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hangmansradio · 2 years

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If you do ever write more MCR fic, just know that there will be an audience for it.... i dearly miss waiting for new Hangmans_Radio, it just feels off when i come to read your older stuff knowing that being in this corner has caused you damage... this isnt meant to be guilttrippy, just thought you should know. Hope you're doing well & a very happy new year to you, may this one be better to you than the last

Thank you lovely 💜 I definitely got into my own head at one point and convinced myself I wasn't welcome. I received anonymous death threats that effected me more than I would have thought something like that would... But I'm certainly doing much better now.

I sometimes think about carefully returning, because I love MCR and I miss my friends in the community, but the thought of returning still fills me with so much dread.

Incidentally, I've had several authors reach out to me last year who have gone through similar "cancelling" - some I believe are still writing, others quit -- and hearing from them has been the biggest thing to tempt me into coming back. It was one thing to feel like I wasn't welcome anymore, but seeing it happen to others makes me sick. It makes me want to come back just as a big fuck you to the people who bully others from the shadows, and maybe one day I'll feel strong enough to just... Not today.

But that being said, please dont let what happened tarnish your reading of my old fics. If people are still reading and enjoying them, that brings me so much joy and heals so much within me, so please please please do continue to read them 💜

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