#makes me so miserable that id rather be dead. cuz i aint living

[zarovich]

I cant stand this, cant deal with this constant exhaustion. im so damn tired yet no matter how much I sleep its never enough and i pass out through the day regardless. the worst!!

#makes me so miserable that id rather be dead. cuz i aint living #i havent ever been living. its been like this for as longas i remember i have to sleep for at least 10 hours or im unable to function #and thats at least. i usually sleep longer. literallt have slept for 24 hours before. and was still tired after. as so fucking tired #i cant stand this combineed with my chronic migraines?? i rathe rkill myself than live like this much longer. who wouldnt? #tired lf the passing out too. im afraid to leave the house often bc i get so sleepy i feel faint. makes my agoraphobia worse #idkwhats wrong. i need to get a sleep study but i have no way to do so. its not up to me. plus i dont trust doctors no more #ive kinda just. given up at this point. id rather just sleep it away. my dreams are so vivid and happy why wouldnt i want to stay #i need to sleep now anyways. imso tired im shaking and hurting all over. sorry i nwed to vent i feel alone and paranoid. void talking #if i get embarrassed by this i might deleted it. if i even remember that is #vent #personal