#may or may not be the being October 1 because of a buyout 😭

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My week has been so damn stressful on the financial front I haven’t even wanted to make gifs or be online to analyze lmao but. I did start Heartstopper in an attempt to soothe myself with tooth-rotting fluff 😭😂

#I promise I am not gone I’m just stressed AF #my car is becoming a money pit because it just hit 100k #(miles) #and I’m trying desperately to figure out if I want to get a new car #or just sink more $$ into my current car through a few more years to save #student loan payments are also restarting in the US come October #and my side hustle (that supplements my salary the way it HAS to in order to survive in my state) #may or may not be the being October 1 because of a buyout 😭 #like. can I afford my life even without that? sure #and the car trouble is just. a pain in the ass either way #but jsksksmskksjsj I grew up hella poor so money things always stress me tf out #and it’s making my anxiety insane lsksjdnd my appetite is nearly gone + I wake up jumpy ad #tight jaw always tired feeling insane it is NOT FUN #anyway. if you read these tags thank u I just needed to rant somewhere LMAO #I should also find a therapist but GOD that’s energy I just do not have rn 😭 #the me tag