren’t, but it’s okay I forgive you for being a gross dude. Now let me go get ready so I can go out with you whiny babies.” She walked past him to the door connecting the two rooms to go back to her stuff.
“Dope! I’ll roll some blunts to take to the bar with us.” Colson said immediately going to his suitcase for his weed that he had brought with him.
Lord help her.
2017
“It’s just an assistant position Lux” She tried to murmur to herself. She was interviewing to be the assistant to a woman who managed some celebrity. Okay she was admittedly trying to downplay the situation. This wasn’t just any woman or celebrity, it was Ashleigh and she was a manager for Lux’s biggest celebrity crush Machine Gun Kelly. “You probably will just be running her coffee and like walking her dog or something so you probably won’t ever even see him” she whispered to herself. She reached the door and wiped her now sweaty (oh god!) hands on her pants. She rang the doorbell and heard a loud “I’LL GET IT” from the inside. Gulping she prepared herself for whatever creature was loud enough she could hear him through a clearly thick door.
“What’s up, here for the interview?” the tattoed drummer asked immediately.
“Uh yes… H-hi, I’m Lux” she smiled wide and offered him her hand.
“Rook” He returned the smile and handshake before leading her into the rest of the house. “Think Ash is in the dining room.”
Lux was surprised at how clean the house actually was just for the simple fact that it was all boys living there. She guessed they probably had a cleaning person now that she thought about it, it would make sense. Rook led her into a room with a huge table that could rival that of an elementary school cafeteria table where Ashleigh sat with a smile. She got up shaking Lux’s hand and introduced herself.
After two weeks Ashleigh called her and asked her to start that friday.
“I know it seems unorthodox, but Colson is doing a lot of press this weekend and the next week since his album just dropped last week and as a result I’m gonna be going through it.” She chuckled some before continuing “If you could meet us at the house by 8 AM on friday that would be great.”
Oh great, Lux thought, I’m gonna be running coffee all weekend for a bunch of tired rockstars. Well she was half right.
“Oh Lux this is Colson, you guys should get aquainted because she’s going to be my saving grace all this week.” Ashleigh all but shoved you into him.
“Hi I’m Lux” She said trying to hide her nervousness from the tall man. “Oh wait she just said that”
Kells laughed “Kells or I guess Colson since we should, apparently” he cut his eyes to Ashleigh “get on a first name basis.” Ashleigh shrugged and then was pushing the two out the front door and to the waiting car outside.
“So Lux first order of business is getting Colson his cold brew from the coffee shop down the street from where the interview is taking place while he gets hair and make up done.” Ashleigh was already pulling out a notebook and some pens to hand to Lux and a pass that matched theirs to indicate that she was with them.
“I could do it myself, but ‘I get distracted easily’ per Ash” Kells rolled his eyes.
“Who’s the manager? Oh yeah, me! Maybe if you didn’t feel the need to charm every barista you could go get your own cold brew. Now get her number and text her your order.” She turned back to the front of the car and started texting signaling that there was no room for argument from Kells.
If Lux had told 20 year old her that she’d have Machine Gun Kelly’s number, 20 year old her would have called her a liar and slapped her. 22 year old Lux couldn’t even believe her luck, here she was working for his manager and she got to be near him. This man was her wallpaper on her phone for god’s sake! Which should probably be changed now that she thought about how weird that might come across. Her phone buzzed in her back pocket and she pulled it out to check the notification.
Unknown: Just a small regular cold brew coffee 😆
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Sure Feels Right Ch 7
Taglist: @hllywdwhre @xxkellsvixen19xx @desdestiny @lain-ee
Warnings:Angst angst angst
I’m sorry this is short and sad. We gotta get through some sad shit to get to the happy shit and the smut
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The boys had gotten more touchy and possessive since the tattoo reveal. She couldn’t so much as speak to a guy in the bar without one of them showing up to put an arm around her and drag her away either to smoke, do shots, or dance with them. She was positive that Colson would not have been able to get more affectionate, yet here he was passed out with his head resting on her thigh and holding her leg in a vice grip. She was scrolling Twitter and paused on a photo of her and Colson screenshotted from Slim’s instagram story. In the photo he was leaning heavily on her back holding two bottles of Patron and we both had out middle fingers up. It was a great night and she remembered feeling so happy in that moment to be so close to him. She knew better than to do it, but she looked at the comments the fans had made on the picture. Some were kind and said they thought she was pretty and a good influence on Colson; some were not so kind saying she was plain, ugly, below him, and a clout chaser. She knew being a woman close to him would cause some upset with the fans, but that didn’t make the mean comments any less hurtful. Couldn’t they tell she also loved Colson and wanted what was best for him?
“Mmm. Put phone down.” Colson mumbled smacking the phone out of her hand.
“Hey!” Lus started to scold him, but was cut short by Colson shimming his way up to rest his head on her abdomen and putting her previous phone holding hand in his hair.
“You spoiled only child brat” She cooed to which the blonde scoffed.
“Yeah, but you love me” And she really did.
Lux hadn’t realized she dozed off until she was waking to the sound of people talking around her.
“She still asleep?” Ash asked.
“Yeah. Dude isn’t she such a cute sleeper?” Colson chuckled.
“I’ve never heard you call anyone a cute sleeper except maybe Casie.” Ash’s tone held amusement and a dash of seriousness in it. As if she was trying to make a point.
“She’s just different, ya know She’s great with Casie, she can party with me and the boys no problem, and she has never held any of the fucked up shit she’s seen me do against me. I just-”
“You love her.” Ash cut him off smile evident in her voice.
“I don’t know the first thing about love. You and I both know that to be true.” Colson quickly responds and it takes everything in Lux not to frown at how he speaks about himself.
“You can lie to yourself Colson, but you can’t lie to me” Ash quietly sing songed.
Colson ran his hand down his face and sighed heavily. “I’m fucked aren’t I?”
“Oh yeah totally fucked” Ash smiled “You should tell her”
“No fucking way. I’m too damaged for her. I don’t want to hurt her.” Colson started to pace the small bus hallway.
“I think she already does babe. You don’t get tattoos for just anybody.” Ash grabbed his shoulders to stop his pacing and grab his attention again. “I’m gonna lay back down in my bunk. We have three hours until we reach the next city. Tell her soon.”
Lux waited until she heard Ash walk away toward her bunk before she even made the tiniest movement. She hoped she seemed convincing as she slowly shook herself awake.
“Hey good morning” Colson smiled coming back to the couch and sitting by her feet.
Lux faked a yawn. “Good afternoon probably. I don’t remember falling asleep”
“You probably fell asleep shortly after me. I actually just woke up and started to get some coffee together.” Liar.
“Mm I could definitely go for some coffee and a cigarette.” Lus sat up stretching.
“Those are bad for you. You should just smoke a blunt.” Colson smirked knowing damn well that he had gotten her into the habit of a cigarette with a coffee.
“Look who’s talking, Pot.” Lux teased lightly shoving his shoulder.
“Hey no need to get physical there, kettle.” Colson caught her wrist and held on to it. “Ready for another kick ass show tonight? You aren’t getting sick of these songs yet are you?”
“I’m always ready for a kick ass show and I could never get sick of your music.” Lux felt the tips of her ears grow hot at her small confession.
“You’re so sappy.” Colson smiled wide and tugged her toward him. She ended up tumbling slightly and their faces ended up closer together.
They were so close, noses almost touching and Lux could smell the faint hint of mint still on Colson’s breath. She felt dizzy, like the bus was suddenly spinning around them at an unreasonable speed. She watched as his eyes darted from her lips to her eyes and back to her lips again and she licked them out of nervous habit. Colson quickly flicked his eyes back up to hers and gulped. Lux wasn’t sure what to do in this situation. On one hand she loved Colson and would love nothing more than to be with him, but on the other hand she loved Rook the exact same way. Colson leaned forward slightly brushing their noses together and cocking his head slightly to the side. She followed his movements and started to flutter her eyelids shut when suddenly the back room door opened. Her and Colson flew apart from each other each not looking at the other.
“Why are you both looking red?” Rook asked nonchalantly grabbing a juice.
“We just woke up from a nap” Colson replied easily walking to the coffee maker in the corner. Lux could just about scream right now.
Lux stumbled onto the balcony getting away from all the commotion inside the penthouse that the impromptu party was being thrown. She spotted Rook leaning over the railing and took up residence in the spot next to him.
“Hey” She nudged his shoulder with her own.
“Hey” He copied her actions.
“I don’t know how Colson and you guys do it.” She laughed shaking her head. “There’s so much noise in there”
“Why do you think I’m out here?” Rook asked with a toothy grin.
“Fair enough” She let the comfortable silence fall between them. She had always been so comfortable around Rook and that’s what she loved about him. He made it easy for her to be her right off the bat.
“Whatcha staring at? Do I have a pimple or something?” Rook teased breaking her trance. She had not realized she had been staring at him.
“No! I’m sorry, it’s just” she trailed off feeling embarrassed. “Nevermind I should go.”
She went to walk away, but Rook caught her hand. He pulled her back to him and she started to ask what he was doing when his lips crashed into hers. Lux tensed up at first and sensing this started to pull away, but she quickly wrapped her arms around his neck letting him know she wanted him there. Every movement of their lips together was sending small electrical shocks through her body. She tightened her grip around his neck as he tightened his hold on her body deepening the kiss.
“Real fucking nice.” They heard Colson behind them and they jumped apart.
“Wait Colson-” Rook started to walk towards him and Colson took a step back clenching and unclenching his fists.
“No fuck you. I thought we were brothers.” Colson growled, angry and body tense looking ready to throw a punch at any second.
“We are brothers Colson!” Rook pleaded “Just fucking listen to me dammit!”
“You knew!” Colson screamed causing Lux to jump from the sound. He focused his eyes on her, cold like ice. “You’re off my bus, off my tour, and out of my life.” He stormed into the house and Lux followed him into the house.
“Colson please wait let’s just talk this out you’re being drunk and stupid” She yelled at him causing him to spin around and tower over her.
“You toyed with my emotions just like every other bitch I was stupid enough to allow into my life. Go fuck yourself” And with that he stormed away out of the party.
Lux felt like her world was crashing. She couldn’t breathe. She had to get out of this house. She pushed her way through the crowd and out the front door collapsing into the hall with Rook hot on her tail.
“Lux you got to breathe you need to calm down.” Lux was hyperventaliting and she felt hot tears pouring out of her eyes, but no sound was coming out of her mouth. Rook placed his hands on her face and couched her into controlling her breathing.
“I can’t lose him Rook he’s my best friend.” Lux sobbed tucking her face into his shoulder.
“I know babe. I know.” He replied sadly rubbing her back.
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 6
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx, @desdestiny 
Warnings: None
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Lux couldn’t wait to show the boys the work that she had done, but she loved having something to dangle over their heads as well. Rook would hold her hand then try to sneak a peek under the bandage when he thought she was oblivious. Colson just kept asking non stop like a child if he could “please see it”. She needed them to just get on stage so she could have a moment of peace. They even bothered her during the sound check.
“Come on please?!” Rook pleaded trying to lift the bandage again. She really should stop holding his hand when she knew his game, but she really loved holding his hand.
“You will see it right after the show I promise you.” Lux replied sternly “Don’t make me stop the hand holding Rook”
“No fun!” Rook moaned sticking out his bottom lip. He did grip her hand a little tighter, clearly taking her threat seriously which caused her to chuckle. The hand holding wasn’t anything new for them, he had started that fairly early on. It started with him just squeezing her hand in passing, then he would linger for a bit before walking away, and now he would go about his business while holding her hand. She loved it even if it made working slightly difficult.
“Come on dude it’s about time to go on” Colson nodded towards the stage and pulled Lux in to kiss her temple before making his way to the stage. Rook gently squeezed her hand and started to walk away when she pulled him into a hug.
“Kick ass tonight.” She said and placed a kiss to his cheek before walking away. He touched his cheek where he lips had been and rubbed the spot that now felt on fire. He turned to see her high fiving and hugging the other guys and he felt his heart skip a beat. She was amazing, he thought as he made his way to the stage.
Rook looked amazing singing along to “Shout At The Devil”, but she was slightly biased as it was one of favorite songs. She wouldn’t admit it to any of them, but it was also her favorite part of their current set because it showcased the multiple talents of the boys. When Colson had suggested the switch up during the planning of the tour she had been a big pusher for it. Well and Casie who pretty much was the creative force behind this whole album. She made eye contact with Rook as he finished up and ran to get on his drums again and he sent a wink her way. These two were ridiculous, she thought fondly shaking her head.
The show seemed to be ending and Lux hollered along with the crowd to show how proud she was of her boys. Rook and Colson beelined their way to Lux both talking a mile a minute.
“Okay the show is over and we fucking killed it. Present the wrist!” Rook demanded picking her up and spinning her.
“Rook I can’t show you anything up here and you’re so sweaty put me down!” Lux laughed trying to regain her balance after the drummer set her down.
“Sorry sorry” He smiled wide and warm and it gave her confirmation that she had made the right decision.
“Now understand that these tattoos-”
“TATTOOS?! AS IN PLURAL?” Colson interrupted.
“As I was saying,” she continued ignoring the interruption. “They are my choice. I don’t want to hear any negative comments about how I could regret them, hypocrites” They made fun of her last tattoo for weeks because it was a simple rose.
She slowly removed the bandage to show a small set of three tattoos starting at her wrist and going a little down her forearm. An anarchy symbol, the double x’s, and a small rook adorned her arm with words around it that they couldn’t make out.
“Die autem thronus tuus erit firmus” Lux read to them with a smile pulling at the corners of her lips “It means ‘the dynasty will never die’ you know like in “The Gunner”?’
Rook was speechless. Nobody had gotten a tattoo that specifically had him in mind. He was etched into her skin forever right along with the double x’s for EST. She could’ve just done that, but instead she included personal tattoos for him and Colson. 
“Well…...say something” Lux shuffled seeming embarrassed now.
“I...this means so much Lux” Colson began voice cracking a bit before he recovered and flashed a big smile at her “You’re stuck with us for life now”
“You two were always going to be in my heart forever. This is now just a reminder that I have a whole new family for life” A blush crept across her cheeks as she said in so few words that she loved them.
Rook just grabbed Lux and held her in his arms for a little bit. It was probably the tightest hug she had ever received. He was hoping the hug would say the words he couldn’t muster up the courage to say to her. 
“Thank you” he whispered against the side of her head as he pressed a kiss there before letting her go. She was in his heart now forever too and he wouldn’t want it any other way.
2018
Rook was such an idiot. How did he think this wasn’t the most obvious shit? He was horrible at planning.
“You told her to run errands all day and show up ready to go out at nine pm?!” Ash groaned her annoyance palpitable.
“I didn’t know how to get her out of the house!” Rook threw his hands in the air in defence. He had never planned a surprise party for anyone before, what was he supposed to do?
“Could be worse” Colson snickered. “He could have given her a scavenger hunt. Now those things are really obvious.”
“Just cause it could be worse doesn’t mean this is better. Look let’s just hope Lux doesn’t use her brain today and is surprised. I have to go get her cake, please don’t fuck this up. That means you too Pete” and with that Ash was out the door.
“Fuck did I do?” Pete asked looking between Rook and Colson. The boys burst into laughter and continued to set up the house for Lux’s surprise party.
Rook positioned the “Happy Birthday” balloons how Ash had instructed him for people to take pictures standing in front of them. Ash called the friend/photographer they had coming to take pictures early of the set up before drunk people destroyed the house and decorations. The nervous energy in him was building the more time that passed and the less there was to do in order to prepare. It felt as if time were moving too slow and too fast at the same time.
“Stop pacing dude you’re gonna make me sick” Pete laughed from his position on the couch.
“I just want her to feel special and shit, but not overwhelmed.” The party was Rook’s idea initially, however Colson and Ash came up with most of the decor for tonight. He had just seen how much fun she had at Colson’s birthday party and he figured she deserved the same treatment.
“Smoke this and chill the fuck out dude. She’ll love it, this is Lux we’re talking about man.” Colson said having finished rolling a joint for them. Rook lit the end of it hoping that the weed would help calm his nerves.
9:00 PM rolled around faster than he thought it would after they smoked a couple joints. They waited in the house with most of the lights off so that things weren’t too suspicious, but she also wouldn’t be able to see any decorations. They heard her enter the house and shut the front door behind her. All of them holding their breath.
“Hello?” Lux called out flicking on some of the lights.
“SURPRISE!!” Everybody yelled at once earning a squeal and a smile ten miles wide from the small girl. Rook let out a shaky breath and smiled, he had pulled it off.
Lux was trashed. She was giggling up a storm and hugging and hanging on anybody that would let her. Rook alternated between goofing around with Colson and Pete and watching her just interact with people at the party. She was in her element, with people is where she thrived, Rook was so busy thinking about her he didn’t notice her walking in his direction.
“Hey handsome” She slurred giving him a playful smile.
“Hey drunky” He laughed returning the smile. She reached out and grabbed his hand holding it to her face.
“I heard this was your idea” She said quietly.
He gulped. “Yes it was, I thought you deserved a party too. Just like Colson.”
“No one has ever thrown me a surprise party before now” She had a look of concentration on her face and he could hear his heart beating in his ears in anticipation of what she was going to say. She opened her mouth and closed it again deciding against saying what she was thinking.
“Well you keep us alive so I would say you have earned a surprise party.” Rook chuckled “Since you’re usually organizing our parties” He took the opportunity to pull her closer to him in a hug and was relieved when she hugged him back.
“I keep you alive because you guys make me feel alive” She mumbled into his shoulder.
“What was that?” Rook felt his ears getting hot at her confession.
“Mmm you boys are the best thing to have happened to me. Like ever.” Lux looked up at him with glossy, dreamy eyes and he became putty in her hands. If she would have asked for his soul at that moment he would have found a way to give it to her. Then suddenly she leaned back and fixed him with a stare of determination.
“What?” He questioned suddenly uneasy. She smiled wide again and leaned back into the boy wrapping her arms around his neck and pulling him into a tight hug. She turned her head to the side and placed a small kiss to his cheek lingering for a moment before pulling away from him and making her way back to the kitchen. His cheek felt like it was burning where her lips had been, his hand flying up to touch the spot her lips had been just seconds before. He quickly downed the rest of his beer and went to find Colson and Pete. He had to get this girl off his mind before he made a move and potentially fucked up everything.
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 4
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx
Warnings: Soft smut 👀
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It had been a few days since the ‘cuddle puddle’ incident and everything was still very much the same, and yet things were different between Lux and them. Colson would look at her with softer eyes and would sometimes just reach out and touch her lightly while he was talking or doing things and then would retract his hand and go about his business. Rook would lean on her or want his hair played with if they were sitting next to each other and he wanted to spend more time with her, which she thought was impossible considering they were on a tour bus together, but here she sat watching him and Slim battle each other in the newest mortal kombat.
“Rook can I puh-lease borrow Lux now?” Casie pleaded from the entry to the back of the bus. She had joined them last night for a few shows and Lux was grateful because it meant the boys were on their best behavior. “She promised to paint my nails and we all know she truly doesn’t care about watching you guys play this game.”
Lux chuckled at the put out expression on Rook’s face and pat him on the knee. “Here I come Casie.” she said getting off the couch slightly appreciative of Casie intervening. Casie grabbed the small container with different polish in it from Lux’s bunk as they made their way to the small table.
“Okay what color would you like? I have red, dark blue, black, yellow, purple, and green with glitter in it.” Lux presented the different bottles of polish as she named the colors.
“Ooh yellow! Then I can wear the dress I have with the sunflowers on it to the show tonight” Casie bounced with excitement in her seat. In so many ways she was exactly like Colson.
“So are you excited to be out of school for the summer?” Lux asked getting started on the young girl’s nails.
“School isn’t terrible, but I like being able to go on tour with Dad. The tour bus is fun.” Casie smiled and looked at her yellow fingers before blowing on them gently while Lux started on the second hand. “Yellow was a great choice.”
“Well if it isn’t two of my favorite ladies” Colson spoke through a yawn before leaning down to kiss Casie on the top of her head. He walked over and repeated the action to the top of Lux’s head and went to go make coffee as if it were nothing. Lux had briefly stopped her actions and could feel her ears growing red. He had never done that before.
“Dad look Lux is painting my nails to match the dress Aunt Ash bought for me!” Casie seemed to be ignoring the blatant display of affection Colson had bestowed upon Lux. She was beaming with so much happiness Colson felt his heart clench at the sight before him. Lux was so good to his little girl.
“Yeah Lux is almost as cool as your dad” He smirked sipping his coffee.
“Well you should let her paint your nails then too Dad. That would be very cool of you” Casie had Colson’s smirk as if it had been copied and pasted onto her face.
“Is that supposed to be a challenge Casie? I’ve let you paint my nails.” He squeezed in next to her and they both stuck their tongues out at each other. They were so alike in many ways.
“Blow and don’t touch anything until the top coat dries” Lux instructed and grabbed the polish she knew he would want for his nails, black. She was gonna use the yellow for his middle finger so he matched Casie but Casie stopped her.
“Wait!” She carefully pushed the purple towards Lux “For the middle finger since most of the show is black and purple themed for the album colors” Casie was probably a genius. Lux finished both of their nails and applied a clear coat to top it off for the both of them when Rook and Slim came out of the back and Casie instructed that they also needed their nails done to match. So Rook ended up with black nails and Slim ended up with dark blue nails and neither were too excited about that, but nobody was about to tell Casie no. The good part about Lux having to paint everybody’s nails was that the time went by much quicker and it wasn’t long until they were setting up for the show.
The show went without a hitch and Colson pulled Casie on stage for a few songs and she tried to pull Lux, but she was too fast and got away. She preferred the side stage anyway. 
“The show was so kick ass!” Lux yelled practically pouncing on Rook the moment he made his way to her. He picked her up in a hug and spun them both around before he placed her on her feet again. The post show adrenaline could be felt through all of them which meant the boys would probably rough house later if Casie didn’t scold them. Colson tossed Lux over his shoulder and made his way towards the bus before she could comment more on the show.
“Colson! I’m wearing a skirt!” Lux tried to wiggle her skirt back down some, but it was no use, she could feel the breeze.
“Stop wiggling or you’ll make the skirt ride up more.” Colson replied matter of factly and placed his other hand over her butt to block the view. Lux felt her face heat up and was glad Colson couldn’t see her redness from his position. Rook was following behind them with Casie on his back pointing and laughing at Lux. This was embarrassing.
In all honesty, Colson didn’t NEED to block Lux’s ass, there was nobody in front of them that would be able to see anything. He told himself he was doing it to ease her mind, but really he just wanted to be able to touch more of her. Seeing her with Casie was increasing his want to touch her and be touched by her and so, he was covering her ass. Lord help him.
2018
Lux came up for air panting wildly, lipstick smudged, cheeks flushed, and a grin that could split her face in half. The girl in front of her was a mirror for how she looked minus the giant grin. Fuck she loved New Orleans. When Ash said they got to visit Colson while he was filming the Motley Crue movie she hadn’t expected to get to party like this, she should have known better with Colson involved. Colson was playing Tommy Lee (who Lux also got to meet with Nikki Sixx on set and she almost died) and she was positive everyone knew they couldn’t have found a better person to play Tommy. He had dragged her, Rook, Douglas, and Daniel to a strip club, well dragged wasn’t the right word because all of them wanted to go; but he had the idea first. That was how Lux had found herself in the private booth making out with one of the strippers while the boys watched.
“Holy shit” Douglas was the first to break the silence. He was cute with his hair a bit messy from his wig and his eyeliner still on from today’s shoot. It gave Lux butterflies.
“See didn’t I tell you she was amazing?” Colson beamed her way. He was always proud when she did what he had dubbed  “Colson like behavior”.
“I think she’s damn near wife material.” Daniel cooed putting a hand on her shoulder. Colson had told Lux that the director wanted the boys to really get into their roles and Daniel seemed to be practicing his Vince Neil charm on many of the ladies tonight. He and Colson were even wearing matching shirts that were open to show their (incredible) abs. Her mouth was getting dry thinking about it too much so she grabbed the shot Daniel had in his hand and took it with a wink.
“No offence Colson, but I think want to hang out with Lux now. She may be the coolest person here.” Douglas laughed.
“Dougie, I would eat you alive.” Lux smirked at him over her shoulder. If she played her cards right she would get to mark fucking a british guy off of her fuck-it list (bucket list). Perhaps Douglas was feeling bolder from playing Nikki Sixx and he was leaning into his role, or maybe it was all the shots they had done, but something had him wanting to act more impulsively around Lux.
He leaned down inches from her face and whispered “I think if anyone is eating somebody tonight I’d rather it be me to you.”
Lux almost had to clench her legs shut and kept looking between his eyes and his lips before he curled his mouth into what was becoming a signature smirk for him. He leaned away and sipped his drink still smirking while Lux tried to collect her thoughts. She was damn near ready to grab Douglas’ hand and physically drag him to her hotel room. Colson kept flashing his eyes between the two in confusion looking a little miffed, so Lux decided to help improve his night. She excused herself to go to the bathroom and found one of the dancers whom Colson had been making eyes at all night.
“Can you go give a private dance to my friend there in the private booth?” Lux gestured with her head “You can’t miss him he’s the pretty blonde with all the tattoos” She slipped the girl some money after she nodded having seen who Lux was referencing. Lux watched as the dancer approached Colson and pulled him into a different private room for his dance mentally high fiving herself when she saw his excited expression. Now to get Douglas and get him out of here.
Colson had to hand it to Lux, she really fucking knew his type. The dance had been beautiful torture, but he worked enough charm and magic and knew she’d come to his room tonight. She said her shift was about done and she’d meet him near the bathrooms so they could head out the back door. He was gonna look for Lux to tell her thank you when he noticed her and Douglas were gone. He chuckled to himself and shook his head. She was so like him sometimes.
Colson groaned as the girl bobbed her mouth up and down his length. He would have to thank Lux later. He needed to stop thinking about Lux right now. He tangled his hand in the dark hair of the girl on her knees before him and squeezed his eyes shut. She moaned around him in her mouth and he practically died on the spot. If she kept this up he wouldn’t last long. She pushed as much of him as she could fit and worked the rest with her hand. He threw his head back and panted unable to stop a small moan that bubbled in his chest. Fuck he loved New Orleans.
Lux was wincing from the knob of the cabinet being pressed into her back, but she refused to stop Douglas from what he was doing with his fingers. A broken moan escaped her lips before his crashed down onto hers. The kiss was hungry and needy matching everything Lux felt as she bucked her hips up to meet the pace of his fingers. She briefly heard a loud moan in the next room over and almost regret her decision to go back to Doug’s room instead, but her thought on the matter was cut short by Douglas lifting her off the counter and carrying her to the bed. She needed to shut out the thoughts of Colson, even if hearing his headboard hit the wall was a bit painful on her heart. She squeezed her eyes shut and focused on the man removing her shirt to kiss down her body. He kissed her hard again and they scrambled to remove the remaining bits of their clothing. Douglas fixed her with a smug grin and lightly pushed her to down to lay against the mattress as he made his way down her body again. He was stopping to bite and suck on parts of her body and she knew she would resemble a leopard tomorrow. Douglas positioned himself between her legs and nipped at her inner thighs looking up into her eyes.
“Now I believe we discussed the finer points of eating earlier, right?” Douglas smirked and before Lux could respond he had his face between her legs. Her hand found her way into his hair as breathless moans filled the air. Fuck she loved New Orleans.
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Sure Feels Right Ch. 5
I promise things will pick up. I just really want to lay the foundation for how these three come together
Taglist: @hllywdwhre, @xxkellsvixen19xx
Warnings: None really
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@LuxBeALady:Just wait till Kells drops this heat on y’all tonight 😈                                 \@machinggunkelly:They don’t want this smoke 😂😈
Colson was dropping “I Think I’m OKAY” tonight and Lux was excited to help promote it with him. It was one of her favorites off the new album and now she could publically boast about it. Getting to experience him making it with Yungblud had been a blast and she just had a feeling that this was gonna be the game changer for Colson. To top off her excitement, she was also getting a new tattoo tonight, but nobody else was aware of that. She had made up an excuse in order to get away from the boys saying she needed to run errands in the town they were in for the night. She loved them immensely, but their overbearing nature was making it difficult to get any alone time. She shook her head and sighed walking into the only shop she had been lucky enough to get into on short notice.
“Hello you must be Lux” The lady behind the counter said smiling and reaching to shake her hand. Lux took her hand and admired her features. She was cute with a pink flowy wig, steampunk goggles on her head, and a corset that pushed her chest into her throat.
“Yes I am. Thank you so much for fitting me in today” Lux smiled warmly.
“So let me show you what I have drawn up based on your description on the phone and we’ll go from there.” She lead her over to a table where she had drawn almost exactly what Lux had pictured in her head.
“Oh my gosh that’s perfect” Lux couldn’t believe she had gotten it right first try just from a phone conversation.
“Well awesome!” Let’s get you prepped and then we can get started on this sucker. My space is down the hall to the right.” She responded clasping her hands together clearly just as excited to have nailed the design.
“It’s gonna go on my left arm because I am right handed and I still need to be able to do things while it heals” Lux stated getting comfortable in the chair and resting her left arm palm up.
“Sounds good to me. Do you care if I play some music? I can’t stand the same 5 songs on the radio.” She asked plugging her phone into a little speaker.
“I would actually prefer that” Lux laughed and then laughed a little harder when the first song that played off the girl’s phone was “Hollywood Whore”. Lux couldn’t escape her boys even if she tried.
Colson was confused as to why he hadn’t seen or heard from Lux all damn day. He knew she said she had to go on a booze run for the bus and for backstage to pregame the concert with, but that usually didn’t take all day. He pulled out his phone to double check she hadn’t texted him and contemplated biting the bullet and texting her first. His mind must not have caught up with his hands because next thing he knew he was sending her a text message.
Colson: Where r u?
Lux: I ran away forever
Colson: Wait what!?
Lux: Chill. I’m kidding. Look
Lux sent a picture of her at the liquor store holding a bottle of Jameson kissing the label. Man was she cute. He couldn’t stop thinking about the night they had fallen asleep together out of his head. He was almost desperate to feel her embrace again. They would be staying at a hotel again tonight due to the fact that tomorrow was an off day and he hoped that she would stay in the hotel room with him again. He wanted to be able to hold her close against his chest this time and bury his face in her hair. Rubbing his hand down his face he groaned, he was so fucked.
Rook was drumming on his leg in anticipation, still after all these years of performing, he had pre-show anxiety. It disappeared the moment he would get on stage and normally Lux was there to help. She would distract him from the anxiety and he was sure she didn’t even know that she was doing it. Either by laying her head in his lap and forcing him to play with her hair, challenging him to a silly game of some sort, or just by talking to him about things that held her attention at the time. Rook hadn’t heard from her all day though and that was maybe increasing his anxiety a little bit. Colson and Ash said she had texted them at least once that day, but she hadn’t texted him?
“Hey whatcha thinking about?” Lux asked walking onto the bus with a few bags of alcohol and Colson trailing behind her with more bags.
“Uh nothing” His ears felt hot “Damn Lux this much alcohol should last us all tour.”
She fixed him with a devilish smile that he swears she learned from Colson. “You and I both know that that is not true”
“Hey what’s up with the bandage on your wrist?” Colson said going to grab her arm when she yanked it away from him.
“Nope no peeking until after the show” She scolded giving that same evil smirk.
“Wait is that for a tattoo?” Rook asked trying to get a peek
“I said after the show!” And that was that.
2017
“Come on it won’t be that bad!” Colson was trying to convince Lux to drink with him and the boys. She had only been working for Ash for 8 months and didn’t think it was appropriate. This was her first tour with them and she didn’t want to fuck it up.
“I can’t Kells. I gotta keep you guys in check” She sighed.
“What better way to keep a good eye on us than to party with us?” He was giving her the best puppy dog eyes that he could. Lux groaned and put her face in her hands. In the few months that she had worked for them she had learned that Kells had perfected the puppy dog eyes and he knew it.
“Fucking fine I will have a few drinks” She relented.
“Fuck yeah dude!” Kells and Rook high fived celebrating their small victory.
Lux was definitely not prepared for one of their parties. How did they fit so many women on a single bus? How were people navigating all of this? Why were Kells and Rook climbing the bus now? She was in way over her head here and was feeling slightly overwhelmed when she felt another shot being pressed into her hand by Slim, who was equally chaotic as the other boys just much more quiet. She eyed him suspiciously.
“Take the fucking shot pussy” Slim snickered and lifted his own shot into the air. Well while in Rome, Lux thought downing her own shot. Thank god she had the good sense to purchase extra tequila for tonight.
Lux was now feeling very warm despite there being less bodies on the bus in favor of going to party at a club. The tequila was making her giggly and outgoing laughing easily with the boys.
“You smoke?” Kells asked lighting what was probably at least his tenth joint in the last couple of hours.
“Uh yes, but not usually on the job” Lux slurred which caused her to frown. She needed to pull it together.
“Well tonight that changes” Kells smirked. “This is a drinking and smoking kind of job so you don’t need to act so responsible.”
“I would be stupid to turn down a joint from THE Machine Gun Kelly” Lux giggled thinking she was hilarious.
“Fucking yes!” Colson exclaimed “You’re EST fam now so get used to this shit.” Lux took the joint from him winking before taking a hit. She was feeling bold and confident with the liquid courage in her veins and did a perfect ghost. Kells was impressed by how well she did and how adorable she looked smoking his joint. He almost didn’t want to take it back and was kind of wishing they were the only two in the room.
“I have an idea.” Kells said taking the joint from her before taking a hit. Lux gave him a puzzled expression as he motioned for her to come closer. When she got in close enough distance he softly grabbed her chin and placed his mouth hovering over hers brushing their lips together. She opened her mouth and he released the smoke he was holding into hers as she inhaled. He leaned back and silently celebrated how red he had made her. Lux slowly exhaled the smoke afraid to let the moment pass too quickly.
“Thank you I think? For that?” Lux tried to joke and seem nonchalant, as if his mouth on her’s had not ignited a flame inside of her. She had something unreadable in her eyes that he wanted to know more about. He liked this girl and he was hoping that she wouldn’t be gone in a year’s time like all the other assistants that had come before her.
“Are you two going to stare at each other all fucking night? If so can you pass the joint so some of us can smoke it.” Rook said startling to two out of the staring contest they didn’t realize they had been having. Both faces turned red and Kells grumbled something under his breath before passing the joint to Rook.
Lux was stumbling through the bus trying to find her bunk again. She had woken up to pee, after being passed out for god knows how long, and everything was pitch black. She made her way from the bathroom and down the hall and felt the wall until she felt her bunk and climbed into her bed again. She must have forgotten how small these beds really were because she was barely in and already backed up against the wall. Not thinking twice about it she closed her eyes and was back asleep in no time.
Rook had been fucked up when he had gone to sleep, he knew that, but he was fairly certain that he had gone to bed by himself. He slowly cracked open his eyes to try to catch a glimpse of who was in bed with him wincing at the light shining into the bus. He saw a mess of dark hair across his pillow and he nearly had a heart attack. What was Lux doing in his bed? She rolled over and yawned before snuggling into his chest as he held his breath. Her eyelids snapped open and she looked up at Rook’s face. She gasped and jumped back so far she fell out of the bunk and landed on her butt. She was so fired she just knew it.
“What are you doing in my bunk? Oh god we didn’t fuck did we? I can not afford to lose this job” Lux was suddenly rambling still laying on the floor.
“First good morning. Second we did not fuck, I went to bed alone. And last, this is my bunk. Yours is across from mine” Rook laughed at her expense. She felt like such an idiot for fucking up that badly. She made a mental note that she would never party with the boys again.
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Sure Feels Right chapter 3
This shit is mild fluff and I can’t wait to get to the real fluffy stuff later on that I already have planned and written out for the fic. Anyway, enjoy!
Taglist: @hllywdwhre
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“Rook please I need fries or I’ll die.” Lux whined into his back. He was starting to think maybe he shouldn’t have kindly offered a piggyback ride to the hotel due to her constant shifting and whining into his shoulder.
“Look we’re walking into the hotel now.” Rook said exasperation evident in his voice. Lux drunk was cute, but goddamn could she win a whining competition when she got drunk hungry. Colson just snickered as he led the way inside. Asshole.
“Oh my god yes. Colson, Colson, please fries. Please” Lux all but moaned.
“I’m getting you fries now babe. They’ll be brought to the room I promise” He smiled and ruffled her hair a bit. She smiled a big dopey smile and tucked her face into the crook of Rook’s neck laughing.
“You guys I’m so drunk ugh” She said through her laughter and the boys joined her climbing into the elevator.
After she ate a small amount of the fries and offered up the rest to the boys, which they gladly ate up despite eating double of what she had consumed already, she made her way to the bathroom to change from her club clothes. Rook lent her some joggers since he was the shorter of the two and they wouldn’t be twice the size of her legs compared to Colson’s. They were still a little long on her, but that just added to their comfort level. Colson gave her an old tour shirt of his from when he toured with Limp Bizkit and it smelled just like him. She couldn’t help the blush that overcame her features as she looked at herself in the mirror. Stupid celebrity crush rearing it’s ugly head again. Stepping out of the bathroom she was hit with the undeniable smell of weed and looked to see Colson at the small corner “dining” room table rolling a joint.
“Ooh it’s like you read my mind!” Lux still was slurring a little bit and the last bit came out sort of jumbled.
“Still speaking in cursive I see.” Rook sniggered and she lightly slapped his shoulder before flopping on the bed.
“Ugh why do I always end up being the first drunk or the most drunk?” Lux pulled a pillow over her face.
“Well Colson is a giant so he needs more alcohol” Rook shrugged. And you’re ripped Lux added in her head and was glad the pillow was there to block how red her ears were after she thought that.
“Sit up so we can all sit on the bed drunk ass” Colson said tapping her foot. She scooted to the headboard and the boys sat on either side of her.
“Here I’ll let you have first dibs.” Colson said handing her the joint.
“Wow what a gentleman.” Rook mocked and Colson reached around Lux to smack Rook in the head. Rook tried to smack Colson back, but Lux quickly stopped him and handed him the joint.
“Hey!” Colson exclaimed “What the fuck?”
“You hit him so he gets next.” And there was no room to argue with her on that.
Colson turned on the t.v. and was pleasantly surprised to see Spongebob reruns on one of the channels after checking the guide. Him and Lux shared a love for Spongebob that they had bonded over on her first day working for them. She sighed contently and snuggled more into his side some. He told himself it was just so she could see the t.v. better and not because she was wanting to be closer to him. He couldn’t get his hopes up like that. She looked so cute in his shirt though was the thought that kept repeating in his head when he would steal glances at her. Rook yawned after a few episodes and went to get in the next bed, but Lux gripped his wrist.
“Stay.” She said tiredly, and stay he did.
When Lux woke up she noticed two things: 1. her face was pressed into someone’s back and 2. someone was holding her. Adjusting slightly she realized that  she was holding Colson around the waist and that was his back she had been pressing her face against. He had a death grip on her arm so there was no use in her trying to free herself. Rook was holding her loosely around the waist and she could feel his soft breaths on her neck. This isn’t weird, she tried to tell herself, you’ve cuddled with both boys before on the bus or sleeping during a layover. Always separately though, never together. Her breath stopped when she felt Colson stirring awake next to her.
Colson must have done something right recently, he was in heaven, Lux had taken to holding him at some point in the night and he was pretty sure that was the best he had slept all year. No scratch that. All his life maybe. He without thinking brought her hand up to his lips and softly kissed her fingers. A sharp breath from behind him caused his heart to stop and the blood drained from his face. Fuck she was awake.
“Good morning.” She said quietly squeezing his hand in her own. She seemed to be ignoring his momentary lack of judgement and he was ever grateful.
“Good morning” He replied with sleep still in his voice. He turned to face her and caught glimpse of Rook’s still sleeping face. He had forgotten that he was there. Okay, maybe this was a little weird.
2017
Kells: Hey will you stop by the dispensary? 🙏🏻
Lux: Didn’t I just go there for you earlier? 🙄
Kells: That was earlier. This is now 😈
Lux: You’re insane. 🤪
Kells: Do you get paid to shit talk? 🤣
Lux: That’s actually exactly what  Ashleigh pays me to do 😜
Kells: You’re so sassy I stg. Please? 🥺
Lux: ….Fine. What do you want? 🤦🏽‍♀️
Colson chuckled at the text exchange between the two. Lux had only been Ash’s assistant for a few months, but she was already fitting in with the group. He specifically started to really like her when he caught her dancing to one of his songs when she thought no one was home.
“So is she gonna go?” Rook asked flopping on the couch next to him.
“Yeah I convinced her” He gave Rook a shit eating grin. He would never admit it, but he was spoiled.
“Dude hell yeah. She’s the coolest assistant that Ash has ever had.” Rook commented while channel surfing.
“I think she was a fan before getting the job” Colson mused “I’m ninety-nine percent sure she listens to our music regularly.”
“Hmm...we could totally steal her phone and check her music apps.” Rook had a mischevious look in his eye and Colson never turned down chaos.
“Okay. How do we do it?”
      Lux pulled up to the huge house and started to unload her car, but between alcohol, food, and literal pounds of weed they had her go get for their party tonight she was exhausted and couldn’t carry much. She hoped they were home so they could help her carry things inside. She opened the door and called out, but was met with silence. Fuck. She set her purse and the few things she had grabbed on the counter and walked back out to her car rolling her eyes. These guys better be appreciative of all this shit she was doing for them.
The boys heard the front door shut and peeled around the corner quickly and checked her purse to see if her phone was in there. Whisper shouting when he located it, Colson motioned with his head to run upstairs and both boys were after it. They took the stairs two at a time and safely made it into Colson’s room and were catching their breath when they heard the door open and shut again. Colson could hear his heart beat in his ears and could have sworn she would be able to hear it through the floorboards. The door opened and shut again and he released a breath he didn’t know he was holding.
“Dude how does she not have a password?” Rook whispered harshly. “I mean that makes this easier, but damn who doesn’t have a password on their phone at this point.”
Colson chuckled looking at the now unlocked phone and saw her background was a picture of him on stage. Why did that make him feel warm? Rook had to stop the laughter bubbling in his chest as he saw the picture.
“Yup she’s a fan” He whispered to Colson.
He noticed in her notification bar at the top she hadn’t opened his last message and his name was saved as Kells in her phone. That made him frown. She still wasn’t calling him Colson and he didn’t understand that. Were they not friends?
“I still want to check out what she listens to” Colson said opening her folder labled “Music”. She had Spotify, Apple Music, and Pandora. He looked through her Apple Music and saw it was mostly older music like The Beatles, Fleetwood Mac, and The Eagles. He had to smile at that, she had organized her music apps. Pandora had some heavier stuff like Metallica, Motley Crue, and Ozzy Osborne. Spotify seemed to be her designated modern music app with multiple playlists of artists like Halsey, Migos, and of course him. He liked her playlist names on Spotify, but when he saw the playlist name for his music was “My Future (EX)Husband” he knew it was a done deal and she was officially part of the group. Satisfied he waited till he heard her walk out again and then ran down the stairs to return her phone to her purse and took off up the stairs again. Him and Rook waited for a few minutes of hearing her put things away for them to come down the stairs.
“You guys were here the whole time?!” Lux says tossing her hands in the air. “Didn’t you hear me? I needed help!”
“Sorry we were playing Call of Duty. We didn’t hear you.” Rook lied easily slipping into step with her to help put things away.
“You two are ridiculous do you know that?” Lux said while shaking her head.
“Whatever” Colson laughed and ruffled her hair giving her a teasing smirk.
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Sure Feels Right. Chapter 2
Taglist: @hllywdwhre
Warnings: A little angsty, a lot of fluffy
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Lux looked at herself in the mirror after perfecting the wing on her eyeliner, she had to admit that she looked pretty good. She had chosen a pair of black high waisted shorts, fishnets, combat boots, and a tank top/ crop top that just exposed an inch of her midsection. Hell, maybe she would pull a girl tonight. She finished her once over and made her way to the boy’s room telling Ash goodnight.
“Damn Lux did I star in the Motley Crue movie or did you?” Colson sniggered putting an arm around her and leading her out of the room. She rolled her eyes and gave him a small pinch in his side causing him to jump slightly. “I’m kidding! You look hot.”
She had to work hard to keep from blushing when he said things like that to her. Despite having been around him for two years, and seeing him in some not great positions, he still made her flustered at times. She guessed that her little celebrity crush on him would never truly go away. 
“Will you two hurry the fuck up? I’m trying to make it to the bar tonight.” Rook said turning to look at the two trailing behind now.
“Sorry Rook, Colson was making fun of my outfit.” Lux fake pouted sticking her bottom lip out.
“He’s just jealous that you look hotter than both of us tonight and hotter than he ever will.” He replied smirking at the two before continuing on.
“Whatever.” Colson snapped and started to walk ahead, but Lux grabbed his hand and shot him her shit eating grin earning a grin to match in return. She wrapped his arm back around her shoulder and picked up her pace to match the boy’s.
“Come on guys. Let's get a little chaotic.”
Colson was damn near sure he was in love with Lux. She was professional and great at being Ashleigh’s second in command, but she also loved to party just like him. He watched her take a shot from between a girl’s breast with her mouth and then point to him sitting at the VIP booth. The girl seemed excited and yet nervous and said something to Lux cutting her eyes between the two of them. Lux just turned her toward him, whispered something in the girl’s ear causing her to giggle, and smacked her ass and then the girl was walking toward him. This has to be what love feels like, right? Or maybe his brain was finally cracking from the drugs. The girl made reached him with a shot placed between her breasts and placed a lime in her mouth winking at him. He smirked in the direction Lux was standing unsure if she could even see him and took the shot. He removed the small container from his mouth and placed his lips on the lime in the girl’s mouth pulling it out slowly letting their lips barely graze against each other. He thanked her and watched as she basically sprinted back to her friends fanning her face. Her blush was cute for sure, but it definitely wasn’t as cute as Lux looked blushing.
Rook came up behind Lux and lifted her in the air some and tipping her back. She squealed and playfully slapped him in the arm once her feet were safely back on the ground again. If Rook was being honest he would bottle that sound and listen to it when things were shitty. He had it pretty bad for Lux and he knew he had liked her the moment he met her, but once he got to know her those feelings only grew.
“How ya feeling?” She slurred and leaned against him wrapping her arms around his neck. He loved this feeling, fuck.
“Not nearly as drunk as you babe.” He laughed.
“Am not thaat drunk” Lux tried to lean away from him and almost fell over her own feet. “Okay maybe am that drunk”
“Are you ready to go back to the hotel?” He asked rubbing her back knowing that her answer was more than likely yes.
“Yes. Get Colson. Need fries.” She looked up at him with doe eyes and he felt his heart clench at the sight.
“Okay you wait right here at this table and I will go grab Colson.” He sat her in a chair at the table and she giggled. She was so adorable.
Rook walked up to Colson who was busy taking the air out of a blonde’s mouth and pushing her into the booth. Rook cleared his throat to get his attention and received a dirty look from both people involved in this soft core porn. It didn’t take long to get Colson away from the girl he was making out with once he heard Lux was ready to leave however. He knew Lux was just as important to Colson as she was to him and he was almost sure Ash had masterminded this. He wasn’t sure how Ash did it, but he knew she was responsible somehow. She just knew that the two boys would end up loving Lux as much as they have. They made their way back to Lux who still sat in her chair and gave them a goofy smile. Yeah she was shit faced. Rook couldn’t help but smile wide at the girl who had come to make a home in his heart without even trying. 
“You two know you’re my best friends, right? Like I love you both so much.” She grabbed each of their hands and started to drag them out of the club without waiting for a response from either boy. If the music wasn’t so loud, if she wasn’t as drunk as she was, if she wasn’t so determined to get fries, she would’ve witnessed the pair both gulping and getting red at the exact same time. Both too afraid to admit they carried the same feelings for her.
2018
“I swear to God Colson I will beat your ass” Lux screamed with tears streaming down her face “If that’s what it would take to get you to stop with this heavy shit, I will do it.”
“Fuck you Lux, you weren’t bitching when you were snorting MY drugs using MY money.” Colson scoffed lighting his blunt.
“I’m not locking myself in a hotel room binging until my fucking nose bleeds. I’m also not dependent and I don’t have a young daughter that needs me. You’re spiraling and fast, it was fun when it was every now and again, but you’ve taken it too far. You aren’t in control.” She was begging, pleading with him to get help and he was just stupidly stubborn.
“You don’t know shit about me or what’s going on with me. You’re my fucking employee not my friend.” He turned away from her and kicked the coffee table.
“You know that’s not true stop trying to push everyone away you asshole.” She shouted at him.
“Besides, we all know that Casie would be better off without me” He replied quietly.
“That’s the most bullshit thing you’ve said to me in the last year.” Lux whimpered and grabbed his hand pressing it to her cheek. She hated that he hated himself so much.
Colson let out a sad chuckle and worked on concentrating on keeping the tears from falling. He didn’t cry, that’s not how he handled things. She continued manipulating his hand and letting her own tears cascade down her cheeks. He felt guilty already about the things he had said to her, he normally didn’t feel guilty about things he said in anger. How did she get this under his skin so fast? He had only known her for a year and yet she had become a great friend and dear to his heart. She was crafty that way. He sighed and passed her the blunt as a peace offering, he hated fighting with her. She took it but continued her hold on his hand with her other hand. He wondered if she knew how wrapped around her finger he had become.
“I don’t want to see you die” She finally whispered into the air between them. She looked up into his eyes and he could see how puffy and bloodshot hers were from crying.
“I have it under control.” He whispered back wanting to look anywhere, but her eyes or she’d know that he knew he was full of shit. He settled on her mouth and watched her exhale smoke. How could she possibly make smoking look cute?
Lux shook her head “You don’t Colson. You have an addiction to coke and you’re gonna really fuck yourself up unless you get the help you need.”
“Look I will prove to you that I have everything under control okay?” He squeezed her hand.
“How are you going to do that?” Lux questioned.
“I won’t do it for the rest of the tour okay? That’ll prove to you that I can go without it and I’m not addicted.” He reached for the blunt and she released it to him.
“You promise you won’t do it again?” Her voice breaking as she looked at the ground.
“I will make a blood oath right now.” He joked grinning at her.
“Don’t tempt me with cutting you cause you deserve it a little bit. You upset me and I may just take you up on that offer.” She gave a half smile.
“Come here” Colson sat on the couch and opened his arms for her to climb into.
She let herself curl into Colson’s torso and hugged him tight trying to convey how loved he was through the embrace. He rubbed her back as he felt her breath still coming out shaky as tiny aftershocks of sobs left her body. God he really was an asshole.
“Please don’t be careless Colson. Casie would be so lost without you, Ash would be beside herself, Rook would be a mess, Slim would be heartbroken, and I..” She trailed off and squeezed him tighter and let out a broken sob. “I wouldn’t know what to do with myself.”
Colson let her cry it out as much as she needed and just kept rubbing her back. Before long she had worn herself out and had fallen asleep in her lap.He thought about everything she had said to him and he could feel the sincerity behind her words. He knew he had to do better, be better, for everyone involved in his life. If someone who had just begun to be in his life and had only known him for a year could be this affected by his actions, he couldn’t imagine how everyone around him felt. He was determined at that point. He would do this, not for her, but for him and for Casie. No more binging..
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Is it a bad idea to work on two long fics at the same time? Probably. Am I gonna do it anyway? Hell yeah.
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