#man the stupid shit i said in high school i still SCREAM ABOUT IT AAGGH

[tropicalfreckles]

Shout out to other queer people who had gay awakenings as kids but didn't know what gay was and your parents were conservative so all you had were some stereotypes on tv to show you what gay was years later.

I thought I was straight until my mid twenties because I thought it was normal for straight people to have very detailed reoccurring dreams and fantasies of kissing women. 💀💀

(also had a lot of dreams that would explain me questioning my gender in recent years that I never talked to with other people lol)

(I knew what gay was and learned that bisexuals existed by high school but my stupid ass had been surrounded by bigoted talks of the Gays all of my teenager life that I was ignorant as hell about stuff)

I also never got romantically interested in people as a kid and teenager because I was more focused on other stuff and found out years later I'm demiromantic.

#context i was born in the early 90s so that didn't help #in not seeing more gay people on tv i mean #man the stupid shit i said in high school i still SCREAM ABOUT IT AAGGH #if i could go back in time i would smack myself in the head