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notmanagingmymischief · 4 years

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ℂ𝕠𝕣𝕕𝕖𝕝𝕚𝕒 𝔾𝕠𝕠𝕕𝕖 | 𝔻𝕠𝕟'𝕥 𝕃𝕖𝕥 𝕄𝕖 𝔾𝕠 | ℙ𝕒𝕣𝕥 𝟛

Scavenger hunt let's see if you can identify at which point I stopped writing only to come back two days later on sleep deprivation to lazily type out the rest of the chapter and this author note before posting okay good luck stan Cordelia Goode for clear skin and go listen to Stevie Nicks

also sorry for the over abundance of images in this chapter I just had to give y’all visuals

word count: 6.0K

warnings: not so clueless lesbians anymore, swearing, alcohol consumption, sexual implications and actions, hard fluff

PART ONE PART TWO

enjoy xx

Today marks a year of being part of your new family. You didn’t wanted to make a big deal of it but Cordelia, being Cordelia, insisted that you at least go out and have fun, celebrate it a little bit. You outright refused, but she used the power she seemed to have over you by coming up behind you one day when you were in the kitchen and wrapping her arms around your waist, causing you to freeze, and setting her chin on your shoulder. She whispered "What do I have to do to convince you to go out with the girls next week, darling?" You sighed, leaning back into her slightly. "I've already told you, Delia, I don't want to make this a big deal, the others have better things to be doing than spending time with little me." This made Cordelia blow a short breath into your ear, making you shriek and squirm away. She had her arms securely around you so that didn't go far, but at least you tried.

"What about the weekend, hm? No lessons, nothing to do except practice and be lazy. You could go out then. Madison already volunteered to help you dress up and figure out what to do, and Queenie is totally hyped to spend some time with you, so are Zoe and Mallory." You turned your head slightly, confused. "Mallory? She definitely has a job to do." "I'm letting her off of practice for the day. It's literally already planned, so all of this arguing has been honestly pointless because it's happening either way." This made you finally free yourself from her arms with an indignant noise. "Cordelia! What the hell?" you exclaimed and a worried look flashed across the woman's face for a split second before being replaced by one of knowing haughtiness. This worried you immensely, because every time she got that look, that stupid smile, you knew she was about to do something ridiculous.

And you were right, obviously, because she took two long strides and was right in front of you, and with a small push on your shoulders you were backed up against the counter, Cordelia's hips holding you in place as her hands were placed on either side of your body, essentially caging you in. Her face was inches from yours and she knew, she knew you would cave, because you always caved, she could always get you to do whatever she wanted by doing things like this, so when your face grew red she simply smiled innocently and said "What's wrong? Do you have a fever, darling?" You growled under your breath, which admittedly made heat rush through Cordelia's body, and grasped the woman's hips tightly, digging your nails into her skin.

This must have caught her off guard for she took a quick step back, breath catching in her throat. That gave you the opportunity to sneak past her and slide out of her arms with a smirk. You huffed anyways, and muttered "Fine, you win. I'll go out on Saturday. Happy?" Cordelia snapped out of her slight paralysis and beamed at you, spinning past and placing a chaste kiss on your cheek with a giggled out "Very!" And leaving, pleased grin on her lips.

And that's how you ended up in Madison's room, sitting on her bed as she rifles through her own closet to find you something to wear. Every outfit that you proposed she denied, so you'd finally decided to just let her take the reins. You’re just beginning to regret it when she suddenly gasps before cackling. "Found one!" she sings, dancing over to you with a garment in her hand and pulling you to your feet. You don't even get one word out before she's shoved the clothes in your hand and thrown you into her bathroom to put it on. With a large sigh, you change out of your outfit and into hers, checking yourself out in the mirror when you’re done.

(just imagine the bodice cinched tighter to like be form fitting around your waist)

"Hm. Not bad." you say out loud, smiling at Madison's choice as you exited the bathroom. The girl screeches when she sees you, but quickly schooles her expression to one of pleased boredom. "I told you I had style, bitch." "Shut up Montgomery, don't flatter yourself. I make everything look good." You snip back, making her sneer but smirk shortly after. Rushing over to you again, she ushers you over to the vanity, and before you can protest she's attacked your face with brushes and makeup. Ten minutes later you feel five pounds heavier, but also like a sexy bitch, and that makes you happy.

Looking at yourself in the mirror, you have to admit, "I look sexy as fuck." Madison nods haughtily, a smug smile on her face as she once again pulls you away for the 'final touch', that being shoes. She finally decides on a pair of thigh high boots.

"DONE!" Madison shouts, and you shush her frantically, looking yourself over one last time. "Are you sure this isn't too much?" You’re a bit worried that you're dressed up for something not super fancy, but Madison insists that it’s perfect for what they had planned. With a sigh, you nod and follow the girl out of her room, lagging behind a bit. Until Madison stops and grabs you, half throwing you in front of her and causing you to stumble a bit in your heels. "Bitch these have heels!" you hiss at her but she just smiles innocently and gestures for you to keep walking. You growl but obey, arriving at the stairs shortly before she does and pausing to assess who'd all gathered at the bottom. The sound of your heels must have alerted the attention of said people, because most of them look up just as Madison comes to stand next to you.

She does the honor of walking you down the stairs, placing you hand on her arm like a gentleman and escorting you down, making you blush furiously and glare at her. As soon as you got to the last step she drops your hand and walks ahead of you, meeting up with Zoe without another word. "Gee thanks Madison. Just abandon me like that then, damn." you say, rolling your eyes at the girl's retreating form before turning away when a hand is placed on your shoulder. This hand belongs to, 'of course she'd be here too', Cordelia. "Oh. Hello, Cordelia. Fancy seeing you here." You mumble as she pulls her hand back with a small smile. Taking a quick glance at her outfit you’re impressed, biting the inside of your cheek to stop from blushing when she chuckles.

Cordelia begins to walk past you, but before she makes it fully past, she whispers in your ear "See something you like, dear?" and this time you fail to hide the blush that speeds up your neck, making her chuckle again. She leaves you to get yourself some semblance of sanity before leaving, which is interrupted when Queenie walks over to you, grinning and grabbing your shoulders. "Girl you look so good!" You laugh, returning her grin and saying "Thanks Queenie. But you'll have to thank Maddy over there for that. She hated all the outfits I liked so she made sure that I wore something she picked." Queenie laughs and shakes her head, amused. "Of course she did. Never could leave well enough alone, huh?" She says and you agree, and she grabs your hand, dragging you over to the rest of the girls.

As soon as the two of you are surrounded by them, Queenie says "Girls! She's here, now are we gonna celebrate this bitch or not?!" The others shout in agreement and in the next two seconds you're being half dragged half shoved out the door and into a vehicle. And of course your luck would have it that you're placed snugly between Cordelia and Madison. You groan in annoyance, knowing somehow that this was planned because you're sure everyone at this point knows that you're literally obsessed with the Supreme (me too sis) and half of them are trying to get you laid. Madison smirks victoriously and throws her arm around your shoulders, pulling you a bit closer to her so she can whisper "Everyone knows you want to fuck Cordy so you might as well just be happy with what you get." You scoff in shock, smacking her leg and glaring at her. "Shut it! I do not!" "Do too." "Madison!" "Y/n!" "Oh my gods bitch I swear if you don't stop it--"

Your argument is cut short when Cordelia's arm takes the place of Madison's as she pulls you back against her again, saying "Now now Madison. Don't tease the girl, today's her anniversary. We should treat her like a queen, shouldn't we Zoe?" A short "Yeppers!" sounds from behind you and you groan again, putting your head in your hands. "Deliaaaaaa I said I don't want this to be a big deal!" you mumble, the words muffled by your palms, but Cordelia tsks and pats your shoulder, still holding you against her side while Madison smirks at the two of you. Cordelia, really just enjoying seeing you riled up, responds with "Oh, I'm sure I mentioned that once to Madison but she just refused to listen to me, the nerve. Everything has to be big with that one, darling, you know that." She pauses, twisting a lock of your hair around between her fingers with a smile.

"Besides, it's always a big deal when a girl manages to make it a whole year in without dying!" She continues her hollow excuses, and you hum, leaning back onto the seat again, forcing the woman to move her arm further up your back to rest around your neck. "Well there was that one time...-" "Nope, we don't talk about that, girl!" a hand makes it's way around your head, fingers on your lips to shut you up. You're not sure who it belongs to but you figure Mallory. You bat the hand away, grumbling quietly, slightly amused. Cordelia continues to fiddle with your hair, carding her fingers through it or twirling it around them. This makes you smile softly, closing your eyes and sighing contentedly, and Cordelia giggles quietly.

A few minutes later, you've arrived at some bar that you'd never seen, and Cordelia exits first, being closest to the door, and reaches her hand back in to assist you out, which you accept with a shy smile. She pulls you out carefully, but you, not being used to walking in heels, trip on a crack on the pavement, stumbling into her body with a small yelp. Luckily she catches you with little to no problem, laughing and wrapping her arms around your body as you regain your balance and mutter out apologies, to which she only says "What, falling for me already, are we?" You don't say anything out loud, but think 'Oh you have no idea woman' cheeks going pink as you pull back, only to have the woman hook her arm around your waist, guiding you inside with the rest of the girls.

Mallory joins you two, walking on your other side, and nudges your shoulder lightly; "Great job, kid. We're really proud of you, yknow." She says, smiling, which you return with a "Thank you so much, Mallory. I'm glad to have made it this far honestly." She laughs at that before glancing from you to Cordelia, to her arm still around you and then back at you. She smirks mischievously and winks, says "good luck," then prances away and leaving you to figure out what that means. Meanwhile Cordelia slightly tightens her grip, almost unnoticeable if it weren't for her fingers digging gently into your hip, making you look over at her curiously. She just flashes you a small smile, shaking her head dismissively, which makes you frown but you leave it alone for now. You're soon all placed at the bar, a nice line of witches all clad in black. You laugh to yourself and mutter to Queenie, who's sat next to you, "We must really look a sight. Just a bunch of teenagers all in black at a bar. We must look like we've just come from the most fashionable funeral of the century." She laughs loudly and says "Oh my gods you're right! That's hilarious, I like that."

Cordelia must have overheard you as she bites her lip, attempting and failing to hide her smile, resorting to taking a sip of her drink instead. You smile at her, waving the bartender over as well. He comes over after finishing Zoe's order (literally just soda), and you, being of age, (shut up you're of age now) get to order alcohol along with Cordelia, being the only one besides her and Myrtle, and say "I'll take a Cosmo please. And, um, could I get that with a lemon instead of a lime. Thanks." The guy nods and walks off to make your drink. One he's gone, Madison scowls at you, upset that she isn't able to order a drink for herself like she'd normally do. "What Maddy? They won't let you feed your alcohol addiction?" The girl growls and you just smile and wink at her. "Shut up, this isn't my usual place." She says, looking away, and you lean over to pat her arm before standing up and walking behind her, placing your hands on her shoulders.

Leaning down to whisper to her, you say "What would you like, I'll get you one. But only one, alright?" Madison perks up significantly at this offer, and says "Vodka? Please?" You chuckle and agree, walking back over to your seat, immediately being confronted by Cordelia who says "Tell me you didn't offer to buy her a drink." "Oh no, why would I do that? I'd never even think to do so!" Her eyes narrow and you smile innocently, avoiding being scolded by the woman when the bartender returns with your cocktail. Before he can walk away, you say "Hey, uh, can I get a Vodka too please?" He looks at you strangely, suspicious, but shrugs and says "Yeah sure." Cordelia groans and rubs her hand over her face tiredly, making you laugh.

"Hey, maybe it's for me! Who knows?" you say, and she gives you the silent side eye from under her arm, but you just pat her back gently and look to your own drink, pulling the lemon slice off the rim and placing it in your mouth, casually sucking the juice out and replacing it on the glass with a pop of your lips, then picking it up and taking a sip and smiling. "Gods these are so fuckin good." You mumble as you set the thing back down on the bar surface just as a glass of Vodka is placed in front of you, which you thank the guy for, and as soon as he turns his back you casually grab it and stand up taking a tiny sip of it and grimacing before slipping onto the bar in front of Madison with a "Here, enjoy it, it's all you get." and returning to your seat. You go to reach for your own drink only to find it....not there. It's not there.

Knowing that the two closest people are Queenie, who does not want anything to do with your drink, and Cordelia, you immediately look towards the latter. And there it is, of course. In her hand, lips wrapped daintily around the edge of the glass, as she look directly at you, pulling it back from her mouth casually as if nothing was wrong. You raise an eyebrow at her and hold your hand out like an invitation. She looks at it but does nothing, still holding your drink. You clear your throat, making a "come hither" motion with your index and middle fingers. "Come on, hand it over." you say and she responds "And why would I do that?" You tsk and roll your eyes playfully, shrugging one shoulder before grabbing her own drink from the bar, sliding it over in front of you and keeping it captive. You say “Well, fair's fair." and pick it up, taking your own sip from the straw she'd placed in the tall glass earlier to find it a familiar flavor.

Pulling back, you look at her curiously. "Long Island ice tea, hm? Interesting choice." She shrugs, saying "I could say the same about you. Isn't this a bit...strong for you?" You scoff, feigning offense at the statement, mumbling a "Oh please. That's not even half of it, sweetheart. This is, like, the weakest drink put there. I simply wasn't feeling whiskey or brandy today, that's all." You smirk when you see her flush slightly at the 'sweetheart' remark, but return to her the drink you'd stolen, once again holding out your hand for her to return yours as well. She sighs, takes one last small sip, and does so, fingers brushing yours slightly in passing. You note the lipstick stain now present on your glass, raising an eyebrow at the dark red color and giving her an unimpressed side eye glance, murmuring "You got your lipstick on my glass, Cordelia."

Cordelia gives you a sly smile, shrugging fluidly and cocking her head to one side, bringing your attention back to her exposed collarbone, throat suddenly going very dry. The woman must have seen your gaze flicker away from her face and follows it quickly, another teasing smile returning to her lips and you quickly avert your attention away from her, blush creeping up your neck as you down what's left of your drink, purposefully placing your lips directly over where Cordelia's had been previously, causing her to swallow visibly and also look away, red matching yours returning to her face. You replace the glass on the bar and take a deep breath, checking over on Madison, who finished her drink long ago and is currently talking animatedly with Zoe and Myrtle, who'd already had at least two drinks, must be on her third by now. Cordelia seems to follow your gaze, watching the three laugh and have fun, and you both smile, happy that they're enjoying themselves.

You turn back to face Cordelia, and say "You know, maybe this wasn't such a bad idea, after all." Her smile softens and she chuckles, giving you a 'told you so' kind of look, which earns her a flick on the cheek as you stand up, determined to get her back for all of her teasing. But you spin back around fast enough, raising your hand for the bartender again, ordering a second drink, choosing what Cordelia had, having enjoyed it quite a bit. You wait the five minutes it takes him to make it and pop a straw into the glass, taking a long sip and sighing again before returning to your current task. Cordelia watches you through this entire ordeal, attempting to pass it off as bored curiosity. You don't fall for it.

Instead, you bend down to pull your dress back down your thighs from where it had hitched up slightly while you were sitting before sauntering past Cordelia's seat, hand casually reaching out to brush against her shoulder blades, sliding across the exposed skin. You feel her shiver and smile slyly, feeling victorious as you turn your head and wink at her over your shoulder before turning the corner to head towards the bathroom. You don't actually enter said bathroom, simply lean against the wall for a bit, reveling in the quieter atmosphere now that you're away from all the chatter of the main room. After a few minutes of waiting, you decide to head back out, pushing yourself off of the wall and beginning to walk back towards the bar, but before you can you find yourself back against the wall you had just left, a body holding you where you stand.

A gasp is ripped from your throat, and you find yourself looking up into the darkened eyes of one Cordelia Goode. Her breathing is rapid and her brown eyes, locked on yours, even darker than usual. Her face is mere inches from your own and you mumble "Cordelia?" under your breath, body still held firmly in one spot, unable to move at all. The woman doesn't say anything for a few seconds, but then says "You've been trying to get a rise out of me all afternoon, haven't you? Because you think you know exactly what makes me tick, huh?" You don't respond, waiting for her to get to the point of this whole ordeal. "But unluckily for you, you don't even know half of how I feel, how I work. Oh, but I do. I know every. last. thought. in that pretty little head of yours." her hand slowly starts to creep up one of your arms, punctuating every one of her words with a tap of her finger.

Still, you can't seem to dpeak, even if you tried, the hair on the back of your neck standing up in nervous excitement at seeing the Supreme like this. She continues, hand almost at your neck; "Every thought that you believed you could hide, every desire that you tried to conceal behind a blush or a glance. But all so very open for me, so exposed, so vulnerable." That's exactly how you feel in this moment. She leans impossibly closer, body pressing yours into the wall even harder. You notice her gaze flicker for the first time in this little hostage situation, seemingly down your face a bit, but she's hit you with that calculating look before you can think anything of it and all you can sense is her warmth on your body, and the smell of lavender and vanilla with a hint of tea that seemed to float around in her presence, and how agonizingly close her face is to yours, so close you'd only have to move forward slightly to touch your lips to hers finally....

"Eyes up here, darling. I'm not done with you." Your gaze shoots back up to her eyes, away from her lips that are now pulled in a victorious sort of smirk. She opens her mouth to speak again but before she can, you whisper "Cordelia." and she stops, eyes narrowing slightly as the hand that had finally arrived at your neck presses gently into your throat, thumb forcing you to lean your head away to avoid being choked, but the finger only follows you, still pressing into the skin and cutting off your air slightly. The woman in front of you arches one perfect eyebrow at your interruption and actions, but waits for you to explain yourself. But you don't need to say anything, because she can tell by the way your pupils are blown and your skin slightly flushed exactly what you want. And Cordelia decides, just this once, to give it to you.

So with one smooth motion, she crashes her lips against yours, not wasting a second in coaxing them open. You bring your free hand up, landing on the back of her neck and pulling her into you more as your eyes flutter shut, tongue moving up to fight with Cordelia's own. Her fingers previously pressing into your throat move to tangle in your hair, tugging on it gently, lips pulling into a smirk when you moan into the kiss at the slight pressure. She repeats her actions, earning her another one of your sharp whines, which she finds she immediately enjoys hearing. Her other hand rests on your waist, and she takes a small step forward, her entire body now against yours, and bends one of her legs upwards to rest between your thighs, pressing softly on your covered core. Again you moan into her mouth, but she pulls back this time to whisper "Quiet now. We wouldn't want anyone hearing you and interrupting us, now would we?"

You swallow and nod quickly, and she smiles, muttering a quick "Good girl" before attacking your neck, going instinctively to your pulse point and sucking harshly, pulling a sharp gasp from your open lips and making you tilt your head to the side quickly, allowing her more room to work as she casually sucks a mark onto your skin before scraping her teeth against it. This makes you whimper yet again and tangle your fingers in her hair, grabbing a fistful of the soft strands as your nails scrape her scalp lightly. The action earns you her own small moan and you grin. The expression is quickly wiped from your face however when she switches to the other side of your neck and skips the gentleness, sucking for only a moment before biting down hard, sharp canines sinking into your flesh and causing you to let out a yelp.

However this action also makes your body jerk up a bit, and the knee placed directly between your legs rubs over your already wet center, and you let out a breathless "oh fuck-" and roll your hips just so, giving you more friction. Cordelia chooses not to stop you. Once the woman is satisfied with her work, she returns to your mouth, once again capturing yours and pulling gently on your bottom lip, tongue pushing past them to claim your mouth again. You gladly oblige, allowing her in without resistance as you continue to move your hips against her thigh. When Cordelia pulls away you're literally breathless as well as speechless, head tilting back again as you attempt to stay quiet while Cordelia watches you carefully, sharp eyes observing every movement of your body, enjoying much too much for her own good.

After a moment you use the hand that remains by her neck, having slipped out of her hair (not without messing it up first of course) and pull her back to you, reluctantly stopping your own movement and attaching your lips to her neck, returning her earlier favor and spending a bit leaving your own mark on her skin, the woman biting her lip to stop from making any noises, but can't help it when a low groan escapes her throat, muffled only slightly by your shoulder, where she had placed her head a moment earlier in desperation. Her arms shakily hold herself up against the wall behind you and your hips to avoid herself from completely collapsing against your body. And then you pull away, a quiet pop sounding when you're done, and after a quick glance you're greeted by a nice pattern of purple and red bruising.

You grin victoriously as you lean away from her, looking into her eyes with an almost predatory glint to them, but you hold yourself back for the sake of your own libido, and if nothing else the rest of the bar patrons. Speaking of..."We should head back to the girls before they come looking. I wouldn't be surprised if they already are." You say, fingers brushing across her blouse lightly and she nods, swallowing hard and pulling back, both of your legs weak, faces flushed and pupils wide, both almost completely overtaking the color of your irises. But you manage, casting a hasty spell over the two of you to at least fix your hair and makeup, and you grab Cordelia's hair gently, pulling it over her shoulder to hide the very much visible hickey's that you gave her, doing the same with your own hair, having to split it half and half across the back since Cordelia decided it a good idea to mark both sides of your neck.

She smiles coyly when she sees you fiddling to cover the marks and simply waves her hand, the color fading instantly on both of you, and you look up at her, pouting. “Hey. I worked hard on those, you know." "Oh don't worry darling, we have plenty of time." She finishes her statement with a suggestive wink before sauntering off back towards the bar, leaving you to stutter and catch up with her, returning to her side hastily with a small frown. It quickly turns into a smile however when you reenter the main room, seeing the girls laughing and, somehow, doing shots. You groan, amused yet worried about how exactly underage girls got their hands on alcohol. Your mind flits through all of the of age members of the group and your eyes immediately lock on Myrtle, who is not as stoned as the others but still clearly nice and intoxicated.

Cordelia returns your noise of frustration, though hers is more genuine than yours, and quickens up her pace, making it to them in 4 less steps than you, legs longer than your own. While you move to confront Madison, who must have been the one to convince Myrtle to let them have drinks, whilst Cordelia goes straight to the woman in question, glaring slightly at her ex-mentor. You say to Madison "Madison. I told you that you could have your one drink and that was all. What is happening here young lady?" She looks up to you, very tipsy and slurs "Oh, y/n! Th-there you are, we missed you and Cordy. Whet-where did you dis-disappear off to?" Her words are broken and slurred together, but you make sense of it somewhat and shake your head, dismissing her questions completely.

"That doesn't matter. Now what did you do?" All you get is a drunken laugh and the young witch points to Zoe. You're very skeptical, but ask her anyways, the same thing you asked Madison, and she at least has a mind enough to look slightly ashamed. "S-sorry, y/n. We kinda g-got drunk. And it might be ma-my fault." She mumbles and you pat her shoulder, smiling reassuringly at the girl, telling her that you wouldn't get her in trouble this time and she apologizes again. You return to Cordelia, who's sat next to Myrtle, already giggling and chatting with the red headed witch. You arch a single brow as you plop down into the luckily empty stool next to Myrtle, tapping her arm gently, saying "Miss Myrtle? Please tell me you aren't getting my Delia drunk." The small endearment slips out of your mouth before you can think about it, but Myrtle is none the wiser and just grins, nodding a bit.

You sigh heavily, moving your eyes to Cordelia, who's staring intently at your face, specifically your lips, and you make it out with only a small flush. “Cordelia, I think it's time we go before you get as stoned as these assholes." Cordelia frowns in disappointment, but nods anyway and stands up, only stumbling slightly which makes you dart to her, placing your arm around her waist and closing your eyes. It's been a while, but you focus your hardest and manage to transmute the both of you back to the Academy in one piece. You carefully let Cordelia sit down in the closest armchair before stepping back. You try to speak but your collar is grabbed first and you're literally swept off your feet by Cordelia. Your arms shoot out to catch yourself on the arms of the chair as your lips roughly meet Cordelia's, a certain hunger in the other's.

You return the kiss for a moment but remind yourself that you need to be the bigger witch here, and pull back carefully. "Delia, as much as I'd like to continue this little expedition, I need to go back and get your girls to stop them from assaulting any random pedestrians. I'll be back in a bit, alright?" The woman huffs, annoyed, but lets your shirt go and nods anyways, eyes closing as she leans back into the chair again. She mumbles "Are you sure you don't want me to come with you?" You fire back a "Not happening." before she can get the chance and leave her with a promise to return, transmuting again to the bar. One by one, you manage to get all of the girls and Myrtle back, all in one piece, and send them all upstairs, gently guiding the worst ones up the stairs to their rooms. Madison and Zoe specifically.

Once the last door closes, you groan loudly, leaning against the banister of the steps heavily. Out loud, you wonder "Maybe I should just jump now, then I wouldn't have to deal with their hungover asses tomorrow morning." You're startled and almost actually go through on that statement when a slim pair of arms encircle your waist, pulling you back quickly and into a warm body, hot breath on your ear as the person says "Oh, I'm afraid I can't let you do that. I can't lose you now that I've just got you, can I?" You hum in response, sighing happily and relaxing into the Supreme's arms. The sigh turns into a quiet moan when her mouth moves from your ear and down to your neck, leaving a trail of hot kisses across your skin. You managed to get out "Delia, you need t-to sleep. How did you get half drunk in like f-five minutes?" Before she begins to be a bit rougher, resulting in you making a bit too much noise for anyone's liking and a fresh hickey on your neck.

"Mm. Myrtle." Is all Cordelia says as she begins to slowly walk backwards, pulling you along with her as she continues to lay affection over your skin, eventually backing you all the way into her room and pushing the door closed with her magic before falling back onto the bed, sitting on the edge of the mattress with you on her lap. Resisting the urge to whimper, you turn in her arms, pushing her back so she falls onto her back and stand up before she can grab you with her. Shaking your head in amusement, you say "Alright, Lover girl, calm down there. I'm tired as fuck, and I wanna go to bed. You're half drunk, and also have to go to bed. So I'm just going to go-" "No. Stay with me, darling." You pause, mouth still open, which you snap shut in shock, cheeks coloring.

After a moment of thought you decide that there's no reason to say no, really, so you nod and pull her back up, holding her loosely around the waist as you pull the sheets out and then quickly spin her around, place a small peck to her lips before helping her into the bed. You then swiftly step around to the other side, replicating the movement and pulling the covers back up to cover the both of you, but not before slipping off your tall boots and dropping them on the floor. You casually lean towards Cordelia, sliding her across the soft surface to rest closer to you and allow her to curl up against your side with a content sigh. A very quiet, mumbled "Goodnight, my love." comes from the woman as she quickly falls asleep, you doing the same after returning the sentiment, affectionate smile on your lips as you hold your Supreme close.

THE END :)

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(lovely anon) i'm so happy to finally be answering this oh my goodness hi gorgeous human being i feel that it has been too long 🥲 SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE THE LAST TIME I'VE WRITTEN ONE OF THESE HOW HAVE YOU BEEN

to answer the things you have said most recently- i'm so mad that spring break is over bc now i have to go back to life??? like dancing and school and shit that feels so unnessacry 😭 and like i can't just do nothing anymore? i was so used to it and now...... ugh. i STILL haven't played sims (i think it's because ✨depression✨ be hitting sometimes) lol but MWAHAH IM SO HAPPY FOR YOUR NEIGHBOR!AU AND THAT THEY HAD LITTLE BABY LEO!! i feel the name thing.. i just come up with something that sounds nice? i think leo is a nice name, it makes me think about lea michele and the fact that her son's name is Ever Leo but anyway. i don't name my sims after what i want to name my children irl either... idk why though. (i don't know why i'm telling you this but for boy names i love Liam🥰 and if i had twin boys i think i would do Liam and Peter though i am not married to the name Peter.... anywho)

LMAOOO the therpaist coming made me laugh thank you :)) i hope it's helpful? this may be tmi but i've only really had negative thoughts recently and not many healthy outlets so i'm hoping crossing one thing off this sad list will make me feel better :') i think during spring break my anxiety and my depression really spiked? idk, it comes in episodes but yeah THIS GOT REALLY SAD

i think a lot of things when i read your posts but i never say them hahaha so imma say it now: i googled what bon appetit meant ( i also just had to google how to spell it ) but ur right, i feel like bone apple tea makes more sense than bone apple teeth.. the "th" is throwing me off bc how i say it bone appa (like app-a) teet (like you're saying tit but teet lol) so bone apple tea makes more sense to me lol

i never know really know the time difference for anything lmao but est to germany (that's not gmt is it?) is like 6 hours wOAH so it's like 9pm while it’s 3pm here? wowee

i feel mega weird after watching this show called hollywood (darren criss is in it, so is laura harrier and a bunch of other people) but i don't like it💀 i feel really icky rn and idk why but reading your last response to my ask (?) always makes me feel better :')

i am doing what you said btw, i'm typing this on my computer first then gonna transfer it to my phone's tumblr lol but when you said a digital detox, it's interesting cuz i feel like i've been having one since tom's new project was announced? gOD i don't wanna get into it bc i get so triggered but i've been off of instagram since then bc instagram stans literally stand by tom through whatever even when something ain't right- i’m just gonna leave it there bc i’ll continue the rant, but yeah so i took a break lol

also heard abt your driving lesson thing (?) was it that bad? i can't find the old post but someone asked if you hooked up with your lesson person and i was sOOO CONFUSED LMAOO LIKE OK ARIA GET SOME BUT UHH HUH?

now to address the actual response HAHA the way you touch my heart :') by :') bringing :') up :') halle :') being ariel :') (i honest to God don't remember if i brought this up first, forgive me if i did, it's been a minute lmao) i'm always talking about it and i'm pretty sure my family is so tired of me talking about it lmao, but YEAH when i found out they weren't twins i was so surprised but idk why i always thought they were twins? but YOU ARE SPEAKING MY LANGUAGE WITH THE DISNEY TALK- everyone is always like "tiana is my favorite princess" and yea she's strong and stuff but...... she was a frog. for almost the whole time. it's about time we got another one!! i do agree with some people on the fact that disney should just make another black princess but halle is adorable and i was ariel on stage so it's already really special to me :')

yeah lol there are good times with my brothers but they make me mad for a good portion of the time (there's the 12yo vincent and the 7yo daniel but vincent??? psshhh he is a piece of work and i'm not sure how much longer i can put up with him HAJAH AND YES VINCENT IS THE ONE WHO WAS 👁👄👁WHEN I CRIED AND THE ONE WHO DOESN'T LISTEN TO MUSIC- writing this now makes it sound like vincent is awful. which he isn't... we're working on him ig. not to add to the awfulness but no, he listens to obnoxious loud VIDEO GAME MUSIC and won't stop when we ask him to stop... he gets beat up a lot) anyway i imagine being an only child is really calming.. like you have time to yourself and its just you and your parents 😌

yeah let me know if you end up watching it (wandavision)! i think it's great but if you like it lmk!! tfatws is sooo good like PHEW i am honestly loving it. sidenote: j*hn w*lker makes me wanna jump through the screen and choke him to the ground. i was thinking right, and the falcon and the winter soldier (THATS SO MUCH EASIER FAJHKDAH) would techinally be like a 10 hour movie right? because every episode is an hour long and there'll be 10 episodes? like wow. i get what you mean though, abt the racism in the show etc, like looking forward to it but not like..... no i get what you mean i will not try and give another example lol but you make me wanna learn more languages like really badly (bc of what you said about the german to american translation) & if you end up watching hamilton PLEASE LMK ABT THAT TOO HAHAHA i love it so much, same thing with lion king lmaoo

speaking of germany, i was at lunch on saturday with my mom and her friend and we were talking about my schooling and like-- she planted this idea in my head lol like what if i just got my GED and went around the world (to england probably) to get a theatre experience??? and i think it sounds so cool but no where near practical lol, it's just..... the dream haha and i would then try and learn a language 😉

uh yes we absolutely should order basically a resturant meal at a cinema, how about burgers, chips (fries), and a large drink? any time next week works for me, should i pick you up?

also about cherry (which i still haven't watched yet lol) i got the timestamps from tumblr😌 i couldn't find them anywhere else, but i agree, i probably wouldn't even look twice at cherry if tom wasn't in it? like i liked tdatt a lot, but it's not a movie i would be itching to see ya know?

HAHAHAHA THE 24 HOUR NOTIFICATION- i think i have around 1030 hours on sims? but i've had it since 2019 lmao (reading the screenshots, yes u are 100% a genuis, i take screenshots too but on anon you can't upload them so i just read them and retype what i wrote lmao) i think the university experience in the game is fun, but time consuming and it's all work imo. idk why i do it so often tho 😭😭😭

and agreed!! when you're making good money in the game you have to find other ways to make it interesting. my cousins who play it just continously do "motherlode" and i'm like.... then what do you do in your game?? it just sounds boring to me... my current sims household, i had a famous comedian sim, her name was dylan, aND SORRY IM LAUGHING SO HARD WHILE WRITING THIS BC ITS A GREAT EXAMPLE OF THE UNI THING UNLESS IM JUST DUMB, she went to college for communications when i wanted her to be a comedian and when she graduated i realized that degree did nothing for the career 🥲 so yeah, i think i'm just dumb. but she had a kid in college, guy didn't stick around and she was pretty broke HA but then she got married to this (great) guy named steve, made good bank, had 5 more kids (two sets of twins and one more lol) but then she passed. uhm... yeah that's still an open wound . lol i'm kidding, but when you get rich like that, you have to find a way to make the game interesting and i chose a million kids.

(this was one giant paragraph until i broke it up uhh yeah) i seriously don't pay attention to the sims prices and just end up spending way too much money and not being able to finish the rest of the house😭 but then again, i'm so used to having sims live in apartments... if i end up building a house FIRST OF ALL it'll look like what you explained before lmao but i'll tell you if i actually end up building a house HAHA & planning out your sims game is so fun to me lol, did enisa and michael take in his daughter yet? i may be thinking too far ahead lol and i love that they fucked woohooed (i say woo woo lol) in celebration HAHA but when i was playing with this one couple i had them woo woo every night hoping the dude would have horrible pull out game and they would concieve, but one night they were too tired and i was like why? get back in there man. if i was in college and lived with my partner we would be fucking every night homie. be grateful. i have been talking a lot about sims, and like you said: enough 💀 i just love this game a lot 😭😭

SORRY LAST THING i think the sims romantic and sexual stuff is so nice bc its what i want?? LMAO IDK like the whole hot tub thing you're talking about- puh lease ITS JUST NICE TO SEE OKAY

i'm reading the german section over again and i said aloud "my german friend is so cool" lol (i was saying that to my brothers & i know they don't care LMAO) (& i'm glad the uni zoom call went well!!) so on a form, in german, it could possibily say Einführungsveranstaltungsteilnehmer because you would be a participant to an introductory event? i swear german sounds so cool 😌 but i love reading your german lessons!! it's really interesting, most of the time my brain can't comprehend it tho?? like that word makes sense to you, but i need a translation. like to be able to look at that and know what it says.... its just appealing and seems so cool lol i kinda wanna write something out in german but i feel that google translate will fail me. während googeln "google übersetzen" mein Computer war so verdammt langsam und es fühlte sich einfach wie etwas Gutes auf Deutsch zu sagen. ich bin nicht sicher, welches Wort ist "fucking", aber ich mag es lmao (did it fail me like i thought it would??)

LMAOOO THANK YOU FOR BRINGING UP JUSTIN BC WHILE AT THE RESTURANT THEY PLAYED A JUSTIN SONG AND I IMMEDIATELY THOUGHT OF YOU AND THIS STORY😭 lol i was thinking it's depending on your age but not even that either... i really don't know.... but tom's fans are hollanders💀 i would consider myself one? he's the only person i'm really into like that (like a lot lol) so idk lmao (directioners 💔💔the pain is real)

LMAOOO (both of these paragraphs started off with “lmaooo” smh) "i like my men when they look like they are on the brink of death" PLEASE, i don't like pete's blonde hair... i just don't. i'm not sure if i wasn't watching the most recent snls but yea. my mom thinks he looks like trash, but i think he's okay? like he said staten island people just look like trash LMAO and I STILL HAVEN'T SEEN KING OF STATEN ISLAND GIRL I ALMOST FORGOT ABOUT THAT!! now i'm gonna make plans to watch it lmao, & yes agreed i find pete hot, don't ask why i really couldn't explain it to someone he's just .

my favorite songs from rex are from pony oh my goodness 🥺 anywho i'm gonna go eat cereal (i ended up eating bun and cheese instead) and listen to the Stormzy songs you recommended... aria. aria aria aria. i would like to thank you for introducing me to stormzy i- i don't have any words or any emojis to express HOW GOOD STORMZY IS. i hope he's popular in germany/the uk because i haven't heard of him but GURLLLL

one second - delicious i love it. it's really good. it’s not my favorite from the album, but its great.

superheroes - at first i played the non-explicit one (on accident) and wondered why the words weren't playing but i was reading them in the lyrics??? THIS ONE THOUGH??? IS THE BEST SONG I THINK I'VE EVER HEARD. i am so SO SO into black people empowering songs (like brown skin girl by beyonce) and this song???? PHEW I CRYYYYY ITS SO GOOD.... i was gonna quote some lyrics BUT THERS TOO MANY I LOVE, "i am young, black, beautiful, and brave" "black queen, you're immaculate, it's coming at the world, they ain't ready for your magic yet, and that was never your fault" THAT WAS NEVER YOUR FAULT- I ALMOST CRIED THIS SONG IS SO BEAUTIFUL (i played it twice lol)

lessons is another beautiful one, like its slow and it feels intimate and nurturing and just OO chefs kiss, beautiful . like you can feel the apology and the regret... it’s so good

own it - OWN IT OWN IT OWN IT IS AMAZING!! swear you would catch me dancing to this song, this song is so fucking good i cannot comprehend like this one might be my favorite for real... "it's the way you wind up your waist, i'm so in awe, you never have to worry abt nothing, you know its yours, you know you own it" 🥲 i played it two or three times honestly

rachael's little brother - YES I DID LISTEN TO IT LMAO AND YES I LIKE IT, its a very complex song and it's very layered in terms of emotions i think and i really like that about it. i probably won't listen to it that often, but its really good. i would recommend this song to my "older brother" bc he would just absolutely love this

shut up - i was taking this song seriously (also very good) until i heard him say shu-T up LMAO, this one is good, i probably wouldn't listen to it 24/7 like rachael's little brother but honestly its still fire

before listening to blinded by your grace and vossi bop, i know you brought up the religion bit, i definitely don't mind that, especially because i'm Christian lol and i actually liked that he brought up God in some of his songs like idk i just like it🥰🥰

(i then went to bed after that lol but first thing in the morning i listened to superheroes and... that song is probably my favorite tbh, i was gonna write MORE quotes that i loved from it but, yeah no there's too many. if you want i'll tell you lmao but this is already so long i would just be quoting the whole friggin song)

VOSSI BOP IS A BOP (lol) I CANT EVEN LIE, i love a song that hypes up a dude's girl so the line- i love that my phone decided to fail to load the lyrics, lemme google it, okay the lyric "looking at my girl like what a goddess" i was like AYEEE its honestly just really good. and no one in america says "sauce" like "i've got the sauce" but now i do (thanks to love island and Nas from last season) and now stormzy so (also im gonna watch the music video for superheroes bc it looks great so 😛)

(because this is already so long i feel like i shouldn't finish the rest but . no i'm gonna do it)

now for blinded by your grace pt2 idk why i’m nervous lmaoo PAUSE I'M NOT EVEN DONE WITH THE SONG GIRL THIS SONG IS *chefs kiss* no words, speechless PHEW y'all gon make me start jumping around. why did i not know about stormzy before, he is amazing i- ok yeah i finished the song, all i have to say is that Stormzy is immaclucate. period. i am literally sending his music to all my friends he is..... amazing

you want my song recommendations 🥺🥺 hmm uh okay lol i listen to a lot of old music, whitney houston, marvin gaye, queen, celine dion, i love "more than words" by extreme uhmm okay, but for actual music i listen to on the daily? (this is a lot of different music like.... they do not go together lmao so be prepared) a song about being sad by rex orange county, betty by taylor swift and lover by taylor swift and... most of that album lol, treasure by bruno mars lmao, OOOO and versace on the floor by bruno as well, lazybaby by dove cameron, creep by tlc has been on repeat lol, deja vu by olivia rodrigo (i saw what you said about drivers license and AGREED LMAO but i like deja vu a lot more haha) and two albums that i listen to in general, rare by selena gomez and ungodly hour by chloe x halle 🥰 you don't have to listen to all of them or any of them lol but that's a sense of what i'm into :) so basically everything haha, i'm into literally every single kind of music really so i wasn't too surprised that i enjoyed stormzy :’)

HAHASBSJHAHA your h20 story cracked me up,, like "wow these actors are so dedicated, learning german just for us" 😭 the beauty of overdubbing

once again, math and maths, in my mind maths makes sense because its mathmatics, but saying maths doesn't feel right to me lol, like if i said maths i feel like everyone would look at me like ??? and yea i was taught it as math so its just more natural for me. but yes math/maths is disgusting, easily one of my least favorite subjects so .

mkay. i- the first time i read this i could not contain my laughter when you said the only pollen you know is sex pollen LMAOKOOSHBABJFAJF STOPPP I'M EVEN LAUGHING WRITING THIS,, anyway. wow! that's interesting, my dad (<<< mostly anything else) gets migraines from the sun and the heat and stuff, yesterday (sunday, i was outside for like hours watching my brothers play football, the american kind lol) i was in the sun for like ever and i got a headache😔

summer clothes🥲 i need to go shopping fr fr. for my birthday my mom and dad got me a giftcard like dedicated to a shopping spree and we've yet to go so..... i should bring it up to my mom lol, but!! i went bra shopping (ended up returning literally all of them cuz they honestly didn't work for day to day work? its a long story) and if i could i would walk around in this new "summer bra" i got, i would. it's so fricking cute and its really light fabric (which isn't perfect for my nipples but still) so i don't get hot in it, but that bra and some shorts would be perfect. its the closest thing to being naked so

IS THE BIRD STILL BOTHERING U ARIA, TELL ME NOW ISTG, i laughed really hard that the bird isn't stupid and is really trying to torture you LMAOO like i was rolling, it wants you to suffer, badly

when you said "mensus" it was still close to mens!!! latin speaking queen 😌😌

okay STORYTIME i was reading back your response and started (fake) crying bc i love you lol and my youngest brother (daniel) gon say "oh man, catherine's crying about something we don't care about, again" I--- i swear when i tell you about them they sound awful, but they aren't that bad, just the stuff i say about them is sounds really mean LMAO

but the thing you said about being kind, same, what i always say is: don't be the person that makes people say "i hate people" ya know? like there's no reason to be a jerk or anything.... but its true 🥺🥺🥺🥺 you are really kind and every time i talk to you i would like to personally fly to germany and give you a hug 💖💕💞💗💓💝💖💘

& i'm gonna show my stretch marks some love bc of you 🥺😭 i really hate how men have basically everyone conditioned that you can't love your own body </3 fuck them, y'all beautiful :')

also thanks for what you said :')) you literally are the kindest, sweetest person i think i've ever spoken to and i love you 🥰🥺🥲💓💗

READING YOUR TAGS HAHAHHAHA the spelling errors makes everything so much funnier. once again, i like your german lessons & yea!! i'm gonna play sims after writing this hahah

#catherine's tags are back #i don't think i've told you my name before?? #anyway it's catherine🥰🥰🥰 #i'm typing this on my computer (without emojis) and if i didn't edit this you would be reading shit shite like #heartface and pout and cry LMAO #yeah abt the tattoos #some stuff with my parents i'm like deal with it??? lol #my mom tells me "if there's something you enjoy or you like but i don't have the same opinion on it... why would my (my mom's) opinion matter? #and i love that #like i'm not gonna go and do whatever i want #but if my mom doesn't like that i swear (which isn't true just an example) #its like okay.... #but whatever #and your tattoo ideas sound really cute!! #and yeah @ your parents, i mean you aren't getting something wild #and the tattoo album>>> #i'm gonna look up ariana's butterfly tattoos just so i know what you mean lol #but i'm guessing you don't want something so incredibily simple, but not super like over the top? #correct me if i'm wrong lol #LMAO the tags were in order don't worry ! #and yeah lol ily2 <33 #and once again, again, sorry for this post JSHJS ITS A MESS AND LONG AS HELL #and you don't need to go in order of my post its literally longer than your german compound words #u're fine #also !!! while writing this the birds were chirping outside and i was like 😳 #and one of your fics (i’ve read all of them, i don’t remember lol) that valentine’s day one where y/n had lingerie on (the pancake one lol) #inspired me to buy lingerie #like when i look back on me “growing up” #that fic & basically you lol really helped with that #that made no sense and i don’t know how to make it make sense... but... yeah. like ily

hiiiiiiiiiii <3333

Dear catherine, 😌

(you have said your name before, but it wasn‘t like an introduction or anything i think you were talking about .... was it possibly the incident at the cinema??? And you said something like ‘calm down catherine‘ like you were telling yourself to calm down idkd dkdkkdkd anyway i didn‘t mention it cause i wasn‘t sure if it was an accident or not dkdjd but now i know 😌❤️ Catherine is such a cute and lovely name btw omg and so are your brothers‘s names 🥰

Sorry that I‘m answering this so late, it‘s been an emotional rollercoaster for me since last week but i‘ll get to that in a second lol

Sksklssk girl i haven‘t played sims in like 2 weeks now ekejdkdlldld ok that‘s not that long at all actually but i keep wanting to play but then i end up not playing for whatever reason, so no news about my sims game 😔 but i love the names Liam and Peter and for twins!!! That sounds really nice actually

okay i‘m trying to answer your ask in chronological answer even though i wanted to wait for the depressing stuff and write it at the end or something OKAY so. i thought that i‘d feel so good when i start uni and that i‘ll like... have a purpose in life again and just be happy (cause in the last year i didn‘t do much and i was depressed like half of the time lol).... anyway i kind of feel even worse now? 😭 i think it‘s because in my brain it‘s like: university!!! that means your life will change and it‘ll all be so exciting. and don‘t get me wrong it is exciting butttt..... idk the online thing is so weird cause you‘re not meeting any new people (i‘m introverted anyway but still lol) and it doesn‘t feel like you‘re listening to/talking to actual people cause it feels the same as just watching a video?

also i thought i‘d be busy again but i only have one lecture (90mins) a day and theres one day where i dont have any lectures at all and just one day where i have 3 hours but.... idk i mean i shouldn‘t complain about having so much free time but i just don‘t know what to do all day and in a pandemic there really is nothing to do but i also can‘t relax bc it‘s like during the week and i know i have uni the next day and .... yeah.

There‘s also this one assignment i had to do that took me AT LEAST SIX HOURS AND IM NOT EVEN EXAGGERATING????? so that was the only thing i‘ve been doing besides “going to“ lectures. for this one course we have to read two (really really long) texts (like it literally took me 3 hours to read them) and we‘re supposed to post it on this website that all the professors in our uni use. So after 5 days of anxiety (✌🏼) i posted mine this morning bc last night i realised that i didn‘t even know why i was having anxiety so i just posted mine today. The deadline is tomorrow at 12 and no one except me has posted theirs yet........ so i have anxiety again 🥰 cause idk if i‘m the only one who did it or if i even did it correctly

Edit while i‘m rereading this: my anxiety about uni is a lot better and i‘m not as d*pressed anymore maybe it was just hormones? idk but i‘m better so that‘s good

(I started writing this like 5 hours ago and then i randomly completely forgot lol)

I‘m in a better mood now though so let‘s move on from that (oh wait also, i think i‘m gonna see if i can find a psychiatrist bc with my anxiety symptoms (long story) i need to go to a psychiatrist, and so far i‘ve only gone to like psycholgists and it didn‘t help but i think that‘s just bc i was meant to go to a psychiatrist and not a psychologist so dldjdjsj

n e ways but yes you‘re not alone, ily, things will get better and yes i love you (i‘m not good at this type of thing🥲 but i‘d hug you right now if i could <3)

Yess i think the time difference between est and me is 6hours but gmt is uk time i believe? i think mine is called.... cet? For central european time? I could be completely wrong though lmao

Oof i completely forgot about hollywood, i remember when laura kept posting about it on instagram but i never actually watched it and i definitely won‘t now lmaodkdksjsn

Okay my driving lesson LEBDJDKDK I DID NOT HOOK UP WITH ANYONE AKSJSKSMMLM especially not my 40 or 50 year old driving instructor lol i like her but NOT LIKE THAT, the lesson was really really really good actually and i think i‘ll have my driving test soon, but i don‘t even remember why the anon would have thought that??? Oh wait now i remember okay KEKSKDLDL so during the lesson my instructor was like do you mind if i turn on some music? AND THIS WOMAN TURNED ON ONE DIRECTION I LOVE HER so i made a post about it and i said something about the song up all night and i guess i phrased it in a .... idk in a dumb way 💀 so the anon made a joke that i stayed up with my driving instructor all night and NO. No.

Wait did i read that right? YOU WERE ARIEL ON STAGE? SIALDBDJDKSLMSBDKDMDMDKDJSLSMDJFJJEDMBFEKLEFBJDLDVSIDLESKSKWKDKDJDOWNYUEKWNDUWLNSUFLWVSUDLEHDOENSIDBEISBEHENJELBSIEMWUDNRIW KB WOBE JO ON SBEUU HIII S HWS LV W ICH US KB okay this keyboard smash is getting out of hand but uh please do elaborate on that 💘😌???? Like you can‘t just drop that information and not say more??? I forgot if you‘re in like your school‘s drama group (is that a thing? lol idk anything about acting) or in an independent group? Either way - ARIEL that is so fucking cool

Your brothers loooooool, no i get it though obviously you love them and stuff but esp at their age children are so annoying so good luck with them 😭😭😭lmao

Yeah “anyway i imagine being an only child is really calming.. like you have time to yourself and its just you and your parents 😌“ yeah just me and my parents who constantly fight 🥰 lmao no i like being an only child, like i cannot imagine having siblings but i feel like if i had siblings i would be saying that i can‘t imagine being an only child so? but i do think it‘s quite different like i‘m trying to imagine having siblings and WHAT that‘s just so different omg i‘ve never really thought about it like properly ???

I saw a tik tok the other day that was like “sometimes i forget that my siblings have a life of their own. like i see them as side characters in my life“ and even though i can‘t relate obviously i felt that. lol, like i can really imagine how it feels idk what i‘m talking about like shut the fuck up, daria

(also my actual name is daria not aria but i dont like it, and also i wanted to be more anonymous on tumblr so now i‘m aria lmao. pls don‘t mention it though cause no one knows except for you and mel (peterbenjiparker) dkdkdkdnkdnd. but i‘m starting to identify with the name cause everyone keeps calling me that looool😭😭😭 (but i like the name, more than daria anyway? well it also depends on the accent, cause the way germans say daria is okay. the was Americans say it is also okay, but some of my family in England are from the north of england and i don‘t like how they say my name 💀 no offence to them(?) but yeah pls don‘t mention the name in your ask cause the chance of people seeing it is higher then (or if you want to say something about it just send a separate ask and i just won‘t post it (IDK what you‘d want to say about my name but yeah just in case slsldlldmsndnsns)

I‘m loving falcon and winter soldier so much but when i was watching an episode the week before last week (?) my laptop broke😭😭😭😭 during the scene where the dora milaje came at the end my laptop just shut down? And it had these lines all over the screen and i had to bring it to the shop where i bought it and they said it‘ll take 6-8 weeks to repair 💔💔💔 but at least it‘ll be for free, cause if i brought it back to apple it would cost like 400€ (i think that‘s nearly 500$) so yeah. but it sucks cause now i‘m “going to uni“ on a really old rusty laptop and on my phone which kinda sucks. oh yeah and also i can‘t watch anything on there 😭 i definitely want to watch wandavision but it‘ll have to wait🤧

Yessss you should def get your GED! I googled and I‘m still not entirely sure what it is dldks but from how you described it- YES!!!!!!

Idk if you know this? Like no idea if I‘ve told you this already (hmmm wait i feel like we talked about it actually?) anyway i was originally gonna go study in England, but for loads of reasons I ended up staying in Germany and I‘m def happy with my decision, but I definitely want to go to England sometime even if it‘s just for six months or maybe for my masters or something? And (obviously everyone is different) but i think everyone should go abroad and live in a different country once in their life, no matter if it‘s for school or what, and even if it‘s just for a few weeks. But i think that‘s something that you‘d never ever forget! And combining that with your acting/theatre??? You really would be living the dream 💘💘😌

how about burgers, chips (fries), and a large drink? any time next week works for me, should i pick you up?— sounds good see you soon 🥰🥰🥰

i used to be one of the people who‘d just do motherlode motherlode motherlode and just... what did i do? Why did i do that??? But not anymore lol. Like I said i haven‘t played sims in a few weeks but i‘ve been watching a few legacy challenge let‘s plays and usually i play with the aging off. So my sims just don‘t age 💀 but i could (should) turn aging on so that it stays exciting and i have limited time and everything. and once i get bored with my current sims i can just make them have kids and continue playing as their children when they get older- like recently i remembered that i haven‘t played the acting career in ages? and i haven‘t had a shop in ages? and i think you can even become a vet right??? like those are definitely some things i want to do in the next weeks!!! Also yes sksksjs i have a few hundred hours on sims as well (if not thousands 😭) it was just that one household that i‘d been playing with for 24hrs

AND GIRL SSKSKJD THE UNIVERSITY THING HAPPENED TO ME TOO, it was a while ago so i don‘t remember what degree and what job it was about but i made my sim study something for aaaaaages so she‘d get a better job from the beginning (you know what i mean like get in at a higher level)...... and i apparently studied the wrong thing cause i didn‘t get any benefits from studying and still had to start at level 1 and shit 🥴🥲

Oh also (this was like 2 weeks ago) Enisa and Michael did take in Michael‘s daughter and i think Enisa currently even has a higher/better relationship with the daughter than Michael but um💀💀💀 also i was hoping (since michael and enisa married (in their back yard i think lol) that the daughter (i forget what her name is😭) would have enisa as her step mom? Like you know how you can see the relationship and it says daughter or son or sister.. and i was hoping that it would say step mom but it doesn‘t say anything 🥲 but in my mind (and if the sims had proper family relations) she is her step mom😌 also Leo is a teenager now???? I mean I aged him up lol dkdk he was being too annoying as a toddler but i don‘t like children so i aged him up twice in one day and now he‘s a teen, but that means he can look after his half sister when she becomes a toddler which is good (the game recognises them as siblings tho even if they‘re just half siblings? why can‘t they have step family members in the sims🥲) okay i‘ve annoyed you enough with sims ✋🏼

I‘ve been a bit sick these past few days and now i‘m getting a headache so i have to finish this response tomorrow 😭😭😭 </3

It‘s not tomorrow, it‘s 3 hours later but i‘m better lol

oooff when sims are ungrateful and won‘t woo woo (lol i like that) cause they‘re too tired like?? Be grateful that you‘re not living with your parents anymore 🙄 no okay dkdkdkdl idk if you play with mods (i don‘t) but i know there is a mod (or it‘s part of a mod idk maybe wicked whims?) where you can adjust the percentage of how risky a normal woo woo is, like you still click woo woo (3dksksks okay i‘ll say woohoo again— wait is that what’s it called? 😭) but there‘s like a 25% chance that your sim can still get pregnant just like in real life there‘s always a chance of getting pregnant even if you‘re using protection (just not 25% lmao) but yeah i personally don‘t play with mods sksk and you can always just click try for baby but it would be cool if you could add stuff like risky woohoo to the game without mods (i have no idea how to download mods and i play sims on a really really old laptop and sims is literally tje only thing that works on it anyway so—) i repeat my words from earlier: okay i‘ve annoyed you enough with sims ✋🏼

okay i‘m so sorry i‘m gonna watch fast & furious 1 now cause i need to watch f&f 1-5 until the 30th of april cause they‘re only on netflix til then (i mean i could watch them somewhere else but the quality is never as good) so i will finish this tomorrow after all😭

it is now 1 am, i finished the film, can feel a new obsession coming up again (i always have these f&f obsessions for six months before and after a new film comes out)

THE GOOGLE TRANSLATE wkekdjdj tbh it sounds like someone is speaking with some kind of foreign accent i guess that‘s probably because it just is a direct translation and so anyway slsjsj i don‘t know if you asked me what the word fucking is in german? like idk cause the translation is a bit weird but in case you asked lol sidjsjs theres not really a good translation like we just say fuck for fuck lmao, i don‘t know if you typed in fucking in google translate and it came out as verdammt? cause that means damn (or damned sksjjs) ummm yeah idek if/what you asked so imma move on🤧

I‘m not gonna comment on what you said about every stormzy song cause you already said all the important things but SKSKSJSJSKNSNDBDUDOENWBSLSKKHSULSLSKSBSJSKSK I WAS SMILING SO HARD WHEN I READ YOUR RESPONSE FOR THE FIRST TIME BECAUSE AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH finally i know someone who loves him as much as i do 💘💘💘 also since you brought it up, i‘m pretty sure he‘s considered the most successful UK rapper or if not then at least top 3 so he‘s defffffffffinitely big in the uk, in germany more and more people are listening to uk rap too but not as much stormzy cause theyre dumb apparently 🙄 but anywY i‘m sooooo sooo happy that you like him. i think hith came out end of 2019 (i could be wrong but i think it came out on the 13th of december so (in a european way) you‘d write the date: 13.12 and obviously i don‘t KNOW this but i can definitely imagine that he chose that date because ACAB and yes, Michael. Yes. But he hasn‘t made too much music since then so i hope he‘s working on some new stuff 🤞🏼

Also i ordered the stormzy poster😌 also a nicki minaj one bc i decided i‘m gonna have one wall with red-ish posters (i already have two kinda red ones) and one with blue/green-ish posters (already have two) and i can add stormzy to the blue one and nicki to the red one, but i think that‘s it cause if my walls are tooo full it could look cluttered? I‘m not sure how that type of thing works lmao but my room is generally untidy so i don‘t want the walls to look unorganised too so i think that‘s it for now

I really want to finish this now but my brain is getting kinda slow and i need to sleep soon so this will have to wait till later after all 🥺🥴 (not that it makes and difference to you bc you‘ll see this whenever i post it buttttt i wanted you to know that i want to talk to you again but with my slow brain i‘m just taking too long to do it in one day😭😭😭 and i‘m so busy tomorrow hmm but i‘m sure i‘ll have 30 minutes to finish this then <3)

Okay wait I‘m so dumb I didn‘t realise I‘d nearly answered everything i could have posted this yesterday 😭😭

Oooohh that summer bra sounds so nice like if i was confident enough i literally would just wear a top that resembles a bra (or really is a bra lol) cause my tiddies always be looking amazing i‘m just insecure about my stomach sometimes 🙄🙄🙄 but recently i‘ve been loving myself more and more tbh 😌

also i hope you can go shopping for some nice clothes soon ✨😌

I‘ll be honest I haven‘t listened to your song recs YET but only because i wanna take my time with them and i‘ve been so busy and slso AJ tracey‘s album came out last week and I haven‘t listened to that one yet either so ekdkdj (he‘s also a uk rapper like quite popular and successful as well, but i feel like i‘m not gonna like his album cause whenever i‘m looking forward to an album it ends up being really bad and the albums where you weren‘t expecting it turn out to be bangers.... so yeah but i‘ll let you know when i listen to your songs!!!! :)

Omg i keep having to scroll up all the way to see the next thing you said so sorry if I completely miss some of the things you said😭😭

So when you sent this the bird was still bothering me oh my FUCK DKDLDMMDMDMD but now i‘ve been going to bed at like 1-2am so the bird is probably still asleep lool

Okay and for the rest of your ask my response is: 💘💖❣️💚❣️💛❣️💛💕💞❤️💓💟💞💕💕💖💘💝💟💟🧡❤️🧡💞💛💚💓💚💚💚❣️🧡💖💘🧡💝🧡💕💘🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥺🥺🥺🥰🥺🥺💘💘💘💘💘 (okay that looked cuter in my head i don‘t really like the green hearts dldkkdksndnd)

#lovely anon #<3333333333333 #‚‘it‘s literally longer than your german compound words‘ LMAODKDMSLDKSLKS #ignore the comma at the beginning of the last tag????#aww wait i just read what you said at the end of your tags🥺🥺💘💘💘#love youuuu #ooooof i‘m reading my response and do i not know what a period is? like period as in. full stop.#my sentences are literally paragraphs and i use keyboard smashes to separate sentences from each other like what‘s wrong with me???#or ‚lol‘ snd ‚lmao‘#imma need me to do better (did you listen to heavy is the head as a whole? like the whole album? the song do better is stuck in my head toda #today so)#i‘ll try to write normal length sentenced in the future💀#sentencessss*

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