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#man tries to be a cynic so bad and Everytime hes just a bleeding heart
aceyanaheim · 2 years
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It really just takes one (1) person being nice for Gordon Bombay to be like "I guess life isn't horrible I guess there's good in the world I guess-"
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gemstoneslesbian · 4 years
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Souta Sarushiro Playlist
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cw: high intensity songs and some parts that are a bit jarring? which is honestly the mood for him, mental health struggles, implied abuse, a couple sexual references at one point, some minor flashing and potentially disturbing imagery in a few of the youtube videos (but visuals are entirely unnecessary)
Bleed (I Must be Dreaming) – Evanescence
Truth Hurts – Lizzo
Think I’m Sick – Icon for Hire
Sick of it All – 4th Point
How to Be a Heartbreaker – Marina and the Diamonds
Poker Face – Lady Gaga
Infra-Red – Placebo
Sick Like Me – In This Moment
Sympathy – Too Close to Touch
Scars – Hannah Fury
Lies – Evanescence
Weight of the World – Evanescence
Whisper – Evanescence 🤡
Stuff is Way – They Might be Giants
Big Bad Wolf – In This Moment
I Really Want You to Hate Me – Meg Myers
Lifeline – Thousand Foot Krutch
Get Out While You Can – Get Scared
Blood – In This Moment
Sweet Sacrifice – Evanescence
I’m So Sick – Flyleaf
The Hunter and the Prey – Halocene
Choke – I DON’T KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME
The Necklace of Marie Antoinette – Hannah Fury
Bury a Friend – Creature Feature
Left Behind – DAGames
Bad Guy – Billie Eilish
The Wicked Side of Me – Cold Driven
Interlude IV (Showtime) – Zach Callison and Grace Rolek
Blood // Water – Grandson
Painted Smile – Madame Macabre
Jane Doe – Within Temptation
Look What You Made Me Do – Caleb Hyles
Lion’s Roar – The Hush Sound
Clowns (Can You See Me Now?) – t.A.T.u.
I’m the Bad Guy – Caleb Hyles Cover
Kill the Lights – Set it Off
Chara – MandoPony
Broken Lullabies – for KING & COUNTRY
Did You Miss Me – The Veronicas
Coming Out of the Rain – Greek Fire
Boys Boys Boys – Lady Gaga
So What – P!nk 🤡
The Bird and the Worm – The Used
Everytime – Britney Spears
Happy Hurts – Icon for Hire
Bam Bam Pop – Icon for Hire
Conversations with my 13 Year Old Self – P!nk
How You Remind Me – Nickleback
Just Dance – Lady Gaga
Heart Heart Head – Meg Myers
Breathe Me – Sia
Dark Side – Kelly Clarkson
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🎪 lyric samples under the cut 🎪
Bleed (I Must be Dreaming) 🙈 you heard me breathe, and i froze inside myself
Truth Hurts 🙉 i put the sing in single
Think I’m Sick 🙊 eyes shut tightly, i shut down
Sick of it All 🙈 the sickness in my heart, the sickness in my soul
How to Be a Heartbreaker 🙉 wear your heart on your cheek, but never on your sleeve
Poker Face 🙊 and after he's been hooked, i'll play the one that's on his heart
Infra-Red 🙈 there’s going to be an accident
Sick Like Me 🙉 am i beautiful as i tear you to pieces?
Sympathy 🙊 in the night i lie awake, why rebuild a heart that breaks?
Scars 🙈 twist it and turn it around, kick dust upon it 'til it eats the ground. love is something to break down... make it scream 'til you get sick of the sound.
Lies 🙉 you will not rise above
Weight of the World 🙊 i won't be held down by who i used to be
Whisper 🙈 no one's here, and i fall into myself
Stuff is Way 🙉 yeah
Big Bad Wolf 🙊 i have come to realize that both of them have become a necessity
I Really Want You to Hate Me 🙈 i’m an animal inside
Lifeline 🙉 when i get angry, i feel weak, and hear these voices in my head telling me to fall beneath, ‘cause they'll make everything okay
Get Out While You Can 🙊 i know i'll find a way to pull myself from the grave
Blood 🙈 i hate you for the way you smile when you look at me
Sweet Sacrifice 🙉 one sweet day, you're gonna drown in my lost pain
I’m So Sick 🙊 let me live without this empty bliss, selfishness
The Hunter and the Prey 🙈 no more playing nice, it’s over
Choke 🙉 if i could burn this town, i wouldn't hesitate to smile while you suffocate and die
The Necklace of Marie Antoinette 🙊 i'll make the strychnine taste like raspberry tea
Bury a Friend 🙈 bury the hatchet or bury a friend right now
Left Behind 🙉 fear’s about to commence the final ritual: one body is all we need for this to be complete.
Bad Guy 🙊 my soul? so cynical
The Wicked Side of Me 🙈 follow the hollow when you feel like you're all alone
Interlude IV (Showtime) 🙉 we’re finally free you choked him out of his own goddamn mind, promised the world to him, a goddamn lie
Blood // Water 🙊 you poisoned me just for another dollar in your pocket, now I am the violence, i am the sickness
Painted Smile 🙈 tragic faces stationed at my bedside, warm embraces, hollow on the inside
Jane Doe 🙉 she had to go, or they would know all you tried to hide
Look What You Made Me Do 🙊 i rose up from the dead, i do it all the time
Lion’s Roar 🙈 delicate dame, her fragile face was scared away without a trace. out in the cold, where did she go?
Clowns (Can You See Me Now?) 🙉 all this black and cruel despair, this is an emergency
I’m the Bad Guy 🙊 i'm not a little bird who needs your help to fly
Kill the Lights 🙈 stop there and peer inside of me: you'll find a man once lost at sea, but all the while, i would think to myself, “it's not the end, it's not the end at all”
Chara 🙉 he was alone, and now so am i, left with the memory of a boy afraid to die
Broken Lullabies 🙊 you'll find a place where love remains, where there are no more broken lullabies
Did You Miss Me 🙈 looks like hell? just got back.
Coming Out of the Rain 🙉 i can live, i can feel, i can love, and it's real
Boys Boys Boys 🙊 you taste just like glitter mixed with rock and roll
So What 🙈 i got a brand new attitude, and i'm gonna wear it tonight
The Bird and the Worm 🙉 all he knows, if he can’t relieve it, it grows, and so it goes, he crawls like a worm
Everytime 🙊 my weakness caused you pain
Happy Hurts 🙈 can the two coexist? the beauty next to the mess? because i swear i have them both already beating in my chest
Bam Bam Pop 🙉 :D
Conversations with my 13 Year Old Self 🙊 you're angry, i know this, the world couldn't care less
How You Remind Me 🙈 are we having fun yet?
Just Dance 🙉 just dance, gonna be okay, da da doo-doo-mmm
Heart Heart Head 🙊 i can barely speak, black and white bed sheets, i feel the air retreat, i know you're here with me.
Breathe Me 🐒 i am small and needy
Dark Side 💖 there's a place that i know... it's not pretty there, and few have ever gone. if i show it to you now, will it make you run away, or will you stay?
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