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#lowkey holding out until it gets to the point i physically cant function because otherwise how do i know if im accidentally faking it
jinxed-fates
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i know
#i know its my responsibility to make my own doctor appointments
#im an adult now
#but it just.. doesnt seem important enough to bug em
#nausea for a couple months plus fatigue could be anything
#hell its probably stress
#guys what if they aay “you are perfectly fine and healthy how dare you waste my precious doctor time 3 people are dead now because of you”
#and then they have my face on a poster that says do not serve
#i dunno im scared im gonna feel stupid
#and honestly im scared ill get a diagnosis i wouldnt expect
#my mom mentioned diabetes as a possible explanation and i kinda wanted to cry
#i dunno
#its not hugely important
#lowkey holding out until it gets to the point i physically cant function because otherwise how do i know if im accidentally faking it
#the results of being told youre faking illness all the time as a child i suppose
#or maybe the results of my sister being taken to a dermatologist for years while i had chronic lung issues and no gp
#i havent had a personal doctor since i was 10
#my lung havw had episodes at least twice in that time period
#i was never taken to a doctor
#only the er
#im still not entirely sure what my condition was i only heard the term “respiratory distress” and every breath i took i coughed
#for 2 weeks
#the schools forced me home for being a distraction
#and then she still didnt take me till it became clear my sister was losing sleep
#hm.. sometimes i forget things are as shit as they are
#what the fuck was that about??? my moms a nurse ffs
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