#louis could be a better ally/make a better space for queer fans like a GUIDE for him and i

[causticsunshine]

as someone who’s been a very casual on-off kpop fan for about as long as they’ve followed 1d i can say with whole chest that specifically western kpop fans as a community may be so so out of pocket for no fucking reason whatsoever 9/10 times but at this point i will take enduring that genre of weird behavior over constantly seeing people here who i KNOW have been around for ages constantly over analyze and blow up the smallest things or just Say Shit for the sake of having something to talk about

#i think it’s just music and irl people based fandoms in general that have this permeating Weirdness and you’re lucky to meet people who are #on the more normal side of the spectrum #or if you yourself are on the more normal side of the spectrum like lbr i know how i am ok #especially seeing as how kpop shipping generally weirds me out even if i can see like yeah ok. maybe those two #are a little closer than the others and their homoerotic-esque interactions don’t feel wholly skinship based #and then i am at the same time a person who believes/knows/whatever two hugely popular ex boybanders have been in a committed relationship #together for years now #but like goddamn i’ll put up with seeing gay nct fanart or woosan shipping tiktoks #if it means i don’t have to see constant bad or distasteful takes #or just weird commentary on things like. i saw somewhere the other day dk who said it but like how #louis could be a better ally/make a better space for queer fans like a GUIDE for him and i #wanted to push my thumbs into my eye sockets #and the fact blouies and adjacent people just Exist and i don’t have all of them blocked so they’re still out there and i could see them #shivers a terrifying thought #but yeah i’ll take one genre of weird behavior with something i’ve barely a got a foot in the door on than #the other genre of constant pot stirring and self caused hysteria for conversation purposes regarding #something i am still genuinely following #it’s why i’m online here so little these days sjfkdk #twitter used to be the hotspot for people talking absolute shit but now that i have curated that space so carefully. oh how the turntables #maybe some of you should read some more fic or learn to draw or knit or something instead of being so #perpetually online that you have to cause problems and say absolute nonsense just to have smth to do #ok im done rant over thank you for liking my care bear drawing #fics will be updated at some point etc etc im a busy bitch